Mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/phatetopic
(Lyrics)
Don’t even, 
Wanna look you in the eyes,
Don’t weep, just frown, 
I’m who really let you down
As if you were apart of the sounds in my head,
Thoughts of you in my bed, 
Now it’s something I resent,
Cause I asked a question (that I knew)
That, I knew, 
Wouldn’t make sense to you , wouldn’t make sense to you(I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew, I knew, I KNEW)

I’m sick in the head,
Nothing that you said,
Would change me of my ways,
I’ll stay the same

I’m sick in the head,
Nothing you have said,
Will change me of my ways,
I’ll stay the same

I’m sick in the head,
There’s nothing that you said,
That could change me 
Change me

Which eye do you look at when you look at me? (prod.Melatheprod)

Mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/phatetopic

Lyrics: 

What if it was all a dream?
A fictitious thought bleeding through the seems
Maybe this wasn't meant to be
But she was the one for me
Yeah I'm letting go, as reality
Starts to become unreal to me
Perhaps that's why it's getting harder to breathe

What if it was all a dream
A fictitious thought bleeding through the seems

What if it was all a dream
Like what if by that this was too perfect to be
Like, maybe I'm just not meant to get comfortable 
In this reality, maybe in another we could still be
Maybe in another there could be a future

In which we live and die by, a three word lie
A three word lie, (lie) a lie

I hope you look upon our memories fondly, (fondly, fondly)
As if it wasn't all for nothing, (nothing, was it all for nothing)

Even if you forget me, 
my essence will greet you the same way you left me, 
left me, left me, left me, in a dream
A dream where we could be carefree, 
As the world around us, falls into, uncertainty.

The dream (Prod.Phate)

Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/phatetopic
Lyrics: 
Leave me like you love me
As if this means something 
I just want to be felt
I'm in my own hell
But you're here too
So is this heaven?
Is this heaven?

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Im trying to fall in love with you
As if this love is true
If it's overdue, will you return to me?
Alone in my company

Does it bother you? That I can't feel 
Anything, anything
But when you're next to me
I feel everything
I feel the wind pass, I feel your gaze

I wanna go back, to those days
 Is it wrong? Is it wrong?

I don't know

Driving to a place
Where I can belong
Where I can blast our favorite song
And hear your voice sing, as if you're next to me
When I'm alone with this thought, you're right next to me

I can't help this
I can't help it

Why am I, Why am I, Why am I

So selfish, so selfish

A poisonous thought to ruin sleep(prod.count)

Mixed by https://soundcloud.com/phatetopic
Lyrics

Somehow, 
this tune,
makes more sense to me than it will you,
but I like that, 
when you think about it,
is energy created?
When you feel emotions that grow faded, 
when you think about it,
thought is both created and destroyed, 
when you think about it, 
don't fall off the edge,
 with the thought still in your head,
you don't have to feel so alone,
I know I know I know,
you don't have to feel so alone when I'm next to you
why do you always feel like (feel like)
I'm just tryna shower in your light,
why do you feel like,
we have to be so deep when we speak?
why do you feel like,(feel like)

When you think about it (prod.melatheprod)

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Lyrics: 

I've been, getting higher on the weekends
So high I can't feel when the week ends
So I blinked and saw it change seasons
I can't really say I've been living

The present's consumed my attention
No thought left to think on a message 
In the past tense

Why plan ahead 
If it's already so uncertain
When I feel like it's over 
I'll close the blinds
And the curtains

Drugs have me swerving, 
Breathe in and out, 
Breathe in and out
Breathe in and out of past times, 
Need more wine,
Need more wine in such a slow life
In such a slow life 

I've been, I've been,
I've been, getting higher on the weekends
So high I can't feel when the week ends
So I blinked and saw it change seasons
I can't really say I've been living
No, I've been dying, on the inside 
On the inside

You haven't crossed my mind in like three weeks
If I could have the time back, If I could have the time back,
I'd probably still lose sleep over you, knowing you
Knowing it's true, knowing it was you

H̶̡̛̜̰̖̗̪̙̼̖͕̜̺͇͇̳̀͛͑̑͌͆̒̆͆̍͋́̋o̵̲̯͍̝̤̯̼̭͙̳̐̆̍̓͆̌͐̀̽̓̚̚͝͝ͅw̴̼͖̙͚͍͚͍͑͗͂̈́̃̃̊̏͑̃̓̐͂̾̚ ̶̧̱̳̥̣̘͉̣͈̖̾̋̔̎͂͋͆̂̈̔͊̃͗̚d̵̤̻̲͍̩̻̼̋̒̅͛̉́̈́̑̐̏̑͂̈̈́̕͝͠͠ͅớ̸̢̪͓̎̀̌̀͑̈͆́́̐̆̒͆̕ ̴̟̩͈̖̞̺̦̗̺̱̎̽̍͋y̸̧̮̹̺̌̽͐͂̂͗́̈́̓͂̕͝o̴̢͈͔̖͆͊͊̊͒̂́͘͝ŭ̶̡̧̩͈̞̤̱̝̖̦̼̠̮̲ ̸̪͇̤̺͕̬̳̖̰̱͖̗̠̳̰̫̓̈̄̎̔̽͗͛s̵̛̞͖͓̩͎̬̲͎̠̹̱͙͇̻̃̽̒̓́̋̔͆͂ë̷̳̝̻͎̜̰̥͕̺͇̳́̀̚͜e̸͔̾̋̄̂̀̈́̕͝ ̶̬͕̙̥͚̎̇̀̉̈́͒́̓̒̀͘͠͝ͅt̶̤̺̙͍̗̏h̴͍͎͙̺̗̣͎̘̾́͑̉̈́̎͂̉͒́̂̾̃͘̕͜͝ḗ̶̛͉̰̗͕̬͖̱͔̯̥̟͇̥͈̜́̆͒̆̽̀̋͛̀̓̎͗̐͜ ̸̬̋̈́͒̏́̊̓͆̾̓̾̊̀́̈̕͘͠w̶̧̹̟̗̪̞̗̙̤̟̘̅́̋͐̍̌̆̕͝ͅò̴̡̯̙͖̖̣̝̗̘͂͂́̌̿͊̔̈́̓͝͠r̶͎̙͔̪͙̲͉͖͎̰̗͎͐l̶̫͎͊̌̓̈́̀́͊̕̚̚ͅd̷̘̜̣͓̠̺̰̬̬͎̟̖̱̖͇̙̾̚͠ͅ?


 "By looking in íts space"


B̴̟̖͔̩̫̔̿̒̈́͂̽̀̚͘ý̴̳̱̬̖̝̟̔̌̈́̀̐̄̒̿̅̿̑͊̐̕̚ ̷̜̜̙̲͍͓̜͕͉̳͚͍̠̅͜l̸̛̛̙͒̂̓̉̄̋̀̈́̿̋̒̔̚͘͝͝ͅơ̵̺̓́̇͋͂͒̔͋̍͌͐͒̾̀͊̽̕͜ͅơ̸̙̍̒͛̏̈̋͂̆̅̀͊͗͂̚k̷̗̤̪̓̈i̷̢̛̖̊́̏͗̍̈́͋̾̅͗̑͐ǹ̸̳̥͙̍̑̓̓̌͆̎̉́͆̈́̚͝g̸͕̦̈́̈́̍̃͗̏̐̏̆͂̕͘͝ ̵̨̨̛̣̟͈̜̅̀̉̎̇̇͌̃͌͊i̷̢̘̖̻͍̻̤͚̞̓̏̑̐̈́͋̌̈́̏̏͆̀́̈́̌͝ņ̸̛̥͔͇̦͓̳̲̙̄̈̓̌̃̃̑̅̽̀̕̕͜͝͝ͅ ̷̦̮͖̦̩̈̏̑̀͗̄̉̿̆͑̈́̒͊͌̀̚͝͝i̸͖̬̪̻̻̯̲̣͎̳̮͎̩̺̣̰̗̰̿̀̏̓̇̅͆͌̌̏t̴͓̟̮̙̺̥͔̖͉̜̭̉͌̽̿̀̽͗͌̒̕ŝ̸̢̱͉̺̺̭̣͍͉̳͙͉̠̰̣͎̍͐̀̉͋́̚ ̶͈͙͌̈́́̏̚͜s̵̢̢̧̼͚̣̜̺̜̳̙̱̘̘͒̈́̒̽̆͋̉̈̚͝p̶̨̛̜̙̠̪̱̺̟͉̑͂̿̏̓̓̿͘ä̴̯͔̼̙̞͙͓̗̤͙̼c̸̨̛̱̮̮̩̦̜̦̙̲̜̒̆͗́̔͒̈́͒̈́͑͒̉̈́̎̇͑̚ͅe̷̢̤͓̙̠̠̺̪̩̰͚̣͒́͗͊̀̔̽̋͝͝͝͝

Uncertain (prod.SpriteWRLD)

mixed by https://soundcloud.com/phatetopic

lyrics

travel, travel, travel 
travel, travel, travel 
travel, travel, travel 

with your friends,
but you still feel so alone,
travel as far as you'll go,
like it or not, this place is not home

I know you, I know you
I know you try to kill your feelings with a question
is it me or am I Missngi the message
I know, I know, I know
yeah I know, I know, I know 

it's me, (it's Missngi) that's the issue (it's Missngi)
these drugs that I abuse (it's Missngi)
don't help, with the way(it's Missngi) I feel

I, I feel used, I, I feel used
I feel used
why should I still care (you're never there)
why should I still care (you're never there)
this place is not home (you're never there)
this place is not home (you're never there)
this place is not

Home(prod. micco.)

Beat by : https://soundcloud.com/saint-urya?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

MIxed by : https://soundcloud.com/phatetopic?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Lyrics : 
All to often i have wondered 
If my future is another’s 
I hear dreams of making money
As if being broke is ugly

I think that this life’s a joke
Fuck your judgment
Cast your stones
sick of living lies to cope

I’m not better off alone

Leave a message 
But you wont
You’re as present 
As the snow
Not in my life 
but your own

Never picking up the phone 
Never answer when they text
Always drowning in your bed
Mixing sheets with the stench

Not of blood but of sweat
Now you think you're better off dead
Beat the bottle yet again
Smoke it off and then pretend 

You're fine

I know exactly how you lie
We do it till we think that they're convinced
And Then cry

Look at me 
I'm so free
Barely 19 
People younger than me 
getting shot by police 

I don't watch the news
It's been raping my feed
I was trynna buy a gun
in 2019
Momma Said if I get stopped 
I'm not dumb enough to breathe
Ain't no tossing back and forth 
I'll fuckin shoot em through the door 
Watch the blood spill and pour
Hope she's calling in some more

Fuck

I'll admit that was kinda dark
lost the spark in my heart
Don't know where we are
I'm a mess in my head 
you don't know me yet
Try my best not to fret
Am I better dead

Am I here are you there
Do you even care
Is it fair that I stare 
Even through your hair 

See a pair 
Sitting there
 but you're not aware

Can See the eyes 
Of my mind 
never wonder why

If this life was a lie 
Why be mad when I

Kinda Mad About It (prod. saint urya)

Thought is both created and destroyed when you think about it.

MISSNGI

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