everything ive worked for is fucking gone

Asteria’s breakcore typa music is actually fire asf

guyss im looking for an online friend^^ if you want dm me on insta!! @4n4ria

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Produced by @prodguda

Artwork by Bleu:
https://twitter.com/fckingbleu

Lyrics:
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Hard decisions
If I pick either one, am I really winnin'?
I'ma be gone in an instant the second that I am finished
Will I go missing for a minute or am I trippin'? Listen
Am I really doing this all for myself?
It's the only thing that really help out with my mental health
I've been working real hard to play the cards that I was dealt right
But I swear all this working and working has never felt right
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

Thinking-Thinking 'bout it all
Think-Think-Thinking 'bout it all
I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know

I swear to God, I'm so paranoid with all these eyes on me
It's like everybody around me got some time for me
I swear, like, I just wanna be left all alone
All by myself inside my room is all I know
'Cause I'm just sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all
Sitting in my room staring at the wall
Thinking 'bout it all, thinking 'bout it all

paranoid (guda)

https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
prod @elw00d

Artwork by Dmarion:
https://twitter.com/DMARI0N

i didn't need you anyway (elwood)

hey bad bitches! (pröz)

MOLLY feat. kets4eki

gone, for so long

gone, for so long +kets4eki

https://instagram.com/kets4eki

produced by cavz & alb
mixed & mastered by @asteria

i been posted up, sippin drank, with my fuckin shawty
let em know whats up, getting bank, now they fuckin want me
always pourin up, double cup, im not fuckin sorry
all these groupie sluts, tryna fuck, i cant get em off me

i cant get em off me now, told her move it up and down
told the bitches come around, lets get crunk, till we drown
hoes love me right now, cant compete, shut your mouth
so much money i cant count, close the trunk, bitch we out

sippin drank ooo
sippin drank ooo
sippin drank ooo 
sippin drank ooo

running up the cash, with my bros, did you notice
take a look how fast, that it go, way too focused
we been counting gold, fuck you know, not surprising 
bankroll, wallet cant fold, hold it tightly

sippin' drank (cavz alb)

Feat. @820

LYRICS:
(Vyzer)
do you wanna join me on the dance floor
got this feeling that i cant ignore
nah you know that i want some more
let us make out now behind closed doors

dodidomdida dodidomde
dodidomdida dodidomde
dodidomdida dodidomde
dodidomdida dodidomde

dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)
dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)
dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)
dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)

(Nosgov)
stepping out the function pouring us some mud
thought i couldnt function, im out of luck
burn the oxycodone let it hit my lungs (i hope i nvr wake up)
im that kinda person bitch we getting cut
bitch we getting crunk now i cant ever stop
had to get my meds up that bitch ruined my heart
issue in my heart
shouldve known better way before you ran my heart
uh u uh uhh

(Vyzer)
please don't try to fight me
I just wanna party
sippin' on that Michigan
you know ill do it again
again cus tonight got me feelin' like

dodidomdida dodidomde
dodidomdida dodidomde
dodidomdida dodidomde
dodidomdida dodidomde

dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)
dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)
dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)
dodidomdida dodidomde (behind closed doors)

Produced by: @isthatwasty
Artwork by: moomziess

behind closed doors +Nosgov (wasty)

YOU AND I

YOU AND I (pr0xy, morecalcium)

featuring: @omgartixan @kets4eki @m1v @xovanity
produced by: @omgartixan
mixed and mastered by: @iwannabemissed
artwork by: @vuelure on instagram

[Intro: cy4ne]
Baby, can you treat me right
I just want to see the light
Without you, I'd rather die
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 1: cy4ne]
Can you feel the silence of midnight?
Or find in darkness some kind of light?
Striving freedom, shouting into the void
Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Verse 2: kets4eki]
I'm tired as shit, finally done with this bitch
I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
So I don't have to feel your touch, don't fave to feel frustrated
Fucked with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met
Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares
I've been thinking bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself

[Verse 3: vanity]
Finished another pack of Claws
I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
I could never feel how I felt before
Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
Fuck it, pack it up, I want amnesia
I was lost in your eyes
Never wanted compromise
Never saw what I'm becoming
No sleep, fucked up now
Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
Never, I never felt at home
I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
I don't think it stops 'til I'm fucking buried

[Pre-Chorus: cy4ne]
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
Ion really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar

[Chorus: cy4ne]
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 4: m1v]
Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance
Blurry fucking vision when I try to take a glance
I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
Please leave me behind hate attachment more than fans
Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans

[Chorus 2: m1v]
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
I don't pop no Xans, but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime

[Verse 5: artixan]
'N my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
Baby gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
She a pretty lil' slut 'n we fuckin' to our own songs, yeah
So I'm taking all her clothes off, yeah
That's because I stole her whole heart
'N the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah

alive [+artixan +kets4eki +m1v +vanity] [artixan]

asteria - FACE OF DEATH (steej)

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