So much for doing the right thing
For something that killed all of me

Let it wait, let it wait
I'll be on the road
You never take, never take
These things for real

So many things I gotta dream
You were there and I'm not me
I was living inside the way I see

I was living inside the way I see

I got no team
And I'll lose everything
It was never a right way
You could look at me

You're such a back down
Yield up
Have you ever lived the truth?
I was living backwards, just so it was see-through

Let it wait, let it wait
I'll be on the road
You never take, never take
The things for real

So many things I gotta dream
You were there and I'm not me
I was living inside the way I see

I was living inside the way I see

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The Way I See

You catch me online
I'm feeling so brave, got my head right
I've been moving so fast
Crossing redlines
Catch me outside in the daytime
I'm living life on my own time

Yeah I'm crashing through
Seeing things in my point of view
Where was I falling out of place?
I knew
I'm going through a new wave
Being things, repeating me
Now I'll say what I think

Please, please
I gave it one more
Taste, taste
Now I'm sober
You gotta
Wait, wait
Over and over
Now I'm back in

You catch me online
I'm feeling so brave, got my head right
I've been moving so fast
Crossing redlines
Catch me outside in the daytime
I'm living life on my own time

Are we choosing right?
Deep in the day and night
Come on see whos right
Restart & rewrite

Please, please
I gave it one more
Taste, taste
Now I'm sober
You gotta
Wait, wait
Over and over
Now I'm back in

You catch me online
I'm feeling so brave, got my head right
I've been moving so fast
Crossing redlines
Catch me outside in the daytime
I'm living life on my own time

You catch me online, me online
You catch me online, me online
You catch me online, me online
You catch me online, me online

Stream

Cyberline

Now it's time to realize
Are we gonna live a life?
With the right advice?
Waiting for a sign

It's another world
Keep on saying I'm right
But that's not on my mind
It's a betrayal
Can you see things
With an open eye

Now we can't stay in this
Ominous place and
I've been waiting
For a new impatience
Saying you relate and
You're just the same thing
I can't relay
Any information

Waiting for a sign
You've got many things to say

There's so much that I've changed
I'm waiting for a new wave
Can you see my new phase?
You've got all the new things

It's enough of the eye strain
I got a question
Why you're so unaware
What you're obsessed with
Your tales are something
I can't respect and,
Guess you're losing all the patience

Waiting for a sign
You got many things to say

It's another world
Keep on saying I'm right
But that's not on my mind
It's a betrayal
Can you see things
With an open eye

Now we can't stay in this
Ominous place and
I've been waiting
For a new impatience
Saying you relate and
You're just the same thing
I can't relay
Any information

Now it's time to realize
Are we gonna live a life?
With the right advice?
Waiting for a sign

Now it's time to realize
Are we gonna live a life?
With the right advice?
Waiting for a sign

Now it's time to realize
Are we gonna live a life?
With the right advice?
Waiting for a sign

Now it's time to realize
Are we gonna live a life?
With the right advice?
Waiting for a sign

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Waiting for a Sign

letting go
we just need it more
im so tired of
im so tired of

Letting Go (w/ Kesan)

You've been losing touch
With the things you have
Living in the past, yet again
Disoriented by all the words you said
Push away all the things that you left
Think you saying things you really don't mean but
You smile and keep on

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

I'm tryna conversate
I'm going through some things
That I will never say
Cause it just goes this way

You've been losing touch
With the things you have
Living in the past, yet again
Disoriented by all the words you said
Push away all the things that you left
Think you saying things you really don't mean but
You smile and keep on

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

Sit down and take a call
You've already sold your soul
Wishing you had some more
Time for where you are
But you

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

fine//alright

What was it like?
Collapsing every-time
You had sublime and divine
In your own life

I know there's no price
They call it free will in this time
Roll my soul up in cloud nine
But make sure it doesn't get too bright

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Nobody's alive
Nor they got motivational drive
Something we all need to revise
Don't rely on your device
You should have pride
Don't be so dry
People will come and see you shine
Trust yourself you'll be just fine

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Oh this might take
Your lows away
The one thing you still have is your brain
Just believe me
The world is overthinking
Nothing has to feel like a dream
Just need a way that we can feel free

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

You better watch yourself
You set your world on fire
While you trying to get higher
Think you're doing all well
But it's not alright

You better watch yourself
You set your world on fire
While you trying to get higher
Think you're doing all well
But it's not alright

There's a lot of ways you could take
Pretend your soul is something you won't fake
You made a hit without being all serious
Got a wish that's not even here yet
I don't speak in all the derivatives
Dive deep inside this head

You better watch yourself
You set your world on fire
While you trying to get higher
Think you're doing all well
But it's not alright

You better watch yourself
You set your world on fire
While you trying to get higher
Think you're doing all well
But it's not alright

There's a lot of things you should say
But it might be something worth the wait

I'm still missing all the things up in my head
Do you believe that there is more to this?
I can't read in all of the derivatives
It seems I'm not here yet

You better watch yourself
You set your world on fire
While you trying to get higher
Think you're doing all well
But it's not alright

You better watch yourself
You set your world on fire
While you trying to get higher
Think you're doing all well
But it's not alright

Watch Yourself

How To Observe

You were a
Brand new slate
Started cutting friends
Gotta brand new gram, flexing that fake
Brand new phase,
All your clubs are new
But you’re wearing all the fits
From your last debut like,
“No thanks”
Your friends and I don’t chat
If they ever ask “yeah im okay”
So, so lame
I’ve been in my head, goin ham 
Boutta catch my flow state.

Where do i find,
Someone that's living on the timeline?
Show your signs
Or break the ground that you define
You decide, you decide
Tell your friends why you’ve been offline
It’s your time, it’s your time
Show the world that
You’re just a-

Brand new slate
Started cutting friends
Gotta brand new gram, flexing that fake
Brand new phase,
All your clubs are new
But you’re wearing all the fits
From your last debut like,
“No thanks”
Your friends and I don’t chat
If they ever ask “yeah im okay”
So, so lame
I’ve been in my head, goin ham 
Boutta catch my flow state.

My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay
My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay
My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay
My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay

My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay
My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay
My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay
My flow state, my flow state
In the dream bay, dream bay

(Dream bay, dream bay)

Dream Bay

Been longing for days
But things don't go my way
Winds blow me away
When it rains it pours, they say

I might have been
So caught up
Just sulking and lost
Were these words not enough?
Should I speak, be silent
Or move on?

And there's a place that I know
Sometimes I like to go
It's easier than change
Weighed down by fears I can't erase

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
Still I can hope it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

I might've been
Asleep so long
Did you notice I was gone?
Couldn't right all these wrongs
So I left it for my songs

And I know it's sad to say
I'm fast asleep when I'm in pain
I'll feel it all the same, and everything's the same

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
Still I can hope it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
But I hope that it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

I'm lookin for peace of mind
You don't know how much time
I've been burning through
Just pouring over pages
I'll sleep through days
You know I'll never say it
No, I don't think that things are getting better
But I don't know
Still I can hope it's getting there
Swear I wont care
About things that ain't real

peaceofmind

I think that we were better friends online
Back then I'd think about you nearly all the time
We'd talk for hours; never lost that vibe
Til now, you got me feelin like ive lost my mind

We went so wrong, I don't know what to say yet
At least now, you'll admit that you don't feel the same but
It hurt me deeply; swore I wouldn't cry
But you don't really care; know you don't want to try

You don't wanna try
(You don't wanna try)
You got me out my mind
(Got me out my mind)
And we can say goodbye
I'll never know you, why?
I'll never know you, why?

Sometimes I wish that things had never changed
But now, I realize that forever's super lame
And we were something for a moment I
Lost track of all the things we felt and fears that died

It feels so wrong, just tell me how you feel and
I don't know how to feel about the time that we had
That past has soured,
At the present time
I cannot tell you how I feel
I'll lie; "I'm fine"

You don't wanna try
(You don't wanna try)
You got me out my mind
(Got me out my mind)
And we can say goodbye
I'll never know you, why?
I'll never know you, why?

You don't wanna try
(You don't wanna try)
You got me out my mind
(Got me out my mind)
And we can say goodbye
I'll never know you, why?
I'll never know you, why?

And now we're killing time
I understand if you don't understand the high
Of microdosing temporary love
It's sad to say, I hardly miss you now
Got too easy moving on

Oh, oh,
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
(Oh)

You don't wanna try
(You don't wanna try)
You got me out my mind
(Got me out my mind)
And we can say goodbye
I'll never know you, why?
I'll never know you, why?

lostmymind

Give it til 25
You'll find your way, at least thats what they say
I'll never know why

The whole world's a stage
But this life ain't a play
There's no rhyme or reason
For the reasons that I

Oh, insisted that it's fine, and im alright
"you'll try your best, never know what youll find"
Oh, are things okay? it doesnt feel that way
It doesn't matter, does it matter that I-

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

“Grow up and get a tie”
What does that even mean
When you’re never here on time
I know you drink at night
While I’'m just flying past my life
Cause i don’t know even how to try

Oh, I always try to
Though I can’t really dream if I really wanted to
Oh, but you say
You always think that way
It doesn’t matter, does it matter that I-

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

“Oh, give it time”
All i want is to be
In so many people’s minds
Oh, just a high
I been wishing for
Cause i never had the chance for mine
Oh, so many faces
I wonder if they ever had the time to think of mine
Oh, i hate to say this
But all these things do nothing but just keep me up at night

faces

It's sad but I stopped going outside
Got no taste for drinking on the weeknights
My old friends are all the same
Always bumping to No Parties in LA
Just barhops and clubs and pains
Turn em back into number in my phone in days

They might text me "how you been?"
And I might answer I have some time
But I've lost my appetite
I only got one toxic trait
It's being, being myself (aye)
And I'm tired of saying all these things
When we don't even relate

And I told you all
That I won't be home
Cause I'm taking it slow
But don't want you to know
Where I've gone
So stop hitting my phone
You don't need me, you know?
You'll never catch me in slo-mo

I don't want all the time to pass on by
Cause I like to think I have no time
I guess I'm impatient this way
I'm just hoping for a different day
Just trying to get my way
Don't wanna break my bones to get paid

And they'll ask me "where you've been?"
I guess I found out that I have some plans
And I'm not going out tonight now
Now they all want me to stay
I guess I found some bigger and better things
I'm not trying to be that way
But I think I found a new place

And I told you all
That I won't be home
Cause I'm taking it slow
But don't want you to know
Where I've gone
So stop hitting my phone
You don't need me, you know?
You'll never catch me in slo-mo

And I told you all
That I won't be home
Cause I'm taking it slow
But don't want you to know
Where I've gone
So stop hitting my phone
You don't need me, you know?
You'll never catch me in slo-mo

slomo

Hour in a day goes
And my mind is the same ol’
Go and shut the window
While they say they go where they go

I think i’m too old for some things
That’s why im just a ghost
And they play around for these days
That’s why I can’t change

Oh, do you mind 
That I worry myself all the time?
Oh, I wanna be fine
But I keep saying a lie
Oh, do you mind 
That I worry myself all the time?
Oh, I wanna be fine
But I keep saying a lie

Things might last a while
But I still consume my style
I’ll wait till it dies out now

Kicking things out the door when i freak out
Isn’t it funny how that plays out

I think i’m too old to have a change
But there’s so many places i can go
And while these things just stay the same
We’ll still have the time to wait

Oh, do you mind 
That I worry myself all the time?
Oh, I wanna be fine
But I keep saying a lie
Oh, do you mind 
That I worry myself all the time?
Oh, I wanna be fine
But I keep saying a lie

(Worry myself all the time)

Oh, do you mind 
That I worry myself all the time?
Oh, I wanna be fine
But I keep saying a lie
Oh, do you mind 
That I worry myself all the time?
Oh, I wanna be fine
But I keep saying a lie

seeingthings

a thousand miles

Most my friends I know are friends I cannot see
The ones I know are real are never real with me
And every passing year means things I cannot be
I'm getting older and I'm colder but it's fine you see

Just wish that I was wiser when I'm all alone
Change my mind every time I'm home and
Everything always feels the same
(Wishful thinking isn't changing things)
I know I can move away
Start a brand new life; live a whole new way
But it's hard now with nobody else but me
To say what to do or how to be

I'm feeling like life is stale so stale and the same ol'
I wish that I could say I miss you but I can't though
Maybe never really knew you; gotta let go
Cause everything keeps on changing while I'm changing
While you're changing too
You keep on acting like it's bad we do
But I ain't ever switched up sides on you
When things really changed, so why did you?

So why did you?
So why did you?
So why did you?

I know we have time to kill but that's a waste
Cause the pressure fails decisions that we have to make
But surely you will figure out the plans you made
But I think they fell through, now it's overdue, I cannot wait

Just wish that I was wiser when I'm all alone
Change my mind every time I'm home and
Everything always feels the same
(Wishful thinking isn't changing things)
I know I can move away
Start a brand new life; live a whole new way
But it's hard now with nobody else but me
To say what to do or how to be

I'm feeling like life is stale so stale and the same ol'
I wish that I could say I miss you but I can't though
Maybe never really knew you; gotta let go
Cause everything keeps on changing while I'm changing
While you're changing too
You keep on acting like it's bad we do
But I ain't ever switched up sides on you
When things really changed, so why did you?

(Oh)
So why did you?
(Oh)
So why did you?
(Oh)
So why did you?
So why did you?

changing

I’ve been keeping doors open
But I’m inside all day
Should I wait? Or should I stay?
I’m prolly never gonna be the same cause I
Know I have so many clues
Where I’ll be; is it even true?
I’ve for once finally realized, I never really knew you

And I spent a couple years away
I’m playing with the air
But things move south in every way
You know you get it sometimes
But you forget em’ like lies
That’s all I know
Maybe I’m getting old

Maybe I’m getting old
(I’m losing time now)
Maybe I’m getting old
(And I don’t know how)
Maybe I’m getting old
(To make things right)
Maybe I’m getting old (Maybe I need some peace of mind)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Too much to think about)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Oh where's the end of it now?)
Maybe I’m getting old
(I don’t know at all)
Maybe I’m getting old

I think less, I do pretend
That I still know everything
(But it’s not the same, it’s not the same)
Unfortunately I can’t reach the feeling
That I’ve wanted for ages
(I’m on my own)

I’ve been keeping doors open
But I’m inside all day
Should I wait? Or should I stay?
I’m prolly never gonna be the same cause I
Know I have so many clues
Where I’ll be; is it even true?
I’ve for once finally realized, I never really knew you

And I spent a couple years away
I’m playing with the air
But things move south in every way
You know you get it sometimes
But you forget em’ like lies
That’s all I know
Maybe I’m getting old

Maybe I’m getting old
(I’m losing time now)
Maybe I’m getting old
(And I don’t know how)
Maybe I’m getting old
(To make things right)
Maybe I’m getting old (Maybe I need some peace of mind)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Too much to think about)
Maybe I’m getting old
(Oh where's the end of it now?)
Maybe I’m getting old
(I don’t know at all)
Maybe I’m getting old

Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
Maybe I’m getting old
And I’m getting old
And I’m getting old
And I’m getting old
And I’m getting old

stream

gettingold

motivation

feelalive

playthistime (w/ scro)

somethingreal

goestowaste

endoftime

spine

backtothecar

playaslaya

Cover of Russian Roulette by Porter Robinson

Russian Roulette

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUA37625an8

Frisson

Visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2IEPSqRJcw&lc=Ugy15FdVVdzuvpWI1HN4AaABAg

Painted face
You look like everything
That I've been thinking about now
Am I just like everyone?

I can't stop fantasizing it all
What's the point of wasting all the time?
Can my mind take it all now?
And am I alive? Am I alive?

Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Play the game
You do it everyday
I'm waiting for a change
Is it all in vain?

So tell me,
Doesn't everything go this way?
You show em' a painting
Then they throw it away
And I'm coming down
And what's it about?

I can't stop fantasizing it all
What's the point of wasting all the time?
Can my mind take it all now?
And am I alive? Am I alive?

Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Chroma

the answers inside of you

Λ

I've been working on this track for almost 4 months now and I'm so glad it's finished. I want to thank @thegremlin for helping me get Jessica to do vocals for this track! I really hope you all enjoy :)

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Answers

Searching but could never be found
Lost somewhere underground 

If you looking for a reason 
I'll give you something to believe in
If you can't find for the truth
The answers inside of you

Hidden deep inside 
I'm the one you can confide 

If you searching for a reason 
I'll give you something to believe in
If you can't find for the truth
The answers inside of you

Searching but could never be found
Lost somewhere under ground 
Hidden deep inside
I'm the once you can confide 

Running from your mind
A darkness that kills the light
Scared of what you'll find 
I'll be by your side

Answers (Single)

Answers

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Answers (ft. Jessica Endara)

And now it's crystal clear
That you don't know me
All that well as you once did

So leave me be so i can be alone again
I swear to god
I'm never coming back again


@wydnr
@risoo (Risu from Make Believe)

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