miss u

raised by internet and exposed to porn and gore at an incredibly young age

and being influenced by "goodness" though the definition of "good" varys across millions of very different ideas, and on the internet everyones new idea of good is constantly screaming at you


(lyrics)

eyes witness gore at like 10 or 11
and Im still thinking bout my first isis beheading
and I want to go back and tell me, quit that
go play with your hoodlum friends and play catch
a developing mind seeing a suicide for the first time
and its its like I cant sleep for the next few nights
and now the darkest subjects of reality
are now in the palm of your hand aint it lovely?

[chorus]
tell me whats troubling
tell me about the sins of today
and why I am the problem
tell me why Im awful
and tell me why its normal
tell me what to say next 
just let me feel embraced and
let me feel safe
tell me what to think
just let me feel free
from the world you created to scare me
and I could never bring myself to talk about it

the end

Microsoft Raised Me

369GOD

My hands keep telling me, the end is near

Dorian concept-Yamaha CS01

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

song for girl

disassociatin' on the beat like yuh

lots of new zebula comin soon, getoutofmyhead was first, now this one with the homie ly on vocals. please presave!

disassociate

sweet

Precious time
So long so far
So much ahead of me
This unsettling peace
Could not recall

As the time pass by
I won’t need to try
Faith is not aside
Knowing i’ll seen the light

Everything i haven’t put into text

Zeventien jaar

prod. by Marlow Digs

https://www.youtube.com/@mpchead

Twitter: https://twitter.com/DrinkinH20

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Nice to meet u | prod by yungspoiler x rjpasin

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miss u

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