SCL - Karışık4-Part10

I wrote this song about my addiction to drugs which led to deep depression and suicidal thoughts. Creating my art helped me to get thru it. I'm now 7 months sober.

LYRICS

Verse 1

On the roof getting high
I got diesel in my veins
Thinkin’ bout suicide
There’s no Jesus in LA

But i still see him sometimes
Sittin’ on the Walk of Fame
Next to Jekkyl and Hyde
The voices saying…

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Verse 2

My phone’s bout to die
I only got 1 call
I almost slipped off the side
‘Til an angel broke my fall

Then we drove through the night
And we talked about it all
I thank God I survived
The voices saying…
BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

BYE! BYE!
There’s no tomorrow
BYE! BYE!
Drowning my sorrows

Hook 2

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
So tired of living 
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

Guitar Solo

Hook 3

Father forgive me 
I’m sorry for my sins
But wait just kidding
Oh where do I begin?

The coke, the whiskey
I smoke ‘til I’m dizzy
I’m so fucking filthy
Forgive me for my sins

SINS!

SINS

Gitarlı Türküler, Vol. 2

Çarşambayı Sel Aldı

Bundan Daha Kalabalık

Kalbim Seni Gösteriyor

Get Your Pie

Never There

Quieten

Lullabies

Comfortingly

Solaced

Unflappable

Sereneness

Akustik Hayaller

Hüzünle Dans

Neon Symphony

Digital Dawn

Legacy of War

Fury Unleashed

Midnight Waltz

Serenade to the Moonlight

Eclipse Elegy

Spacesuit Shuffle

Dance of Memories

River of Love

Gökyüzüne Bakış

Yalnız Adam

Samba de Solstice

Beachside Batucada

Midnight Milonga

Tango of the Twilight

Big Sky Country

Long Gone

Hot N Cold

My Dear Melancholy,

I Was Never There

SCL - Karışık4-Part10

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