Since I was 16, it feels like I’ve been stuck in some kind of loop that I can’t get out of. I wish I could go back to the time when I was happy, when I was a kid, when there were no worries. Today, at 20, I feel like this will stay with me forever. No, I don’t want to stay like this for the rest of my life, but I feel like it will never change. This sadness I feel, all this anguish and frustration...  I won’t kill myself because I love my family too much. I feel like I can’t even think about suicide; it would be like stabbing my parents in the heart. I love my family. I just wish I could live a normal life like other people. But I’m different. For me, it was never the same. And it never will be. Frr.

бывают такие моменты жизни. когда не понимаешь, чего тебе действительно нужно от жизни... что тебе хочется. 
ты не можешь принять верное решение. особенно если оно буквально влияет на твою жизнь.
тяжело выбрать между: посрать одновременно едя, думая что это будет вечный двигатель или прочитать строение пищеварительной системы…

I don’t want to tell my parents,or frankly anyone about anything.but still,my dumbas would rather be stuck in what feels like a claustrophobic box of depression and  self hatred lol

peaceful songs for not so peaceful times haha

milk cassette x.mp3 slowed

grouper poison tree (slowed instrumental)

Limerance - Yves Tumor slowed & reverb

TIKTOK 17AKURAA :3
TIKTOK 17AKURAA :3
TIKTOK 17AKURAA :3
TIKTOK 17AKURAA :3
TIKTOK 17AKURAA :3

yves tumor - limerence (Extra Slowed)

poison tree- liza v posteli w additional vocals

idk why, but there are multiple people claiming this song as their own. so there is two versions on this account, the other being the one by Cities Aviv

in my restless dream x poison tree(tiktok remix)

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