shoutout @decago n @1altr

every day that passes by
i rly wanna die 
i wanna go 2 sleep forevr i jus wanna cry
ur presense made me feel whole
felt like i could try
n now that ur gone i rly wanna die
restarting my life i wanna fkn damn retry :) 

ik im the problem 
my life that im not solving
counting days till im not here 
cant see myself so clearly
i cant seem 2 escape these problems
i been hiding in the darkness
restarting my life wont solve em 
ik that im the issue- 

i dnt wanna miss u (miss uuu)
i jus wanna kiss u (kiss uuu)
ik im the issue (issue)
crying in my room i miss u

i dnt wanna feel this way jus anymore
i been hating myself 2 the core
i wanna die 
i wanna die baby
i dnt wanna feel my emotions lately
cant keep this 2 myself yeah i cant hide it
evry day that passes by i feel dying
my own life yeah that imma be jus ending
i dnt wanna live this way anymore

itwouldbebetterifiwasdead (decago x altr)

artwork by @kyomonemui
prod me and @elixioo !!

me:
i just wish you listened 
we're running out of time
so please don't be the reason we fall out of line
and i tell you i love you every single day
please don't make me lose you
please don't make her heartbreak

hold on for just a second 
(can't u wait for a little longer no)
you can't just let it pass you by
cuz idk what hurts more than losing u
and if it brings you back then ill pay my dues

but it hurts all the time
(hurts all the time)
everytime you on my mind
and idk what to do
when you're mad at me i fall in love

elixio:
I've been day-dreaming way too much
can you tell it's really been affecting me ? 
i don't mean to seem so distant

but ur not who u say u are
so i have to go
i gotta go

i'll admit that i miss ur face
more and more and more, everyday
but u never seem to look my way
everyday always dreaming harder

of a future w/ u
it sounds kind of dumb
when i say it like that
..idc

me:
dreamin of your soft kiss oh
silly me it was a fkin joke
never wanna be misguided
torn down and broken hearted

i regret not getting close
i forget your name
not getting close
just don't
just don't
just don't leave me alone

me&elixio:
am i really dreamin
(am i awake or asleep?)
will i see u next season
(i'll see you next autumn)
i feel your warm heart
opens and it pulls me away
(it pulls me away everyday)

me:

and i miss your soft lips
touch the smell of your sweater
but u don't really exist
no its all grey matter
you came to me like it was 'pose to be
just don't hurt me anymore

so don't wake me up nono
i don't wnna leave just yet
cuz we just met for the first time
in what feels like a long time
(in what feels like a long time)

can u promise me
youll stay here by my side 
forever

dreams +elixio (me + elixio)

556Renzo, ritsu - Fallin
Written and Performed by: 556Renzo, ritsu
Produced by: sleepyy, waizener
Mixed and Mastered by: 556Renzo, ritsu

(ritsu - Hook):
like, honestly, I
Ive been feeling distant and-
I don't wanna talk to you
(talk to you)
Ill sink in my head
Ive seen better days
You're not the only one that makes me wanna die everyday
Really? Is that all you wanted to say?
Cause I've been thinking a lot
It goes round and round
I'll Break the mirror
I cant look at it right
Its in my head
Always my fault like its always been

(556Renzo - Verse):
I thought that this was our home bae
But now I am all alone bae
I don't know why you've hidden me the truth
And your friends they all know, why they gotta keep this too?
Hindi ko maintindihan bae 
(I don't understand bae)
Bat ka ba nagka ganyan bae?
(Why are you like this bae?)
Gusto kita na balikan bae
(I want to go back to you bae)
Pero daming dahilan bae
(But there's so many reasons bae)
Kung bat mo ako nasaktan bae
(On why have you hurt me bae)

(556Renzo - Bridge):
I won't make the same mistake, I know that
Cause there ain't no other chance to go back
There aint no other chance
To save what's lost of us

(ritsu - Hook):
like, honestly, I
Ive been feeling distant and-
I don't wanna talk to you
(talk to you)
Ill sink in my head
Ive seen better days
You're not the only one that makes me wanna die everyday
Really? Is that all you wanted to say?
Cause I've been thinking a lot
It goes round and round
I'll Break the mirror
I cant look at it right
Its in my head
Always my fault like its always been


Fallin (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

#aftermath
note: this was supposed to be only a short song to tease @ritsuzuki but i kinda enjoyed making it bro😭✌️w feature @iowgen🩷🩷

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

do u wanna touch my body
cause i know you've been gooning lately
no need to hold back baby
if u wanna fuck just say it
just say it, i will let you taste me
oh baby tell me what u want yeah
do u wanna lick all over my body 
baby tell me can i slide it inside yaaa

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

suck my soul off, i know u cant get enough of me
let me hit it from the back so i can please ya
edging on the bed yeah let me finish
let me finish on your face

@iowgen:
i don't care if its longer than mine
I'll take it from the back
I'll do what you want
all i want is u
I'll do anything-
I'll do anything if you stay with me bae

(@ritsuzuki voice message if u r wondering:
nah twin
imma just be a femboy that's--
that's enough, that's enough for me)

my little femboy
my little femboy
vex yeahhh

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life
i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

(end - @ritsuzuki):
woah, this is really fucking hot

vex/my little femboy + iowgen (kyoshi)

Pls drop anime recs guys

Thanks 4 listening!

[Lyrics]

Yeah I know ur hella doubtful baby we can all be winners
I know what I said was wrong but baby u should reconsider
And you shouldn’t be ashamed cause everyone’s been a beginner
I’m ##laughingtothebank the warning shot and then the trigger

And don’t be weird don’t stalk at all
I did more than I needed to now I see what I’ve become
You don’t have to be ashamed I’ve been there too we’ve all been dumb
And I never got to finish now I’m right back at the start

Yeah you’re going for the rest I know
Yeah you’re talkin and conversin with the best I know
This shit be getting to my head I know
It’s to the point where I just don’t even wanna talk at all

Cause I watched it fall apart
Felt like I was dying in your arms
I just don’t know where to start
I just wish you’d really listen I just wish you’d hear me out

Winners (dera)

Lyrics:

@yokm4n
cause everytime when i hear your name
its everytime you drive me insane 
i dont know what to do without you
when i look at you,you look at me too

 Tapi cinta kita dah putus 
you broke my heart split it into two 
tapi aku rasa aku tahu ❤️
Yang kau Telah tinggal kan Aku! 

Ku teringat balik janji kita dulu 
semua janji tu dah jadi palsu 
i cant get over you and you know its true 
so tell me the truth is it me or is it you!


@ritsuzuki:
gotta break you when im walkin in
I don't rlly care bout what u mean
cause the last time it hurt
my heart is burnt
now ure living in my head
all the thing u never learn

what do you want me to do?
i cant let it happen
whys it always him, not me?
i cant really have it
i got many eyes on me
i cant break the fall
like did you even care at all?

FirstLovE.exe ft ritsuzuki

Shoutout my boyfriend @1sunsuu 💋💋 for letting me drop another song before 2026
I got carried ngl

Shoutout prod.

Lyrics:
(@1sunsuu)

girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time
girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time

can we be us
girl you all that I want 
can we make up a time
and stop with all this distrust
don't you know that I'm done
I'm stuck here laying in the dark
come and show me your lights
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna know how to be love

(@aspaapsa)

Ion wanna follow this conversation
Ion wanna think it all night
You just want some compensation
I don’t wanna fall that way this time

Yeah, I know what’s true and all
But I still crave to fall
Even if it breaks me down again
but At least I’d feel it all

but At least I’d feel it all
Thinking ’bout the times that I’d fall 
I wish u could see it too
I Wish I belong to you

All I Ever Need w/@1sunsuu [runawway & over]

Aspa

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