If I Were Evil

If I were evil
how would you know
How do you measure
with the stones you throw

Would I look evil
is it in my face
or in my eyes
or my voice’s pace

Many like to play pretend
So could you see it
if evil was a friend

I walked through fire just to feel the cold
You say I’m broken but I’ve been bold
Hell was home not a distant place
I wear the ash like silk and lace
So if I were evil would you still pray
Or would you love me anyway

For those of us
who had to walk with evil
just to survive

Hell wasn’t a place for me
it was my entire life

Clawing my way back
because I knew
it wasn’t my home

The gifts the demons gave
lifted me to the unknown

Letting them go
feels disloyal
but they said it’s time

So I broke free from the shackles

I walked through fire just to feel the cold
You say I’m broken but I’ve been bold
I held the dark like a candle’s flame
It burned me down but whispered my name
So if I was evil would it feel the same
Or would you finally speak my name

Maybe I’m evil
but maybe I’m divine
If survival is a sin
then the fault’s not mine

You made me the shadow
so I learned to survive
Now I bloom in the dusk
still I’m alive

I walked through fire just to feel the cold
Loved like a secret I was never told
I made peace with the ghosts I fed
Danced with demons that plagued my head
So if I were evil now you know
But I’m still here
and I know it shows



Pika☆Cyuu

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