i knew you would be getting noticed, from the first song i heard from you way back. the way your vocals just meld into the ears so softly is insane. i never like pop music. its just a genre that doesnt feel like it has any heart. yet the way you use or sound in a pop way with actual genuine powerful lyrics makes for an unstoppable combo. its unique. and fuck your damn voice is just something so beautiful. love the confidence you have in delivering your lines. shows an extensive knowledge and depth of understanding in yourself. love you and your music bro.

i love thus song man helps me not want to die

Drop more music please bro I love your songs

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hypermarte 👊💥

detest me

w/ @ripavah 
lyrics:
i learned to deal with my shit
i figured out youre a bitch
you fucked w most of my friends 
and is that something that your proud of?
i know that you hate me, say it loud and clear
nows when your here?
ion got no fears
fw you that was my last one
i think she straight from hell
she only care bout herself
ion know who you think you is
this hoe been acting ridiculous
u nothing but a damn hypocrite
and im into that
fucked up
feeling left out
fell in but i stepped out
you broke me down but im fine
fw you u was my last one

spotify

hypocrite w/ avah

stuck in this feedback loop

written: me & @polar333
prod: @prodbyjoshwa

don't know what u want me to do
what u want me to say
stay stuck in this feedback loop
for the rest of my days

ur trying to save me
stop holding ur breath
way that things have been lately
i'm otw to my death

wipe ur tears, solve ur problems
idk what to do
so close to the bottom
i should try smth new

smth's gotta give
i'm cavin in
cus life's a bitch
n i'm sick of it

if there's no trick to fitting in
ur the best at hiding it

all the bs aside
i tried too many times
to get u out of my mind
idk what is right

too high in my bedroom
in love wit the old u
the one i was close to
before someone closed u

so close to the bottom
waiting on ur texts
idk if i want em
forget about an ex
i already forgot em
jus wanna sign some checks
i don't wanna be forgotten

uh oh, i think we gettin too close
oh no, can we take things slow
i hope it's better days down the road
but u know that ain't how shit goes

wipe ur tears, solve ur problems
idk what to do
so close to the bottom
i should try smth new

smth's gotta give
i'm cavin in
cus life's a bitch
n i'm sick of it

if there's no trick to fitting in
ur the best at hiding it

all the bs aside
i tried too many times
to get u out of my mind
idk what is right

too high in my bedroom
in love wit the old u
the one i was close to
before someone closed u

hiding it (joshwa)

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

other platforms

lotus (dercept x ayoley)

https://youtu.be/hnsiF3h6ziE
state of surveillance isnt that bad 
prod. @karimusicc // @vizionxyz
cover art: @/vornicated on ig

lyrics:
Picture me with cameras I don't like to see the mirror
If my face is blurry I don't need to reconsider
I already thought of everything you could've said
Then I edited my pictures now my face is looking dead
Like a ghost in a white sheet
All these bitches like me
Yet to meet an artist that could ever do it like me

I live through the outside
You live through my IP
I used to be petrified of people that look nicely
She said she heard Hardyboyz and now she wanna fuck me
She asked if I'm famous I said "ha"
Bitch I might be
My life like a movie I could do this shit forever
I ain't showing pussies no respect I could never
I'm not even 18 and I'm boutta get my own place
Instagram bitch flew me out that's a damn shame

Why you say you miss the old me?
You ain't never really know me
Go ahead and listen closely
I left my ex bitch lonely

I can not relate I've been doing so amazing
I don't even care bout the problems that I'm facing
All my bitches pretty they be blowing up on TikTok
I make all money off computers ain't it crazy
And they hate me but they wanna be me
And they hate me but they wanna be me
I'm picture-perfect but you never see me
I'm picture-perfect so I made it 3D

I already thought of everything you could've said
Then I edited my pictures now my face is looking dead
Like a ghost in a white sheet
All these bitches like me
Yet to meet an artist that could ever do it like me

I live through the outside
You live through my IP
I used to be petrified of people that look nicely
She said she heard Hardyboyz and now she wanna fuck me
She asked if I'm famous I said "ha"
Bitch I might be
My life like a movie I could do this shit forever
I ain't showing pussies no respect
I could never
I'm not even 18 and I'm boutta get my own place
Instagram bitch flew me out that's a damn shame

Picture Me

lol
produced by me

lyrics:
tell me that u hate me in a week ur gonna miss me
i dont think u get it im the coolest in the city
tell me u got friends but they dont give af about u
i was always there for like 2 weeks but now i doubt u 
doubt u even care im the one u always wanted
now u got a bf i dont give a fuck about it 
text me when he fuck up imma be right there to fix that
he think that u love him oh my god he such a dumbass
wheres the trust? at wheres the love at?
he thought u would love him till i pull up in a hellcat
i remember all those texts she used to fucking send me
now she always text me when she say she miss the old me

it kinda hurts me when u post him on your story
ur the only one thats cheating he aint finding out no dory
shit we did ill never tell ur the one that lives in hell
if he ever catch u cheating tell ur mans i said "oh well"

fucking bitches in hotels bitch you know i do it well
if im ever in ur city bitch u know im gonna sell
she gon gossip to her friends and tell him everything we did 
but they already know everything but we already did that
im a scumbag, but they love that
go ahead and ask ur bitch ur bitches always run back
i wish i could see the face of every fucking boyfriend
of every fucking groupie that i fucked and then ignored them
i make music, i smoke drugs, and i do everything u hate
im a walking red flag no ofc we couldnt date

lmk when your bf fuck up

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

p. @johnkwondll

lyrics

Talking to you, girl I know it’s been a minute
I wanna rekindle our love before it’s all finished
Forbidden fruit, God please don’t judge me 
I’m blessed for everything, please don’t take it from me
I’m sorry I’ve been far away, I just need my distance
And baby I’ve been undercover tryna see if you missed this
You say I’m fucking up your trust, babygirl just know I’m sorry
But I can’t be the only one crying at this party
Don’t call me

She said I was see-through but I’m not that guy
I need a redo, gotta get this shit right
And yeah I know, what it feels like
Cracking under PSI, don’t wanna be alive
But if I drop this song, then I know I’ll be alright
And Ima fuck with hoes just to keep a peace of mind 
I need to take control of whatever makes me
So when I blow up, they’ll never break me
Lately

So won’t you save me
I’m tryna out my best
I hope the Lord will take me
I ain’t worried about the rest, I know your friends hate me
I’m just doing what I know
I don’t wanna have to go
There’s just something about the way you talk to me
It just pisses me off

Watch just how you talking, you disrespecting my fucking name
Treat somebody well, and you’d think they’d do you the fucking same
Well damn I guess girl I’m fucking wrong
Red flag, she wanna fucking song damn
Baby I’ve been away for a while now
I got so caught up in my head, girl when I found out
I loved you through your imperfections, everything you came with
It’s everything that you do
I’m feeling like I can’t win, can’t win
Fuck

lately

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

needs & wants

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

three wheels and it still drives!

produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody

acoustics by the goat chrismarek

*lyrics*

(mochji)
never thought you’d go missing within these pages
my mind still running for miles, though it’s been ages
we haven’t talked in a while, lost in fixations

all i wanted was change
all you needed was space
these winter nights keep getting, colder now that you’re away
did i push you too far? was all of this a waste?
fine wine and cheap cigars, harder just to conversate

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

(tyler)
melted lungs from another fire
light another cigarette
cause we’re going down to the wire
if it’s conflict that you want
then it’s problems you’ll get
my house is burning down but i’ve never felt so content

i’m running out of options
toxic
she said that i lost it
take me off my life support
i don’t need fucking oxygen
i don’t wanna win
and in a minute i’ll be staring at my only friend
in the reflection of a mirror
warning signs been getting clearer
and the smoke seeps through the floor
i got 15 minute then u gotta go
cause this flowers still gonna bloom through the snow

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

flower w/ mochji, tyler serrani

production by https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

:)

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i take back everything i said. lol

toxic toxic

All pictures taken by me 📸
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needs & wants

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