I’m so scared of what’s real 
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel 
I will try until I’m good enough 
I will die before it’s good enough
I will die, I will die 

There’s a flaw in my vision 
But I love you more than anything 
I make patterns form nothing 
I’m reminded how wrong I can be 

Don’t you sleep
You’re the worst 
I can’t do this anymore 
It hurts, it hurts 
And I hate how you make me feel 

Every night I try to keep you off my mind 
You’re just like a parasite eating from the inside 
Every single night and day I push you away 
But you make me feel alive 
And I couldn’t hate you if I tried

blush (asya)

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