Exit to a Quiet World (LP)

Compositions do not truly end when they are recorded. With every year, every season, they take on new shapes, drift into new paths.

The moment music became something we documented, captured, fixed, and archived, we lost a certain freedom: the freedom to return to the melodies we love and let them continue to grow.

I think of melodies as people. Recording a piece of music is like placing a person in a glass case, offering a glimpse, a preserved moment. Some age quickly, some remain iconic. But if we shatter the glass and let them breathe through time, they can gather new motion, new suspenses, new endings, entire worlds formed around them. Some composers dislike this idea, but I don’t believe melodies or harmonies are meant to end within a single work.

What follows are variations and new arrangements drawn from melodies I’ve written or released over the past ten years.

If I could, I would release a new version every day, letting them live differently each time, the way we do as humans.
credits

Ten Years of Variations

Ash Koosha - I Feel That 
Ash Koosha - Could 
Ash Koosha - GUUD 
Ash Koosha - Bo Bo Bones
Ash Koosha - Stain 
Ash Koosha - JamJamJam
Ash Koosha - Kernel
Ash Koosha - Other 
Ash Koosha - Phorever
Ash Koosha - Mast
Ash Koosha - SlamSlamSlam
Ash Koosha - Wait 
Ash Koosha - Tash Tack 
Ash Koosha - Le Lick it 
Ash Koosha - XXXL 
Ash Koosha - Harbour  


GUUD

ELXR FULL LP  
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tracks: 

Skylark
Elixir
Catenato
Apology Maze
Idiomatyc
Poloton
Stems
Poloton
Cliff Ends
Rangin
Plucker
Kal
Kavir

ELXR

barfi

He must be
On the thing for the years
And the feels
Oh

Right the years
On the corner in my heart
And the heart
And the key

I'll grow there in the
All the mother feels
Oh

Right the years
On the corner in my heart
And the heart
And the key

He must be
On the thing for the years
And the feels
Oh

Right the years
On the corner in my heart
And the heart
And the key

I'll grow there in the
All the mother feels
Oh

Right the Years

I walked the long way home.
Every lamp leaned inward,
wanting to see the same thing.
My shadow stayed behind for a cigarette.

Windows glowed like slow blinks.
Somewhere, a bus sighed out its passengers.
Someone laughed.
I missed the timing to join in.

Every corner felt rehearsed.
Even my footsteps seemed borrowed.

There are two streets to every place
the one you walk,
and the one that remembers you leaving.
I take the quieter one.

A stray cat followed halfway.
We didn’t speak of it.
The pavement carried on
with its small, relentless music.

I thought about turning back.
Then I thought about thought.
Then I kept going.

There are two streets to every place.
One to go,
one to forgive.

At the corner I forgot
which life I was walking toward.
I kept going,
because what else is there to do with night?

The Quiet World

One lamp,
one breath.
Everything else gone to sleep.
I light the road inside my head
just enough to see regret turn colorless.

The night grows in every direction,
a tide without center.
I hold the lamp higher.
It forgives nothing,
but follows anyway.

You said look up.
I did.
The stars blinked back,
half amused,
half alive.

Mountains in silhouette
too calm to be real.
Wind moves through their teeth,
naming gods we outgrew.

If there’s something beyond this,
it won’t explain itself.
Maybe that’s mercy.

You said look up.
I did,
and everything looked down kindly.

Dawn starts without ceremony.
The lamp dies in my hands.
Still, the path is visible
as if light never belonged to us at all.

I walk into it
smaller, lighter,
unfinished,
but facing outward.

Look Up

Go to sleep
One day we will have a house
The kitchen's warm
You walk in
Your jacket's wet with rain
Your mouth tastes like cold air
One day we will have a house
Go to sleep
The bones in your hand are delicate
You are here
Go to sleep

Are you tired
I hope you aren't
Please be here
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Are you tired
I hope you aren't
Please be here
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep

It's too late
They'll know you aren't here
The men who walk
The silent men
The things that come out of the dark
It will eat you alive
One day we will have a house
And it won't find you there
The silent men
The men who walk
It's too late
They'll know you aren't here
The men who walk
The silent men
The things that come out of the dark
It will eat you alive
One day we will have a house
And it won't find you there
The silent men
The men who walk
The men who walk

Are you tired
I hope you aren't
Please be here
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Are you tired
I hope you aren't
Please be here
Go to sleep
Go to sleep
Go to sleep

Go to Sleep

I rent dreams now.
Cheap ones.
They end before the good parts.
Still worth it.

You sleep shallow.
Wake rented.
Bodies on loan,
hearts not returned.

Someone else dreams me sometimes.
I feel it
like a skipped word.
We both stop.

You sleep shallow.
Wake rented.
Names overlap,
nobody minds.

Tomorrow’s queue opens.
I book silence.

Cheap Dreams

I feel like we're in a movie
Really gonna be, really gonna be, really gonna be
I feel like we're in a movie
Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

Come on, why you sitting on me?
Sitting on me, laying on me
Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

Can't believe you got out of my head
Saying it's like dancing in the rain
Feeling like we're in a movie
Do something to me, leave it on me, leave it on me

I feel like we're in a movie
Really gonna be, really gonna be, really gonna be
I feel like we're in a movie
Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Come on, why you sitting on me?
Sitting on me, laying on me
Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me
Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me

Can't believe you got out of my head
Saying it's like dancing in the rain
Feeling like we're in a movie
Do something to me, leave it on me, leave it on me


Can't believe you got out of my head
Saying it's like dancing in the rain
Feeling like we're in a movie
Do something to me, leave it on me, leave it on me

On Me

I left the door open too long.
Light crawled in,
touched everything I couldn’t name.
Dust circled like old prayers,
too quiet to believe in.

Streets crack below,
each car another beat borrowed from your world.
I think of you in the reflection
not your face,
just how still the glass was after you left.

If I’m still somewhere,
it’s between stars,
in the pause between a sound and its proof.
A small, patient sound
forgetting who made it.

I walk until the sky erases the idea of destination.
Billboards speak in light I can’t translate.
The moon flickers,
as if buffering another planet’s thought.

I used to write lists of things to fix
now I just listen to silence,
wait for it to rhyme.

If I’m still somewhere,
it’s not for long.
Every error grows tired of spelling.
Every goodbye becomes a friend.

Night folds around me,
neither kind nor cruel.
Just enormous enough
to call it peace.

Still Somewhere

This isn't a love song
I'm not waiting by your window
The tea went cold an hour ago
You're not coming, that's alright

This isn't a memoir
I don't keep your letters
I don't count the ways you said nothing
I don't care if you meant it

This isn't goodbye
Just a now without a tomorrow
Just a sky without a forecast
Just a name

I'm not saying
Saying soon

This isn't a love song
I'm not waiting by your window
The tea went cold an hour ago
You're not coming, that's alright

This isn't a memoir
I don't keep your letters
I don't count the ways you said nothing
I don't care if you meant it

This isn't goodbye
Just a now without a tomorrow
Just a sky without a forecast
Just a name

I'm not saying
Saying soon

(Not) a Love Song

As the air
As the air
I can feel
A bitter air
Still there

Been around
They call it all in
I've been through the line
Through the line of care
She won't pick it all

I can feel it all
Near the sun
Until we are
I can feel it all

Been around
They call it all in
I've been through the line
Through the line of care
She won't pick it all

I can feel it all
Near the sun
Until we are
I can feel it all

I can feel it all
Near the sun
Until we are
I can feel it all

A I R

Same old, same old, and I'm aching now
Same old same old and the hardest road
So long ago, I was a whisper in your heart
So long ago, I was a tear that wouldn't part

I've been out there singing
I've been longing in the void
I can remember in the sea
A love left in the undertow
I've been laying on the ground
Hoping to find a way back home
In the light, the sea will glimmer with lost dreams

Same old, same old, and I'm aching now
Same old, same old,and the hardest road
So long ago, I was a shadow in your light
So long ago, I was a fear that held on tight

I've been out there singing
I've been longing in the void
I can remember in the sea
A love left in the undertow
I've been laying on the ground
Hoping to find a way back home
In the light, the sea will glimmer with lost dreams
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Left in the Undertow

Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back
Don't look back


Skin tastes of thunder
Mouth full of tar
He said the sea forgives love
I test it nightly
Salt on the cheek
When we sleep, we dissolve
With the air, can't take
All I wanted was sound
And the world gave me pressure


The pure breaks like glass and dreamlike footsteps melt to smoke
I'm a soul with no middle
I breathe it in like guilt
If I'm smaller than forgive
Let me drown politely
If I'm bigger than grieve
Then let me in softly
We dissolve with the air, can't reach
Only sound, only part
Only you

What a storm
I still am

Don't Look Back

As far as the heroes and pirates go
They sleep and steal all the same
With their hard boiled heads
They wave life goodbye
Cause Its time to leave
Cause its time to leave


As your ship starts to sail away
These tides wash my face
many mistakes in words I spoke
these grains of sand implode
Let's call it a day
Let’s call it a day
its time to leave this


(Like waves)
Waves wash you away
(Like waves)
Waves wash you away
(Cold like the breeze)
We float with ease
(Crawl to the shore)
Why so unsure?
Its time to leave



Hold these hands
I’ll drag you in
its time to leave
its time to leave

Waves Wash You Away

All of the fear in me
Losing your love
Finding my peace
Choking on words that I'm dying to say
Letting the water carry me away

And the journey
It's all that we know
All of our dreams in a boat
There's an end that none of us know
But still we go
Oh
Still we go

Do I just make my peace?
All of my friends and their babies
Wonder if it's all meant for me
Or will the river just take me

And the journey
It's all that we know
All of our dreams in a boat
There's an end that none of us know
But still we go
Oh
Still we go
Oh
Still we go
Oh
Still we go

And the journey
It's all that we know
All of our dreams in a boat
There's an end that none of us know
But still we go
Oh
Still we go

A Journey

Unsent Bottled Messages

The Visit

11 Careless (Variations Part III)

02 Aktual (Variations Part I)

01 I Feel That (Variations)

05 Skin (Variations Part I)

04 Aktual (Variations Part III)

13 Salient (Variations Part I)

22 Mast (Variations Part II)

12 Careless (Variations Part IV)

20 Kernel (Variations)

21 Mast (Variations Part I)

25 Fukushima (Variations Part I)

17 GUUD (Variations Part I)

03 Aktual (Variations Part II)

08 Hallucinato (Variations)

19 GUUD (Variations Part III)

14 Salient (Variations Part II)

07 Skin (Variations Part III)

06 Skin (Variations Part II)

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Taken from ‘Biutiful’ released 18th March 2016 via Ninja Tune.

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