This demo track is dedicated to my dear friend Nikai who passed away. I miss you my love.

Title: My Love
Lyrics:

Up all night again
I can't turn it off
My mind
A merry-go-round
A never-ending ride

I want to step out
I want to escape
But what if I forget you?

I can't feel my lips
I want to remember everything
I lay here with guilt
Even though it'd make you sad

I want to step out
Do I want to escape?
But what if I forget you?

Fragments of you have
Fallen like tears
But if I wipe these tears
We say
Goodbye (x3)

My Love

Another demo track, still don't have the right mic set up so it's not the best.

Lyrics:

I'm waiting for 
Pretty thoughts
To fill your head
Drop by drop

The flowers may be wilting 
But this cold rain
It can still comfort us

We're tired and you feel broken
But it's okay
Just take one step at a time

Repeat after me
Just a few little things
Repeat after me

I deserve love
And happiness
I deserve life
And freedom

Let the pretty thoughts
bloom in your head (x2)

Pretty Thoughts

Yet another messy demo! More of a winter vibe this time around. 

Lyrics: 

Once upon a time
I thought I knew 
who we are
but nobody does

Once upon a time
I held onto you
but it was meant to be

Part of the past
It's okay
At least that's what they say

Once upon a time
Oh~
Once upon a time
This cold winter's day

One of these days
I will find my own way
with or without you

One of these cold days
I'll let go of you
like I know I should

But I still dread
these goodbyes
but you'll stay in my mind

One of these days
Oh~
One of these cold days
I'll look back and smile

Someday(x2)

If you only knew
the stories I held onto
all these years

If you only knew
but it's okay
I can wait
until we meet again

Ashley Ortolano