songs im on

fwb (rel flip)

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATS https://songwhip.com/ashsocozy/red-dress
TY EVERYONE
@dead4cf
@yaki_a01
@prodkbl
shoutout niz u handsome caramel devil

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red dress w/ 4cf + yaki (prod. KBL)

i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

prod. sudbath

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

so tell me why it's inside out
did the battle begin?
i'm stuck at home without a weapon
let my guard down again

baby this is god's fight now
and i'm over my head
there's a ghost on the bed
think i'm already dead

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

wanna be a friend to u
but u lost yourself
u don't want no help, (so okay with hell)
i just hate to leave you out

in the thick of it all, must be sick of it all
if i crash, ima f-

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

i'm friends with a ghost

ghost

no more locking your doors when u get scared of the height ⋆୨୧˚૮ ＾ﻌ＾ა˚୨୧⋆

prod/written by me
additional composition by @goodbyex2002
https://twitter.com/evansasha_

cover art taken by athena: @aithuia 
https://twitter.com/aithuiasound

lyrics:
walking outside i see blood on the floor from all the 
things that you hide no more locking your doors when you get
scared of the height see the fear in your eyes 
guess there's nothing to hide nothing to hide

call on the phone you said you know you're not invincible
and i've heard it all no where to go don't make this difficult
a note on your car text on your phone just always know you're not alone
and when we're far were always close those are the things that mean the most

spotify

invincible

@t1gerstar
@poisonedcheeto

remix: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-mxjia-remix

[kurtis]
yeah yeah
the circles spinnin 
it goes round inside my head
yeah youre the only one im needin tonight

im tryna plan out my escape 
im so stuck inside a loop
i do the same shit everyday

i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

yeah
no i wont stop im takin rounds
smoke a bong and lemme rest
im tryna drown out sounds

drown out sounds yeah
im bein told to kill myself
these thoughts will be the death of me yeah
i need to down another pill

stop wait a minute open up and look around
boy wont u stop wait a minute 
u did this shit all by yourself 
boy wont you stop

exaggerating 
tried to hide and masquerade it
boy can u stop
the fuckin drinkin 
my body feels its slowly sinkin

again and again
no i wont stop keep playin pretend 
and again
and again
no i wont make it out again
yeahhh im

[tigerstar]
pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

[tigerstar]
Drink yourself into a spiral
Succumbing to the cycle
No use tryna fight, it's something i cant fix
Something about it got violent

Ever since it got quiet it gets filled more noises
As your voice sighs and every single whisper cuts so deep 
Disrupts my sleep, makes me sweat cus you're seething again
Can't get through the night unless I pretend

Once I'm in your bed I don't really mean it
Before I hit the ground and finally black out
Was there ever a light to this meaningless place?
I guess i'll try to fucking drink it away
But I dont need it, I don't need it

pickin parts of my own mind
bury me when im alive
baby how could i survive 
the enemies up in my mind

never meant to make u cry
i tried to hide out in the night
i been fightin with myself
but only one comes out alive

[tigerstar + kurtis]
i been fightin for a minute cant u help me 
cause baby how im fuckin livin isnt healthy
i dont rly mind i know one dat that ima die
so baby wont u come around im drinkin till i hit the ground

<3

spiral ft. tigerstar (simon m)

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

you'll waste my time till it kills you  ♡‧₊˚໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა♡‧₊˚

prod/written/art by me

lyrics:
but you
youll waste my time till it kills you
and i cant really tell if you tried

call me from your hotel
say you hate him
but still wish him well

and everything's fine in the moment
closer and closer we're holding

and not knowing

that you
you'll waste my time till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

cause im done with you
i don’t understand
why you would break everything that we had

you and me are hopeless x2

but you
you'll waste my time 
till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

signal hill

Bison

still don’t know what to name this

you keep speaking bout your problems, i feel bad but i feel like 
airing our calls with those friends you never liked
you know it’s bad when they’re involved
but its worse when we communicate
i’ll admit my wrongs but you can’t do the same 

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put a bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a bitch got veneers

(boy i know) you must be up to something (good!)
can you indulge my vice
(but) you hate my prescence like some fetish
damn that
must be nice

blame every girl you don’t like
throw em to the dogs go without a thought twice
keep washing your hands till your skin bone white
can’t call you my friend 
matter fact i see you it’s on sight

(i don’t fuck with hypocrites
hate the sinner love the sin
if that saint come marchin in
make sure they don’t breath again
tired motherfucker old songs keeping you relevant
you ain’t check in with me boy boy you get what you get)

i ain’t heartless
when them checks bounce it get rough, huh?
a&r calls ain’t coming know you fucked up
makes you really wonder what you praying for 
fuck it baby 
call me when you think you had enough, uh 

(or just)

save that, i don’t wanna talk boy know you ain’t a saint 
don’t tell me bout your faith in god
you going to hell
can’t forgive i ain’t forgot
don’t lie to my face bitch what you think i’m dumb

not a fan of
whoever you are
i’d put holes through your friends
then put bullet through your heart
Can’t calm me down
someone get some xans over here
downtown
smile like a biiiitch got veneers

go to hell!

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

unfortunately this will be the last thing i will ever release anywhere. this demo has been sitting in my files and i wanted to just put it out there, especially after my music has been deleted from all platforms. to anybody and everybody who has supported me and my passion, thank you so much and i wish you all the best! 
- ilytwelve/blank

prod. blank

lyrics:
it felt so wrong
until now
mind at peace
through sound
it's been so long 
since i've seen your smile
watch the weeds 
grow all wild
and oh i adored your face 
that never changed 
the river banks 
had our names on them
so here i am waiting 
for darkness to fade 
silence to say
to let go.

yellow ( demo )

@anem0s @blissom @dead4cf @dovelessmusic

produced by anem0s

sleepy tapes is a community music event hosted on blisscord where everyone has 5 days to make a song based on a given cover art

sleepy tapes vol. 5a took place september 8 - 13 2023 with cover art made by @dovelessmusic

thank you everyone who participated <3
discord.gg/rxY6UKjWKM

anem0s, blissom, 4cf, doveless - 3POINT

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

@anem0s
@jhlofficixl
art by @gethosyne

out everywhere jan 5 2024

oh love
is a creature wielding thorns
my heart is like a gilded gate
that's shielding the soul
but with your fingers full of fire
with a tenderness of one long kiss
you plucked a secret from my lips
and from your hands you forged a pick

piercing my heart like a tender embrace
the injured look that's on your face
that's begging me to let you in
that's begging me to let you in

heal process

everywhere

passthrough + anem0s, jhl

Tension

artist, producer, etc.
inquiries: prodanem0s@gmail.com

@dialt0ne
@anem1s

19⛅️
All pictures taken by me 📸
https://soundcloud.com/ash091
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Bison

ashton heights

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