something i never thought i would do...

an insight into who I am- the intention was there, but the execution was not what I had hoped for.

I wish for outcomes that just aren't possible. I care too much with my whole heart- one that has been raised with trauma.

I want to reach that point of freedom in love. I want to be loved so hard that I feel safe. 

unfortunately, timing has everything to do with it. but I won't blame it on that.

time heals most things
and who's counting the time when we got it for life.

I love you forever, macen. truthfully.
11.29.2021

Ash