i'll be standing here waiting for you (prod. s0ftskelet0ns)

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

none the music been made to blow
even half it wasn't relatable
but i steady cook
spearheader shit
fuck u talkn bout, go getter
i was made to push
loud autobot, team outroll 
baby girl u could smell the bush
homies smokin on cedar wood
really hope ts isn't laced kush
and really hope that i make it too
or else every dream ending up wasted

grinding till morning ember evanesce night sky
light this red trickling my eyes
likened dead, preyed upon life

so tell me why do u hide 
getting cold in my soul only frozen outside
like the snow finna reach inside my bones when i die
couldn't help me anyway so
i jus sit inside and fix to fucking lay low
i jus had 2 count my money get ur pesos up
boy u a pussy pos n i aint say that much
even on my worst days beat u in tha best way

lovely
guess i'll turn back to the one we knew
just company, keep holding back, never nothing new
focus, hit up a flow, mix my shitty music
you'll notice when sinking low underneath the floor
hopefully just a ghost u can still ignore
oh it's lovely, guess i'll become who i was before

lovely (ARVM)

burn to the ground

rotting in the lake (taurs x taylor morgan)

i dont really talk that much w/ yungcray (prod. wraithontheporch)

never tell W GrimmGem (cl6udy)

move.. no stay. W GrimmGem (emory)

never learn (shiiranoh)

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

receipts (yunnygoldz)

01:53 2025-10-28

feel my face pressed against the floor
i've been hella bored
look at me oh galore
my whole body sore

torn up yeah
i tore it all up 
now they asking me where to go
like what the fuck
i never gave a fuck
so could you shut up
all these words man
that's some tough luck

huh why you look at me like your world froze
think the way you're slowing down you might go comatose
curl my toes ion fuck with hoes only fuck with bros
listen close this one goes out for all of those

yeah fuck your girl im the only one you need bruh
yeah bitch i tell you straight cause im a dive (what the fuck are these lyrics, but this is fun LOL)
yeah bruh dont take another fucking breather
all this smoke got you looking like a fkn reefa 

okay give me one shot and ill be over there
im an oxygen breather all i breathe is air
i may look dead inside but i really care
i make shit pop like a mf snare

i make shit pop like a pop star
i feel depressed like a rock star
i take no shit like a dead star
might explode shit like a dead star

huh why you look at me like your world froze
think the way you're slowing down you might go comatose
curl my toes ion fuck with hoes only fuck with bros
listen close this one goes out for all of those

AOOOOOUUUUU x4


feel my face (dera x nightiger)

wraith:

I
Never did serve you right
Running right out of time
Guess the fault was mine
Pry
Carve over the line
Use your weapon right
Are you satisfied?


Bothered with your promise
That you’d take away the parasites
Guess that’s on account of me
H-Hating what was never mine
Thought you were the death of me
A memory in tangled twine
Right behind my eyelids
Free me from the violence

You weren’t just everything to me
Worth more than my vitality

I
Never did serve you right
Running right out of time
Guess the fault was mine


gutter:

give up on everything, cause i never seem to do it right
gave up on diamond rings, cause ill never be a loving bride
i hate when autumn springs, just reminds me when my brother died
i love how everyone just assumed that i would stay alive
keep it together if i can smoke down a few more blunts of glue
another endeavor that we can watch the world attempt to skew
i lost my feathers, i think im headed down a flight or two
i keep blamin weather for what happened between me and you

i had opportunities but i just let them pass me by
i belong in looney bins with locked up doors and active guards
i think im a martyr with a complex case of blackened heart
dont think you could take it if i found out what you truly are

im a logical fallacy, im a broken piece of art
an elusive anomaly, got my lungs filled up with tar
got erroneous scripting that my compiler skips to parse
cant do nothing on my own ive always been a push to start
i deserted on my post so i left myself open to attack
i continue down these roads that only end in diverging paths
my server's endless loading got me searching for a hack
but even if i find one my own body's still a trap

i will always be my own worst enemy
(fracture me in pieces, i just wanna see the end to me)
only know how to waste my own energy
(deathbed looming soon if i cant get myself out this lethargy)
they always want so much more than i can be
(bullets aint a savior but in this case it might just set me free)
there's so much love that ill never have a chance to see
(there's so many people i know that i would rather fucking be)
left my ticket at the door cause i cant afford the fees
(entryways are barred for those who havent learned to cope their grief)
i kept secrets locked until i went and lost the keys
(searched throughout the dungeon but the witches mustve hid from me)
could you just send me back home and let me be
(i just wanna contemplate what all im gonna do with me)
when i end it all you can have whatever's left of me

rotting in the lake (taurs x taylor morgan)

ashtodust

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