alone

lyrics:
my throat n’ mouth dry
i’ve stopped sleeping at night 
replaced the short lived hello’s with goodbyes 
i should be readin’ I know
i should get off my phone 
but the lonely is lonesome tonight


an’ i know 
that this catch in my throat 
won’t cause me to choke 
n’ that the worst of it isn’t all through

an’ that london is summer 
is a bitch but it’s gonna
course your blood stream til’ it reaches you

the you that’s inside 
the you that’s dreaming to thrive
but the vices ask you not to move 

n’ oh what i would give back
nostalgia n’ heartbreak in tact 

(pauses to scroll)

cigarette smoke n’ stars 
her skin n’ their marks 
trace your forehead to’ find some release

think i hacked the system
your endorphins are leakin 
i take spoonfuls n’ feed them to you

the you that’s inside 
the you that’s dreaming to thrive but
the vices ask you not to move

You  (voice memo)

Good People (Majid Jordan) - Chill Pad Deluxe

Don't Speak–Jesse

I’d Pick Up Flowers - Jake Minch

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102 Matty Healy

ALCHEMIST

s/o otis the god
s/o flylo the god

WIND IN MY SAILS

This is an absolutely smashing song by "Drive Like I Do" (aka the 1975. Smashing. I think that's the first time I've said "smashing" unironically. *shudders*. Seriously though, it's really good, and I just wish they remaster it and put it on an EP or something - you know, give it the "Lostmyhead" treatment. Because this track fucking rocks. That was an unironic "rocks" and I feel strange.

Lost Boys - Drive Like I Do (the 1975)

[2004] A N D R E  3K  -  S H E  LIVES IN MY LAP

Justin Vernon - Sides

a song about contemplating life & the confusions of teen life
lyrics:
i'm doing just fine if anyone was wondering
i think my life has finally fell into place
i've got you by my side, for you i'd do anything
but anxiety's my best friend these days
eleven-thirty pm, my mind won't go to bed
she's thinking about all the things that she should've said
i wanna go up to space and float next to the stars
but i know i'd lose oxygen and fall apart
i'm laying down on the floor, my body won't move at all
maybe things aren't working out after all

(chorus)
i need some reassurance that everything will be alright
i'll need a little time to fall asleep tonight
i wanna be with you

are you ever afraid that you'll never be in love
that you won't end up with who you're dreaming of
i wanna be by your side, i wanna hold your hand
but this big old universe doesn't seem to understand
that you're the one that i want til we're ninety-nine
it would be the greatest pleasure to call you mine

(chorus)
i need some reassurance that everything will be alright
i'll need a little time to fall asleep tonight
i wanna be with you

i wonder where you are in the world tonight
do i occupy any space at all in your mind

me's Album

11:30pm

102- the 1975 (acoustic)

Clairo - Bags [LIVE SiriusXM]

𝙍𝙚𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙚𝙖𝙗𝙡𝙚 - 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙆𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙧𝙨

lyrics:
home is wrapped uncomfortably beneath  my toes 
the same four walls watch me;
get up, shower get dressed go...

sleepin’ deeper than i ever did before
drinking for the sake of drinking,  chainin’ on the floor 
i made a vow with the mirror 
this year you’re gettin’ fitter d’you hear

-

n’ the whisky inside my chest
is searchin for somethin stronger 

n’ my mind is pushing 90 n’ still 
runs a red right  in front of the camera

off licenses are open all night
n’ if it’s a chain it’s free rein 

mm’

-

started’ helpin out the hungry
found rhythm in impulses n’ fear 
i stopped drinking coffee
told myself you’d like my teeth when they’re clear
erased the number of my dealer  
sat in Leicester Square n’ longed for a beer 


-


an’ the chain around my neck
screams my mantra
as my ego ago agrees to step down
as the designated driver 
n’ three weeks into march 
i’ll be 10 months sober 
an’ I’m scared,  that i’ll throw it all away


cover art;   franky jr.

102 Matty Healy

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