ATTN original: Monsoon
Written by: Tianna Drew

Lyrics:
Been here so long, I almost forgot how it hurts
An ache in my soul that I can't control, let it burn
Oh, when will I learn?

We hold the pain that they cause us, it lingers around like a drug
When we do the bidding, lord knows we will, why don't it hurt us as much?
Maybe it does

You crashed into me like a monsoon
With your wind and your waves
Nobody prays for a storm like you
Still here we are soaking wet, not taking cover

Our love is like summer, beautiful and bright
Your kiss was thunder on a stormy August night

Why'd you choose me to tell all your secrets to
Oh, I knew better, and I still danced with you
Oh what did I do?

You crashed into me like a monsoon
With your wind and your waves
Nobody prays for a storm like you
Still here we are soaking wet, not taking cover

Think of all we might have done if we'd never seen the sun
The day it all came crashing to the ground
The storm is gone and your still here the rain whispers in my ear
The thunder in my heart's the only sound, yeah

Our love is like summer, beautiful and bright
Your kiss was thunder on a stormy August night
On a stormy August night
On a stormy August night

Monsoon (Acoustic) (demo)

Written by: A Train To Nowhere

Lyrics:
There's Bacardi on the floor
From a party 3 months ago
And I've been feeling pretty bored
For the last year or so
So I turn the TV on
I guess that's just life

And I've been trying to guard my heart
From the honesty
And unwind the yarn
Of these darkened dreams
Throw my shit out in the lawn
Start all over

I never thought I'd be one of the broken ones
But I'm starting to think everybody is
I never thought I'd be one of the lonely ones
But I'm starting to think everybody is

The coffee tables getting full
That I got from grandma’s house
And she's getting pretty old
Having trouble walking now
And the house got sold
Along with those memories

You just try to get along
Everyone's the odd man out
Find yourself a steady job
40 years and you're on the outs
When the money's all gone
And the world's on fire

I never thought I'd be one of the broken ones
But I'm starting to think everybody is
I never thought I'd be one of the lonely ones
But I'm starting to think everybody is

Ooh oh oh
Growing up ain't what it seems
Ooh oh oh
Living life in front of a screen

I never thought I'd be one of the broken ones
But I'm starting to think everybody is
I never thought I'd be one of the lonely ones
But I'm starting to think everybody is

I'm Starting To Think Everybody Is

I'm Starting To Think Everybody Is (Demo)

Written by: A Train To Nowhere

Lyrics:
I’ve been drinking what else is new
I’ve been thinkin, thinkin about you
Won’t you tell me, tell me, my baby
What I’m supposed to do

‘Cause I’m out here wondering
No I don’t know, don't know anything
And I want you next to me
And what you want is a mystery

I’m stuck, stuck on you
I don’t know what to do
I’m stuck, stuck on you
Tell me baby if we’re through
Until I know I’ll be stuck on you

Listen I know it’s easy to pretend
I don’t exist if you have a girlfriend
But last night you Muddied the Waters
Tell me, help me comprehend

I’m stuck, stuck on you
I don’t know what to do
I’m stuck, stuck on you
Tell me baby if we’re through
Until I know I’ll be stuck on you

All I want is an answer
All I need is a clue
All you give me is sweet, sweet, nothings
Are we through?

I’m stuck, stuck on you
I don’t know what to do
I’m stuck, stuck on you
Tell me baby if we’re through
Until I know I’ll be...

Stuck

Stuck (Demo)

Written by: A Train To Nowhere
Lyrics:
If I called you my friend		
Would it hurt you just a little?
If you saw me with him
Would it feel like a knife, would it kill you?

‘Cause it tears at my heart when I think about her, and
I know we’re apart, but we should be together

I wish I could be happy for you
But there’s only so much I can do

It sucks to know what I know
To keep it bottled inside
I can’t escape from you   
No matter where I hide
   
Would you know this was about you 
If you heard it on the air?
If I showed up at your doorstep	
I don’t think you would care

You don’t make me feel loved, but you make me feel alive
I wish you’d just get into your pickup and drive

I wish I could be happy for you
But there’s only so much I can do

It sucks to know what I know
To keep it bottled inside
I can’t escape from you
No matter where I hide

Yeah I know I should be happy for you
But what the hell am I supposed to do
After all we’ve been through?
		            
It sucks to know what I know
To keep it bottled inside
I can’t escape from you
No matter where I hide
		     
It sucks to feel what I feel
To keep the lid on tight
You’re everywhere I go
I dream of you at night

It sucks to know what I know  
To keep it bottled inside
I can’t escape from you
No matter where I hide

I wish I could be happy for you
But how can I be happy for you

I Wish I Could

I Wish I Could (Demo)

Written by: A Train To Nowhere
Lyrics:
I love the way that you hold me, Baby
All through the night
I love the way that you know me, Baby
You make everything right

I love the way that you take me
To places I ain't ever been
I love the way that you make me feel like
I’m never gonna win

I just can’t move on
I just can’t say goodbye
You know my love’s so strong
It's keeping me alive

I love the way that you move me, Baby
Make me lose all control
I love the way that you use me, Baby
And I just can’t say “no”

I love the way that you tell me
Just how I should feel
And I love how you’ve shown me
A love that’s really real

I just can’t move on
I just can’t say goodbye
You know my love’s so strong
It's eating me alive

I love the way that you touch me, Baby
When you come home late at night
I can’t get enough of you, Baby
Even when you wanna fight

I love the way you chill me
Right down to the bone
I love how you kill me with a
Fire I can’t leave alone

I just can’t move on
I just can’t say goodbye
You know my love’s so strong
It's keeping me alive

I Love The Way

I Love The Way (Demo)

Give Me One Reason
Written by: A Train To Nowhere

Lyrics:
Give me one reason why I shouldn't love you
Give me one reason why I shouldn't stay a while
I know you're hurt, but let's make it work
Unless you can give me one reason why
Why I shouldn't love you

You say that you're broken
You can't take no more love
You've just had too much heartache
From the man you thought was 'the one'

But I've seen the way you look at me
So I'm asking you one more time
before I leave

Give me one reason why I shouldn't love you
Give me one reason why I shouldn't stay a while
I know you're hurt, but let's make it work
Unless you can give me one reason why
Why I shouldn't love you

You happy you're lonesome
And you just don't need no one
You hold on to those moments
'Cause there ain't no more gonna come

But I've seen the way you look at me
So I'm asking you one more time girl,
let's make some new memories

Give me one reason why I shouldn't love you
Give me one reason why I shouldn't stay a while
I know you're hurt, but let's make it work
Unless you can give me one reason why
Why I shouldn't love you

Give Me One Reason (demo)

JASAY (demo) by A Train To Nowhere
Lyrics:
Karaoke in that little town		
You walk in with her and I want to down		
Every drink in the bar		     
To forget who you are
		       
Borrowed a shirt, wore your favorite tight jeans
I shook it a little when I walked up to sing 
I knew I had your eyes     
You cannot not disguise

I never believed in soul mates, but I know you do
So maybe in another life it’ll be us two
But I know you love her     
So here’s just another      
Song about you
		
When you kissed me outside I said you're insane		
You lean in close, whisper my name 	
And squeeze my hand (f*you)
I’m in your command again

I never believed in soul mates, but I know you do
So maybe in another life it'll be us two
But I know you love her   
So here’s just another	      
Song about you
	         
It didn’t take us long to fall apart 
Even though you broke my heart	
I let you back in any time you wanted…

I never believed in soul mates (but I know you do)
Maybe in another life (it would be us two)
I bet you never think of me (but I always knew)
I loved you (I loved you) I loved you (I loved you)
I know its sad to need what I never had
But I know you love her    
So here’s just another      
Song about you

JASAY (demo)

Lies (demo) by A Train To Nowhere
Lyrics:
It's an addiction
Devouring fiction
History proves it's gonna eat you alive
Your evading
Is nauseating
The bottom line's gonna cut you like a knife

He's not the one that got away,
He's the one that left
You're not loving with your whole heart,
You never had one to begin with
You didn't let your guard down
He's not gonna call
She didn't know you best,
She barely knew you at all (lies)

Truth is, it's unwise
To tell lies, little lies
Unwise to tell yourself lies

It's astonishing
The dishonesty
Your brain tells your oft-broken heart
It's bittersweet
The self-deceit
Won't be long before it tears you apart

He's not the one that got away,
He's the one that left
You're not loving with your whole heart,
You never had one to begin with
You didn't let your guard down
He's not gonna call
She didn't know you best,
She barely knew you at all (lies, lies)

Truth is, it's unwise
To tell lies, little lies
Unwise to tell yourself lies

You're delusional, no I won't sugarcoat it
Truth be told, you already know it
So listen close now, before it's too late
From someone who knows there's no such thing as
Fate...

He's not the one that got away,
He's the one that left
You're not loving with your whole heart,
You never had one to begin with
This time won't be different
If nothing else has changed
You're not gonna fix him
How else can I explain?

Lies (demo)

By: A Train To Nowhere
Lyrics:
Sure, he texts me once in a while, and
He certainly can make me smile, and 
He's been my rock in times where I was 
Broken and Alone
And yes, he holds a beat-up part of my
Tired, ever-loving heart, and
He's someone I can still talk with
For hours on the phone
But you're the free space in my brain
The one who drives me insane
The only one that I write songs about
The one I couldn't stand to live without
You're the only one who does what you do to me
The only one, Baby
Why can't you see?
He and I have history, and 
I bet you that he'd die for me, 
We've been through hell
We've fought our way through
Bright and burning flames
But I'd never let him pull these stunts
The way you just put up a front, no
I'd never in my life put up with
Him playing your games
But you're the free space in my brain
The one who drives me insane
The only one that I write songs about
The one I couldn't bear to live without
You're the only one who does what you do to me
The only one, Baby
Why can't you see?
I wish that I could do something about it
I wish that I could break free of your spell
I wish that I could find a way around it
I guess I'll have to settle for this hell
'Cause you're the free space in my brain
The one who drives me INSANE
The only one that I write songs about
The one I never want to live without
You're the only one who does what you do to me
The only one, Baby
Why can't you see?

Can't You See (how toxic this is)? (Demo)

What is wrong with your heart of ice?
You say you love me but you don't play nice
Leave me here while you walk away
If you can't think of a reason to stay

How many times have you said to me
I'll be the one to set you free?
I'm walking on ice

They said I'd hate to watch you leave 
Their wicked words I won't believe
Said you'll be back but I'm no fool
We both know you don't play by the rules

How many times have you said to me
I'll be the one to set you free?
I'm walking on ice

Now you're here who would've guessed
It's time I got this off my chest
Been burned too many times before
I can't do this anymore 
I can't do this anymore!

How many times will I be left behind?
I've got a feeling you’ll be just fine
How many times have you said to me
I'll be the one to set you free?
How many times will I be left behind?
I've got a feeling you’ll be just fine

I'm walking on ice

Walking On Ice (demo)

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Lyrics:
I wish you needed me more than the times when you're alone
I spend my nights constantly hoping you'll pick up your phone
I've heard it before "don't know what you wear that for, you're beautiful as you are"
But perfume doesn't run when the tears start to pour

Waded through shades of gray and fell behind
I don't want to fade from your mind

When you smell Dior
I hope you hit the floor
I hope flashes of my face
Come crashing through your brain
Like waves crashing into the shore
When it hits your nose
I hope that time slows
I hope blood rushes in
And the flood makes you spin
Like the wheels on your truck in the snow 
That's all I hope for
When you smell Dior

I sit at the bar, no trace of you around and
I drain my whiskey and watch fleeting love waltz around our old town
I don't feel the cold in my high heels and your old sweater
Still frozen in time, still strung out and stressed out
I know, I know better 

Waded through shades of gray and fell behind
I don't want to fade from your mind

When you smell Dior
I hope you hit the floor
I hope flashes of my face
Come crashing through your brain
Like waves crashing into the shore
When it hits your nose
I hope that time slows
I hope blood rushes in
And the flood makes you spin
Like the wheels on your truck in the snow
That's all I hope for
When you smell Dior
I hope you hit the floor
I hope that you crave a
Fight, or a last taste of me
And the perfume I wore
When it hits your nose
I hope that time slows
I hope blood rushes in
And the flood makes you spin
Like the room where we took of our clothes 
That's all I hope for
When you smell Dior

A Train To Nowhere

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