also, i disagree with it being egotistical, the fact that a song means so much to you and that its a song you created with your own hands means you should feel proud of what you were able to do

this part sounds like a nice cup of coffee in the morning

ngl this entire EP has just felt like a representation of the absolute and the imperfect, rly neat, I might read the doc when I finish exams since it seems rly cool :)

My purpose is fulfilled
I now leave this world to its own device
My host is freed; I worry not of her ambition
She has proven herself as a god of the cosmos, and will manipulate it according to her desire
I trust she will not abuse her godhood
However, in this end, I must take up arms as my enemy before me
My watch will spread the void

My existence is now only to prevent the rise of another tyrant.

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If you're interested in reading the full story, here's the link to the google doc. I spent an unholy amount of time writing this, so please do read and enjoy my depressive writing.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1N99zaF-jDuL10rHT63n9Nq6dE-YZrSAE_c88Csb_2Ro/edit?usp=sharing

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Decay closes the EP in reflection. Again, read the story if you want the full explanation of feeling. But, I'm here to talk about my life and this song's influence on me. Like Broken, this song was improvised. I wrote it during winter break of my senior year of high school. Out of everything I've created in life, and out of everything I've done so far, this song means the most to me. Really, I mean it. I feel like it's a bit obligatory for me to be sappy, considering how many times I've cried myself to sleep to this song. Yeah, it's egotistical, but it has so much meaning to me. It's the solemn embrace of the future, and the acceptance of change. It's moving on from mistakes, and looking forward to making more. And really, it's an Ode to the End of a life I once knew. I wasn't ready to be an adult; when I wrote this, it was 4 months away from my 18th birthday. So much has changed since then, and nothing will ever go back to the way it was. I don't want it to, though. As sad and scary as it is to move on, everything has its melancholic end, and this song gives me the solace I want in those moments.

Thank you so much for everything. Regardless of who's reading this, whether I know you more than you know yourself, or if you're just a number added to the play count, you mean the world to me. Thank you for listening to this project, whether you only listened to one song once, or all of them all the way through on repeat for hours.
So thank you, and may the end become as beautiful for you as it's become for me.

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