So much for doing the right thing
For something that killed all of me

Let it wait, let it wait
I'll be on the road
You never take, never take
These things for real

So many things I gotta dream
You were there and I'm not me
I was living inside the way I see

I was living inside the way I see

I got no team
And I'll lose everything
It was never a right way
You could look at me

You're such a back down
Yield up
Have you ever lived the truth?
I was living backwards, just so it was see-through

Let it wait, let it wait
I'll be on the road
You never take, never take
The things for real

So many things I gotta dream
You were there and I'm not me
I was living inside the way I see

I was living inside the way I see

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The Way I See

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https://acloudyskye.bandcamp.com/track/daze

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Daze

when im gone

You've been losing touch
With the things you have
Living in the past, yet again
Disoriented by all the words you said
Push away all the things that you left
Think you saying things you really don't mean but
You smile and keep on

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

I'm tryna conversate
I'm going through some things
That I will never say
Cause it just goes this way

You've been losing touch
With the things you have
Living in the past, yet again
Disoriented by all the words you said
Push away all the things that you left
Think you saying things you really don't mean but
You smile and keep on

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

Sit down and take a call
You've already sold your soul
Wishing you had some more
Time for where you are
But you

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

Say that you were fine
Say that it's alright
Earnest all the time
But you listen to sad songs all the time
Though you never really say
You're fine alright

fine//alright

What was it like?
Collapsing every-time
You had sublime and divine
In your own life

I know there's no price
They call it free will in this time
Roll my soul up in cloud nine
But make sure it doesn't get too bright

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Nobody's alive
Nor they got motivational drive
Something we all need to revise
Don't rely on your device
You should have pride
Don't be so dry
People will come and see you shine
Trust yourself you'll be just fine

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Oh this might take
Your lows away
The one thing you still have is your brain
Just believe me
The world is overthinking
Nothing has to feel like a dream
Just need a way that we can feel free

Sorry I don't know what you think
You see my face, but can you read me?
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
I can't stand on my feet
I just wanna be free
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see
Oh, oh I don't know how to see

How To Observe

i have no idea why this exists tbh

from like 2020 or 2021

my submission for https://soundcloud.com/artbyform all nighter 7

linktr.ee/distant_

Late nights
All the shit that we did just to waste time
While we fuck around, running out of daylight
Didn't care about our problems at the same time
It just felt right

I tried forgetting every night
Its kinda hard to know you’re running out of time
Tired of the future always on my mind
Don't want to say another goodbye

Why are days becoming such a chore?
I can’t find what I'm looking for
And all I want is just a little more
Why can't I just feel the same way that I used to before?

So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days

Now I feel so lost, all the time
Iterations of these choices, can't decide
But forget my fears, who am to say what I believe is right?

I always had the time
But that shit ain't worth a dime
The days seem to pass right by
And I’m just left behind

Why are days becoming such a chore?
I can’t find what I'm looking for
And all I want is just a little more
Why can't I just feel the same way that I used to before?

So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days
So I’ll ditch my old ways
And I don't care what you say
Can I just go my own way?
And forget the old days

forget the old days

ly clear, listened to this banger so i had to remix :3

@clearlew

clearlew - overthinking (shameless. remix)

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out in the deep waters you keep all of your secrets
far from me, and i cant keep on hoping you'll return
and in the past i didn't feel complete
now i know why

i'm cold without you here
constantly filled with fear
and you promised you'd stay near

so where are you now 
i don't know how i managed 
to let you go
live out on your own
and ive traveled the seas
but there's no sign of me 
or you
or where you've gone to

and its cold without you here 

so cold without you here

and its cold without you here

and i know, that you're gone
never to be found
but it's hard to break free
without you here, it's hard to breathe
feels like the waves are crashing in

and its cold without you here

how come you promised you'd stay near
where you now
i don't know how i managed
to let you go

live out on your own
once again 

yet i swore id protect what i had left
and now i have nothing
and its cold without you

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Without You Here (w/ N33T & pooki)

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written by charlie kurata
produced and performed by duumu

Paralysed

music for the future.

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The Way I See

Astrale

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