Name: IBUPROFEN by ashton heights in the endless search for my long dead will to live
Duration: 2 min 57 s
Description: GAMBITZ HELPED ME WITH COVER I FORGOT TO PUT THIS LMAO

the most underrated song I've ever seen bro

the endless search for my long dead will to live

mixed and produced by me.

[Intro]
Kaden, I love you

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 1]
Broken, and you know it
A blade to my wrist is the thing I'm fucking toting
And I'm hurtin' the only thing that you fuckin' knowin'
Cause I won't let nobody in after this fuckin' moment

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Verse 2]
Step back, that's all I need just a step back
Feeling a hundred degrees, I don't like that
When I'm around you, it feels like hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
He-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-he-Hell
It feels like hell, it feels like hell

[Chorus]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

[Outro]
You always find a way to hurt me
The way it's lookin' our boat ain't seeming so sturdy
A-A-A-A-A-And I will never understand why
You always talkin' shit baby, making me damn cry

tribulation

GAMBITZ HELPED ME WITH COVER I FORGOT TO PUT THIS LMAO

IBUPROFEN

all we have w/ 4cf (rede)

[Intro]
I wrapped our Polaroid in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my songs are hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about, you
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about, you

[Chorus]
I wrapped our Polaroid, in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my songs are hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

[Verse 1]
Are you sick in the mind?
Used to tell me that you love me, now you're wasting my time
I’ll give it a couple months to see you with your new guy
All our memories still play in the back of my mind
Our memories will play for the rest of my life
Probably, or maybe I’m just stalling
I had a picture on my desk, but I think it fell off
I’m getting to a point in life where I can fucking fall off
They getting the cause, they finally know that I’m just too raw

[Bridge]
It makes sense 'cause I’m the best, don’t need no help
Listen to my songs, and let the image build itself
Listen to my songs, and let me know what you felt
Feels like you entered Heaven, but walked through the gates of- yeah
Like you entered Heaven, but walked through the gates of Hell
Feels like you fell in love, but instead fell under spells
And you don’t need nobody, you can fucking love yourself
But you choose to find somebody 'cause you need a little help

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about you
Baby, I thought you were the one that could save me
But look at us now, you down, and I’m up
And ain’t nobody giving a fuck about you

[Chorus]
I wrapped our Polaroid in the blanket you gave me
'Cause maybe when I feel like giving up, it could save me
I don’t wanna feel like this, I feel like shit
But, sadly, when I think of you that's how it is
You're the reason that my song's a hit or miss, wait, who am I kidding?
They all hits 'cause a broken motherfucker has rhythm
They all hits 'cause Kaden was the person who writ them
Which makes sense 'cause I’d be the only one to fit 'em

polaroid (prod. reesoo)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

fall at the same time

it's all lead up to this

stream "tapestry":
https://ffm.to/bradenrosstapestry

listen to my music:
linktr.ee/bradenrossmusic

lyrics:

[intro]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[verse 1]
we locked eyes
mid-conversation
can only keep it together in moderation
i blinked twice
a combination
of every internal struggle for adoration
lured to your house
i taste you on my mouth
my grieving souls unbound again
you always bring it right back here

[chorus 1]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[verse 2]
i lack self control
let feelings take a hold
she told me i should learn how to let go
i wish i could but it’s the only thing i know
she got her tapestry hung from the bedroom ceiling
i don’t got the patience to talk about how i'm feeling
lying face down and my head’s still reeling
letting people know me just sounds so unappealing
never knew that someones eyes could pierce a soul
but every time that yours meet mine, they take a toll
and i don’t wanna face this anymore
i’m growing tired of the games you played before
yeah i don’t know how much my heart can take
but when it’s in your hands it’s bound to break

[chorus 2]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
i always thought that u looked
too good to make bad decisions
guess i was afraid, lack intuition
u gave me away
i was pierced by ur blade
now there’s nothing to say
we’re not the same anymore

[outro]
‘cause i look too good to make bad decisions
hopped from my brain straight to remission
high off the pain
i’ll dance in the rain
no we’re not the same
we’re not the same anymore

tapestry

THERAPY

crash (prod. joshwa)

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

glaive - seven deadly sins (full unreleased)

Sun is Shining

brakence - know me (prod. rose & brakence)

re:birth (ft. brakence)

lyrics :

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

and i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
i'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
and i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
they be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see me suffocate
i don't need anymore trouble in my life so stay away

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

let you down (prod. nick ryt)

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All pictures taken by me 📸
https://soundcloud.com/ash091
linktr.ee/ashtonheights

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