prod. DutchRevz
OUT SEPTEMBER 2ND *streaming below*
https://linktr.ee/1endie
time after time
the world spins it doesn’t stop when you feel like it should
how could you be living your best life if you’re always online
when you’re typing line after line
and you go outside
and you realize
the whole world is waiting for you
but now i’m lost

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

you can dream of
someone to lean on
the promises you keep up
should never feel wrong
i dont think you know what’s best for you
gotta keep my head on straight
cause i never wanna look back on the past
only 60 on the dash
and i promise it’ll last if you try a little harder
punch 100 on the dash so we go a little farther
while we’re trying not to crash
our car is running out of gas
and its all messed up in a world where your best is not enough
and i’ll always look back
cause you’re all i had

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me

cause i never felt love like that on a first date
breaking my back overthinking is the worst weight
promise i could be your best friend if you let me
promise i could be your best man if you impress me
cause i never felt love like that on a first date
questioning my sanity
but you bring out the best in me
and i cant check my clock
cause i think the time is checking me
then running round the dot
cause i think someone is ahead of me

no one is ahead of me
no one is ahead of me
my head collapse
yeah i knew i would burn and crash
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i swear i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn
i wouldn’t crash if i knew i would burn

spotify

love like that

LYRICS:

Lately it just feels like we're running round in circles
I'm stepping on eggshells 
Trying not to hurt you
But can I get my clothes back
You got my favorite shirt too
Sorry did I do that? I feel like I'm Steve Urkel
Said you wanna check in my phone
There's nothing there to hide
Why you think I'm wrong
Insecurity all on your dome
If I reassure you, would you leave me alone
I been tryna work on my tone
If it sounds harsh it's cause I'm probably gone

Thinking of us

What a beautiful day to wake up
You look so pretty don't ruin your make up
I got your text, you wanna break up
You say it all the time so I know you're really done 
What a beautiful day to wake up
You look so pretty don't ruin your make up
I got your text, you wanna break up
You say it all the time so I know you're really done

Say it's safer say it's fine
Say you're done say you're sure 
I don't wanna walk away
I wanna go, I wanna stay
Yea there's problems but I'm sure
See our future, see our love
 Know you're somewhere in my head
But I'm still laying in your bed
Wanna go, go with you
Go with you
Let me be there
Let me be there
Let me be there
Thinking of us
Thinking of us

What a beautiful day to wake up
You look so pretty don't ruin your make up
I got your text, you wanna break up
You say it all the time so I know you're really done 
What a beautiful day to wake up
You look so pretty don't ruin your make up
I got your text, you wanna break up
You say it all the time so I know you're really done

THE ART OF LETTING GO (feat. froglady) [prod. grayskies]

love u :)

lyrics:
took a train ride across the country
now im starting to see what im missing out on
days pass and u never really call but
your startin to see what your missing out on
half a milli in couple weeks 
shows money sleep repeat
never really knew i could get this far
cold drugs antihistamine
girls offa lsd
never really knew i could get this far

been on my own minute now
its been too long feelin stressed out
they said roll with the punches

well i said fuck this
i think i fall in love quick
i dont wanna talk shit
can we change the subject?
now im with a drunk bitch 
talking bout her husband
i dont wanna hear nun
can we change the subject? 

at a party with these strangers idk
and i really wish she’d say sum
but kinda wish she dont
she got blue hair hairdyed*
it matches her sweater
if she ask me how im feelin
say idk i could be better

been up for 24 hours
she gave me 24 flowers at
ive been ive been alone in my room
she said the world could be ours 
but thats a scary ass thought
i mean like what would i do
i never even 
thought 
that i would get this far

can we change the subject?

Aldn, Riovaz - Say What U Mean /-/

brown eyes*

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my

[@rlvst]
Give me your bag, I left it in the bedroom
Pack my bags, then I'll tell you why I left you
So decieving, girl I try my best to
Trust your words but, I can't ever trust you

What you did you broke me in two halfs
You broke my heart, I can't go back
I'm crying fixed with some Cognac
I take the train I hope to crash
Why do you hate me so passive aggressive
You're the reason I've been so obsessive
Drugs to me, yeah they act so supressive
You're the reason I've been so progressive 

@1bearr - 
Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

@alkayn 
Its 3pm, haven’t left my bed
Never been the type to reminisce
but there’s this feeling in my chest
and I just can’t stop running out of breath

Holding my own hands, trying not to call
My eyes best friend’s been the drywall
I fucked it up, it’s all my fault
I drown my pain with alcohol
I don’t recognize myself
I keep my feelings on a shelf
I hate my being in itself
I’m sorry I can’t take your help

I’m sick of saying that I’m fine
I wish that I could turn back time
I don’t go up, I just decline
I’m just a prick by my design
Feels like I’m bad at everything 
Just fucking say it, you hate me
You moved on so complacently
My life’s a pot of agony

@1bearr
Both been here before
You saying we should try once more
You're rotten to the core
On your way out make sure you close the door

Just can't go back this time
I've made up my own mind
A flaw in your design 
Heard what you said, oh my oh my
Don't really care what you're saying
Tell me that you love me, i know you're playing
Know you wanna meet, but I'd rather stay in 
My own bed is where I'll be laying

rewind w/ rl + alkayn

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6Tmexwurbyz7nPKtBRslBm?si=NjobR7qdR8OHEPCkW3W3ag
prod: grayskies

lyrics:
I tried too hard to make it right
I wish you'd see things from my side
I care too much
I lost my love

you left my place when I was sleeping
you never told me you were leaving
but it's alright
I'll let you waste my time

I see that look up on your face
you told me I was just insane
It turns out I was right
you left me out my sight

you're everything I ever wanted and that's why
I couldn't stand it when you left me out to die

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I'll never be the same
I'll tell you its okay

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I wanna blow my brains
I know I've gone insane

yeah it's all way too much for me
all that I say you disagree
you leave me down, I'm on my knees
all these cuts you make me bleed

passed out, think that I'm anemic
my thoughts leak out, I'm losing my reason
that fake facade, you're so deceiving
my days lately have been repeating

and I can't stand it
they stand there laughing
I wish I was somebody else
I keep my feelings on a shelf

and I'm so done with it all
I don't know how we got this far
should've done this all along
I still don't know where we went wrong

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I'll never be the same
I'll tell you its okay

I'll burn the flame and leave it charred
and maybe one day we'll restart
I wanna blow my brains
I know I've gone insane

flame

never enough (vampireisthatyou & xjingachakax)

lyrics: 

cause i tried to
to let you know
and I feel lost
and so confused

i feel its you
conflicted
I feel it's me

but it's not 
it's not

i feel so terrified
from myself
you think I'm a game
but I'm not

rather be

asanine

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