Floating In The Sea (Prod. withlovealecs)

Produced by Alecs Wardlow-Parham
Guitar by Alecs Wardlow-Parham

Thinking Of You (Prod. withlovealecs)

Lyrics

Hidden among the shadows and watch the light cast its first stone. 
Lie and wake with the monsters you made a home. 
Scared of this old age I'm scared of growing old. 
Years seem to slip past my fingers like waterfalls as I'm watching my dreams build a home. 
When did I lose my innocence, I thought I built my life on stone. Hidden among the shadows I roam. 
 
Left by the grace of God, who am I.
A mortal against these unholy odds, 
deliver me from heaven into the flames of all my scars. 
Breathe deep, breathe heavy, exhale the past, and find yourself again.

All I want is you 
All I want is you you you 

Meaning

This was written a month ago, and i was extremely focused making this record, the song is about my battle with depression and suicide, that's why I’m saying I’m hidden among the shadows, watching the light cast its first stone are people coming into my life giving joy. But Overnight that you go to sleep or wake up your still with those same monsters they never leave even when your watching your favorite tv show THAT 70’s SHOW. So you get scared of the world and yourself, you think fuck i don’t want to live like this my whole life. So when you first became depressed, the years seem to go by quicker and when you look up you hope you didn’t lose it all. you hope and pray that you still have time to build those dreams because you see everyone else doing it so easily. and your vices get out of hand and make you feel even worse of a person, so your innocence that you held so close is gone people tell you to get over it and grow the fuck up, all of your hobbies and things you loved that you thought was built on stone crumbles and turns to dust. so you start to embrace the darkness, the fucked up thoughts.

When I was young I wanted to be an angel and bring joy and happiness to the world I wanted to help as many people, and i did as i grew up but some things hit me and left me hurt, scars couldn’t be healed and you feel as if your higher power or god has left you abandoned in the world. you feel like you don’t know who you are anymore. So you prayed for this dream to become a Musician and an artist when you were really young. But you go through hell to get there, you feel like these things are unholy and to powerful but you get over them and grow stronger with your darkness. so you pray again and you grow. You grow tired again and the scars make it hard to move, you take a break to rest and find who you are again, and think of the past and exhale that, and get ready to transform yourself for the next adventure 



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