This gives me a panic attack every time i listen wtf

listening to this song after reading god of fury makes me think that this song was written to Nikolai Sokolov

will dedicate this too someone that im in love with, just don't know when tho

🎧𝙱𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚞𝚙🎧

thx for all the support on the album <3
music video coming out for the first song off that project coming asap! run this one up for us!!!
@disoc8 @hateoryx
https://www.instagram.com/oryx420/
https://www.instagram.com/1disoc8/

INSTAGRAM

run away from my problems (prod. disoc8)

PROD ME
@asht0nn @gutzxx

(@disoc8)
PULLING UP 2 THE CLUB
MY WRISTS ALWAYS FUCKING CUT
SHAWTY ALWAYS DOWN 2 FUCK
HATERS SUCK MY FUCKING NUTS

shawty wanna lick my cuts
think she likes the taste of blood
love ur body soo much
im too high 2 get it up


AT THE PARTY
SHAWTY ALL UP ON ME  
I JUST POPPED A MOLLY
I CAN FEEL MY BODY
PAPARAZZI 
THEY ALL FUCKING WANT ME
WAY TOO HIGH TO FUCK BABY IM SORRY

BABY IM SORRY
I GOT COCAINE AND CODOMS ON ME
LEMME CUT U UP LIKE A ZOMBIE
POP AN E JUST TO FEEL UR BODY

(@asht0nn)
PULL UP TO THE CLUB ROLLING OFF THE FUCKING MOLLY
ION RLY CAREE IF U TALK SHIT ABOUT ME
I LOVE UR FUCKING SCARS TAKE UR RAZOR AND CUT ME
THERES BLOOD ON THE FLOOR AND MY VISIONS GETTING BLURRY

IM SO FUCKED UP BABY TAKE UR PANTIES OFFFF
LOVE ALL THE CUTS ON HER ARMS THERES A LOTT
UR SO HOT BABY ALL I WANNA DO IS FUCKKK
I LOVE U AND ALL UR CUTS BABY UR SO FUCKING HOTT

(@gutzxx)
paparazzi they just want my body
shawdy on me
why u stalking me 
of a molly 
im not sorry
im not sorry
baby im not sorry 
dragging your body
walking through the woods
you dont know me 
your such a freak :3
paparazzi want my body 
come and shoot me in my fucking body

PAPARAZZI W/ ASHT0NN + GUTZXX

prod meeeebitchessss
im so depressed lol i like to dance tho



i’m not needing any luck 
always having lots of fun 
chillin in the back of the club i’m boutta shoot it up 
idc bout anyone
all these pills they leave me dumbb
she really think i’m the one 
so addicted worse than drugs 
they all laughing at my grave 
laughing with them everyday 
when i’m bored i change my face 
i don’t ever run away 
i just wanna see them die 
i just wanna end their lives 
i don’t think it’s crazy i just do what makes me feel alive 

i wish life was better i’m a mess i’d do anything 
i need a new girl i wish she sent me a melody 
it’s a war in my head but idk what’s wrong 
this is not where i belong you’ll all miss me when i’m gone 
i wish life was better i’m on a race to get to the end
i’m still in the past i remember kissing wit my friends 
i’ll still hold ur hand idc if u smell like cigarettes 
i just wanna dance all night forget everything

hate my life 5 stars on me 
getting high everyday feeling like i’m in a dream 
it doesn’t matter everybody acting like they free
it doesn’t matter that’s why no one wanna talk to me
yea i see her all the time in my dreams every night  
yea it makes me feel alright till i wake up then i cry
all i wanna do is sleep i don’t wanna be alive 
everything too bright that’s why i don’t go outside 

always losing touch leave me on the floor 
told me that she hate me but ik she want more 
got my thoughts on repeat ik i said it before
take a pill to go to sleep then i’m taking 2 more 
now she cutting on me i’ve never seen that before 
it’s like she proving she a freak i don’t need anymore 
made me promise i won’t leave but ik she got bored 
had to lie to myself idc anymore

bruh im just tryna live

prod kaiboo 
featuring disoc8 *Bfc* 
mix master @1stress
disoc mix his own part :3 

ENJOY GUYS I WILL TRY TO MAKE AN EP THIS SUMMER BUT HERES OUR FIRST SUMMER TRACK

--

every1 abandons me 
shld i evr g2s
could u call me when u.... Weep?
She said bby find me
every1 abandons me 
omg im so UNIQUE!
grip ur blade in2 my tTeeth
hope i never see the wreathe (i rly dk what this means)

disoc8
theres nobody like me honestly im so unique
in my bedroom smokin weed
everydays a party 
no one fukn likes me honestly im too unique
cuz ill never fukn c who im ever meant to b
wait who tf r u To judg?? ?
i got demonsin my brain and i got liquor in mycup 
keep I DONT KNOW WHAT HE SAID

find me ft/ disoc8 (kai boo)

nermal6 if u see this hmu LOL
@cholorofilm

CUT UR NAME IN MY ARM :/ FT CHOLOROFILM (NERMAL6)

produced by me
mastered by @43u
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Last words ever spoken 
At the early bird detention 
An early bird who got the worm 
But never learn the lesson 
Lacerated ligaments
A body made of porcelain
Glass bones shattered 
One of gods frail instruments
The squelching ensemble your sleeves make when you turn 
If mother walked in it would make her stomach churn
Either you’ll get a burial 
Or they’ll choose to let you burn 
A heartbeat off kilter 
No solution to discern 
-
A lifeless husk
A skin a sort of grey
Organs inside out
A chilling rainy day
If I mutilate’s my flesh 
One day it‘l go away 
Would you let me rest in your arms 
As I fade away 
Self inflicted burns 
Puss, infections: stinging pain 
What feelings would be evoked 
At the sight of my decay 
All of your choices
Have led to this day 
It’s too cold outside 
my little morgue is where you’ll stay

OFF KILTER KIN

@hateoryx @andylovu
shoutout andylovu for the beat <3 we always making hits!!!
shoutout to everybody who supported the EP (go fw that rn)
https://www.instagram.com/oryx420/
https://www.instagram.com/lovuandy/
cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/b_booppa_/
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LYRICS:
(hook)
its 6:00AM Im still up with my team!
shes my biggest fkn fan i got her down on her knees.
bitch im making moneyyyyy $$$$
off a computer screen
n shes a junkie fein
she poppin' meth pressed beans n she thinks that shits real!
told my bitch to shake some ass
told my bitch to pass the cart
i know im fuckin on his hoe
but he dont know that
all the places we can go, bby lets do that
i can feel the magik when im smoking on this gas

(verse)
i tried my hardest until the very end
but im glad tht it ended because im on another path
lets do the math
you lied and everytime you said you'd change i stayed
but somehow im still bad?
i just wanna leave it all in the past
but you keep bringing it up and come back

to we started
cant get over shit?
but u did the same shit, ur a hypocrite
all pf this shit get to me, bitch im sick of it
all of the toxic shit in my life get rid of it

scene girl got me in a trance
take her in my room and dance
im on fl making tracks
upload it n make some bands
make sure my pockets get fat
i always stay on top of that
she call me aint calling back
cant go out sad i never lack
in my blunt i got some thrax
if u want some hit my jack
i just fucked her to this song
im making racks im making stacks
got this cash cash cash cash
spend it all at once once once
now that i been going up I DONT RLLY GIVE 2 FUCKS!

you lied and everytime you said you'd change i stayed
but somehow im still bad?
i just wanna leave it all in the past
but you keep bringing it up and come back
(x2)

(hook)
its 6:00AM Im still up with my team!
shes my biggest fkn fan i got her down on her knees.
bitch im making moneyyyyy $$$$
off a computer screen
n shes a junkie fein
she pops meth pressed beans n she thinks that shits real!
told my bitch to shake some ass
told my bitch to pass the cart
i know im fuckin on his hoe
but he dont know that
all the places we can go, bby lets do that
i can feel the magik when im smoking on this gas

6:00AM

SPOTIFY

6:00AM (andylovu)

Mix: piixie 
Master: piixie
Prod: n!co and piixie
cover art: https://instagram.com/tok__a06?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

early bday present from me :3


lyrics:

Sassy girl on the scene 
Bad bitches all up on my screen 
Bad bitches all up on my screen 
Bad bitches all surrounding me 
If ur toxic Baby you can ride me 
Now I’m on the top bitch 
I Know that it’s beside me 
And I’m hop like topic 

Baby girl can I look into ur eyes 
You can be my good girl 
just let me a bite 
I can see u 
 falling yuh 
I ignore ur phone calls 
Yeah I know u like that 
But I know ur bout to fawn 
Hit ‘em with the :3 
Pretty girls they want me 

Kiss me on the face 
yeah X’s and O’s
I see a little bitch everywhere I go 
Blood is on my coat blood is on the snow 
Yeah we so cold 
Sexy girl 
Come hit my phone 
U can rock 
Just like a sexy bitch
 u where my only witch 

You can’t step to me 
You know that im the baddest bitch
Yeah Cocaine all up in my nose 
Yeah it’s gonna make me flinch 
I said sit down lil boy if u just gonna switch they just gonna snitch 
I might kill that lil boy 
And then leave ‘em in a ditch 
X2

Top Floor

cover art done by @lucefuh on ig

-----lyrics-----
[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

[Post-Chorus: skypebf]
Tell me that you love me, even if it's fake
I don't, I don't wanna talk
Baby, I don't wanna play no games
Oh my God, I'm sick and tired
Of you, of you, of you, of you

[Verse 1: skypebf]
Baby, I been bawling, bawling on the floor tonight
Hate it everytime you lie
I don't wanna fight, yeah, you know I'm in the right
Always wanna switch sides
Wanted you to be my sweetheart 'til we die
Living in this cruel fucking life
Suicide always on my mind
Asking myself, "Why?," I wanna die
You already know that answer, it's cause of you

[Verse 2: skypebf]
Miss the sound of your voice at night
Now you're saying to another boy, "Goodnight"
You were full of spite, I was out of my mind
I was so alive, now I hate my life
It was a cold gloomy summer day
That was when you threw my heart away
Now I'm sitting in my room, thinking bout you
And all the reasons why i hate you
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
I don't wanna

[Chorus: luvwillow]
It's so sick, the way that you treat me
Every day I feel like you hate me
Pick me up and you tear me down
I watch my tears as they fall to the ground
I wanna be your special someone
Play me like a game and you make me feel so dumb
You're my nightmare in the shadows
Baby, I'm scared, I don't know what follows
Tell me that I'm pretty, tell me that you want me
Tell me pretty little things, even if you're lying
I'm messed up and so are you
Manipulate me, it's just us two

y r u afraid of me w/ skypebf (buhguul)

HOOK 
ive never felt this way from any other girl
your so perfect baby ur my fucking world
and every text i get from u makes me fuckin twirl
and every blunt i roll for u yk that i pearl :3
your so sweet and you actually care 
it feels unreal because no one ever cared
it feels so good to have someone whos actually there
ill never leave your side my love i swear <3

VERSE 
we're so alike in like every single way
ur on my mind every second of the day
and when u gotta go i beg for u to stay 
ur my whole entire world im nothing without u babe!!!11!!1!
shes too beautiful obsessing bout her face
i just wanna kiss on her and tell her its okay
wanna hold u in my arms, comfort u make u feel safe
wanna cuddle u to sleep and take away ur worries <3        

BRIDGE
without u i would probably be dead
no actually id for sure be dead
im so grateful for u cured the mental issues that i had
and she knows thattt

My Whole Entire World <3

@luvglitz
@disoc8
@genshibeats
it was nice working with you<3

@xannndera
i dont need your hoe
just to feel like i'm gone
maybe i would fall in love
but i can't even cope
i dont need your lips
now i'm all by myself
i'm fucking your bitch
now i'm all fucking cold

save me, help me
burry me alive
i feel like a zombie
can't even describe
would you kill me?
do you feel me?
you can't even relate
i'm not even trying
to break into your heart

i-i messed up
but i'm feeling numb
i just need your luv
to be fucking alive
you did get me
like a zombie
you dont need to hide

@luvglitz
pills to the face
fucked up corset tight lace
eat his brain eat his brain zombie
undead popstar zombie fashion
lost my mind cant feel the passion

can ypu please just take me out
bullet to my brain right now
quiet down you scream to loud
zombie in my head get out

@disoc8
i can see
wht ur like
idc
outta sight
stupid fucking scene hoe
nvr gonna treat me right

blood pouring down the fucking drain
cutting up my body cuz im mentally insane <3

im so addicted 2 u i start shaking
i wld do anythign 4 u 2 stop aching
ik u wouldnt do the same stop playinn
smokin all this weed issa fucking every day thingg

@xannndera
i dont need your hoe
just to feel like i'm gone
maybe i'd fall in love
but i can't even cope
i dont need your lips
now i'm all by myself
i'm fucking your bitch
now i'm all fucking cold

save me, help me
burry me alive
i feel like a zombie
can't even describe
would you kill me?
do you feel me?
you can't even relate
i'm not even trying
to break into your heart

zombie +gl!tz +disoc8 (genshi)

Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
-
Behave 
That’s what they say yet they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path you
Paved 
I think there’s a monster but we have to be brave 
Cuz nobody gets bit if they just
-
Behave 
That’s what they say but they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path that you
Paved 
It’s dark and desolate just stay in the cave
Social butterflies left cocoons in ur brain
-
Stop taking walks at night in a den of wolves 
A lamb a dozen they’ll enjoy wearing your wool

A ghost of 18 years, can you even see me?
Take a hammer break my feet tie me to the bed like it’s misery

A walk in the cemetery tombstones have no name 
You’ll die as a idiot if you slit your wrists in vain
A family photo but a need to crop the frame 
As you’re being beaten bloodied you should pay your thanks to Cain
-
cheering and claps
You’re lying flat on your back 
Tears wiped from purple and black
Cum in your throat and you hack

A porcelain doll
I think whom’s taken it’s toll
Your hands they’re so cold
entrails feasted on by the crows 

sorry I’m weak and frail
pretty in atrophy  
Just run your hand though my hair
Oh so gently

fever dream then your cold 
Hold you till we’re old
Flowers bloom aside mold
As beauty fades in a hole 
-

documentary featured in black and white
glimpses of color; skin under flashing lights
Do you see god when you look at the sky
Does he look back when it’s your candy at ‘9 

Will you hit the floor if you're falling back
Crosswords spelling die scribbled out in black
Kissing her hand, a peck to a lepper
Is there proof of a soul in her autopsy letter

DESPOILED PORCELAIN

sample: avril lavigne - hello kitty
~ https://www.instagram.com/1willowcore
~ https://www.instagram.com/1psion
https://linktr.ee/willowcore
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lyrix;
[willowcore - chorus]
bby come wit me
i can show u everything ud like2 see
real vampire studded belt with the fkin jeans
once i got a lil clout all these h*es  is in luv with me
cus i been gettin 2numbers that ur h*e ass could not believe

tryin me R.I.P tombstone where ull fkin be
im not even fkin scene
the hardest in the fkin scene
got all of these brackies on mee like wtf u mean
famous than a b* im turnt up u btches wannabez

[psion]
you want a piece of me i told you baby take a bite
i been going pill after pill i might die tonite
if i didnt almmost overdose i didnt do it right
i just fked her man and now she mad guess she wanna fight

bad btches round me ya we turning up
everytime that we walk in u get to starin at us
btches walk over 2me and yk i make em blush
ill show u smth boi just hush

[chorus]

spotify

🦇 (~ ᢍ ~) take a bite + psion [[willowcore]]

@kaneda_7
bitter lust of fall just nipped you on the nose 
A girl a woolen sweater when she hugs you, feels like home
Blood scattered around fallen leaves 
Whimpers of despair conjoined with moans and screams

If he cut open your stomach 
Would I wake of from a dream

He grips your leash you try running 
Bite marks from you causing a scene

Black slip dress you look stunning 
Eyes a subtle forest green

His appetite for girls like you, Green eyed girl a Soylent green

skype:
so kiss me under mistletoes
i don’t wanna be alone
suicidal love is the only thing i need
only thing i need only thing for me
only thing i need only thing for me
in the night salvation i’ll find
am i doing alright no i’m not doing fine
tell me that u wanna die now
watch me fucking cry out
bullet to my brain now
i’m going insane now
suicide watchlist  oh my god i’m off it
creeping thru the shadows 
hoping to find you
tell me do u feel it to
tell me that ur not thru
tell me do you feel it
baby i’m not over you

@kaneda_7
Dissatisfaction on his face 
I don’t think he liked the filet
Hotel room marked 101
friends find you fucked & flayed

A muffled scream by one’s own hand 
Your supply meets the demand
sir I think a girl is in the lake
A bloodied Pangur Ban

in the night + kaneda7 (kaneda7)

15 year old scene artist :D I luv my gf n music
4.20.23 💋

My Whole Entire World <3

asht0nn

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