000.1 (Wellwater): Replaced last minute by Thatorchia
006: Etienne demo
009: Described by Hayden as a "little demo for the next project maybe"
011: Kudzu
013: Thatorchia demo

Perverts Demos and Outtakes

matriach1

Days fly by spent wasting time in my mother's garden green
My sister's speaking old poetry they memorized never knowing what it means
I could stay outside forever counting stars on summer fields fore' I bike to Dowlin' street
Its simple when it's over and i'm happy
Painting murals on the sign but it's downtown in the scorching sun
I tried all summer but I hated the way it looks so I never got it done
I walked the train tracks with a boy that I loved but turns out I was tired of being alone
So when we reached the end and I said goodbye and I was by myself when I got home

Ethel Cain ~ Perry

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the world's largest teapot

housofpsychoticwomn

Posted on her Tumblr 10/11/2024.

*hayden anhedonia, angel diaz of vyva melinkolya on vibraphone, and ryan brewer of good night and good morning on guitar*

Music owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

-Lyrics-

I was an angel, though plummeting
I watched it get dark
I'm playing it tough
The worst that could happen
Is happening to me
Another round of shots
For the boys on TV
I was an angel, but they made me leave
With stars in my eyes
Crying as I wheel
As I hit the lake
I prayed it'd be green
It's all that I need
I deserve it, I think
I loved an angel, and it made me weak

Ethel Cain- Punish (Practise Demo)

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐧 ~ Key Studies/Punish (Demo) (feat. Goodnight & Goodmorning)

000.1 (Wellwater)

Make Room in Hell (Demo)

Punish (Demo II)

Punish (Demo III)

I use sound as a way to express my healing process, accept reality, and find beauty in life's unpredictability. In its raw and unfiltered form, sound serves as a powerful medium for conveying the complex emotions I experience while navigating life's chaos and uncertainty. By embracing disharmony and unexpected shifts in my music, I am not only accepting reality as it is, but also transforming it into something meaningful and intimate for me. This creates a space where vulnerability and acceptance coexist, allowing me to find love and beauty in the imperfect and even the disturbing.

Make Room in Hell (Demo)

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