drawing of us

thinking of you

lo-fi sample called I give up
one of my favs

I give up

PTSD

backbone

sunrise

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now that we dont talk (prod.raspo)

last song for awhile, personally worked hard on this one and its my fav by far :)
prod by. cxrter
lyrics:
i feel lost inside my soul i feel my heart is burning
look into the mirror i see everyone im hurting
suicidal tendencies i think im fucking learning
that love is real its so surreal yeah my stomachs churning
tell me that you love me while you look into my eyes
ill be grateful when the time has come to my demise
say that im the problem girl  its you that i despise
you broke my heart and stabbed me until i was paralyzed
i gave you my all and i gave you my very best
got so many memories and stuff that i regret
every singe night i stay up in my bed depressed
cheat on me and dump me yeah my whole life is  a test
i wish i found somebody that just loved me just for once 
staring at these pills while im holding on a gun
i used to have friends that liked me now i aint got none
wish i had someone to hangout with maybe just one 

i feel lost inside my soul i feel my heart is burning
look into the mirror i see everyone im hurting
suicidal tendencies i think im fucking learning
that love is real its so surreal yeah my stomachs churning
tell me that you love me while you look into my eyes
ill be grateful when the time has come to my demise
say that im the problem girl  its you that i despise
you broke my heart and stabbed me until i was paralyzed
i gave you my all and i gave you my very best
got so many memories and stuff that i regret
every singe night i stay up in my bed depressed
cheat on me and dump me yeah my whole life is  a test
i wish i found somebody that just loved me just for once 
staring at these pills while im holding on a gun
i used to have friends that liked me now i aint got none
wish i had someone to hangout with maybe just one

Lost.

everything we had.

lyrics: 
yeah, crying and bleeding i struggle in pain
why do i wanna die every day
without you here im never okay
i know your gone but im here to stay
stay up till dawn im feeling depressed
think about you and then i get stressed
i can not sleep yeah i can not rest
give u my wishes i wish you the best
wanna rewind yeah i wanna go back
tell me whats wrong and what do i lack
i thought we dated but we were just friends
why does it happen again and again
look in my eyes girl what do you see
you were the one and we're meant to be
you cut me open and left me to bleed
left me to cry and left me to weep
i really loved you i really tried
until this day i still wonder why
u said forever but u fucking lied
dont wanna die live but i dont wanna die
i really loved you i really tried
until this day i still wonder why
u said forever but u fucking lied
dont wanna die live but i dont wanna die

my reason.

prod. mist3r
lyrics:
woke up this morning ur scent still in the air
empty sheets beside me wishin you were there
scrollin through our photos cant help but smile
but it fades away knowin that its been awhile
late night drives talkin bout our dreams
now its just silence girl and broken themes
you said that wed make it through thick and thin
 ive been here im still wondering where u been
maybe one day ill see you again
but for now ill just play pretend
that your still here holding me tight
whispering sweet things all throughtout the night aye
so ill keep writing all these lines of pain
hoping one day ill feel whole again
but until then ill just remininse
on the love we had and the shit u did

scrollin through these messages
i prolly shouldve never kept
all of  these relationships are
hard and harder to protect
everytime you leave me
slowly wont be able to accept
you start to lose interest
and get mad here comes the disrespect

like it or not
but ima need you next to me
i know we fight
but you'll never be my enemy
i know you dont like me right now
i need you next to me
i could have you wearing the crown
like heaven's next to be

even though you hurt me 
id be runnin to you pronto
if your worried bout it
we wont ever skip the convo
im losing interest
dont worry bout it, thought so
think im good at singin
even when i might be off note

listen i know
that you don't like me
but maybe just for once
you could invite me
even tho we date you always
leave me out
so i'll cope inside my room and hide behind the clouds

i hope that you die (ft. thekidazzy)

prod by "beats by hills"
lyrics:
I'm losing interest in you girl
you were my everything my world
hope ur okay and ur doing well
you never loved me i can tell
i wanted you but you don't want me
feelings are falling like autumn leaves
told me u love me u wanted to leave
i wanted u, i wanted u with me
why did you have to leave me all alone
don't want nobody to hit up my phone
slitting my wrist and im cutting the bone
hiding my feelings i don't wanna show
staying with u cuz i don't wanna leave
u are perfection i wanted to be
look in my eyes girl what do u see
hand on my neck cuz i cannot breathe
i don't want nobody i want you
are you seeing what i go through
my death is coming i know soon
i wanna be with you please stay boo
why did you have to tell me all these lies
aint coming back yeah this is goodbye
broken apart and you stab with a knife
tell you im good i tell you im fine
why did you have to tell me all these lies
aint coming back yeah this is goodbye
broken apart and you stab with a knife
tell you im good i tell you im fine
why did you have to leave me all alone
don't want nobody to hit up my phone
slitting my wrist and im cutting the bone
hiding my feelings i don't wanna show

my world.

prod. boyfifty
lyrics:
why am i always thinking about u every day
i just wanted u here in my arms loving me for the rest of my saddening days
all of the times i tried killing myself but i never did it cuz im not that brave
i wanna die 
girl can u just hold me close and tell me that i will alright
every night i just cry
i hope when i kill myself you'll be alright
i wonder why im still alive
slit my wrist with the blade that i kept on those nights that fly by in the dark fucking sky
i always think about death and i think about you whenever you lied 
overdosing like every day with the pills that i take in the hopes that i die
i hope that your happy your with someone else cuz right now i don't have no hope
i wanted you here but your gone and that real but i know you have someone that heals
vent all my pain in these raps but i know you don't care how i feel
whispered you hate me and that was the thing that made all my pain revealed

hope when i kill myself you will be there
to cherish your eyes and ur green blank stare
i wish that it wasn't so clear
to see you just leave me alone with a rope to my throat while i jump off the chair
taking these drugs to the face every night i feel great i feel fucking lucid
your fault that you lead me years upon years then you told me to just fucking do it
look at me struggling holding the weight and u leave with a punch to my stomach
i hope that your glad that im not in your life im a burden to every person
every day i was crying and down but you never helped when i was hurting
saying goodbye with no text or a kiss but for me girl you are still worth it

you're my everything.

prod. Bad Vibes Forever
lyrics:
blade in hand i just wanna go back
i just wanna go back to the old times that we had
when we loved each other i just wanna go back to that
i just wanna spark up my spliff smoke and relax
it was nice knowing u but i gotta move
all the fucking memories we had i will lose
stayed up every night waiting for u until 2
first date i loved u since i still love u boo
i still wanna stay but i don't wanna move on
every single day all u did was lead me on
last time ull see me is when im dead and gone
i thought we would last it was lasting so long
how would i know that you were gonna leave 
pain and agony is what you fucking did to me
thought we were together and i thought we were a team
blowing out my brains don't wanna see u in my dreams

blade in hand i just wanna go back
i just wanna go back to the old times that we had
when we loved each other i just wanna go back to that
i just wanna spark up my spliff smoke and relax
it was nice knowing u but i gotta move
all the fucking memories we had i will lose
stayed up every night waiting for u until 2
first date i loved u since i still love u boo
i still wanna stay but i don't wanna move on
every single day all u did was lead me on
last time ull see me is when im dead and gone
i thought we would last it was lasting so long
how would i know that you were gonna leave 
pain and agony is what you fucking did to me
thought we were together and i thought we were a team
blowing out my brains don't wanna see u in my dreams

hate being alone.

prod. capsctrl
lyrics:
ive been so wasted every day just been the same
pray to god the plug gon answer cuz i needa numb the pain
roll a blunt backyard watch the smoke evaporate
i been blowing out the stress wit every puff that i take
world full of hate
im just tryna spread love
found no way to escape 
fell in luv wit the drugs
sparking up a joint and im rolling up a blunt
bipolar waves hittin i aint feel myself in months
still depressed off the bars think ill finally give it up
in my head off one 
i took 3 im throwing up
but its all gon get better
once im finally out this slump
poppin 5 o 5s got some oxy chop it up
i cant deal with my anxiety got xanax on the toungue
and ima keep it going till my body giving up
aye ima keep on going till my body throwing up aye
aye ima keep on going till my body giving up aye

ive been so wasted every day just been the same
pray to god the plug gon answer cuz i needa numb the pain
roll a blunt backyard watch the smoke evaporate
i been blowing out the stress wit every puff that i take
world full of hate
im just tryna spread love
found no way to escape 
fell in luv wit the drugs
sparking up a joint and im rolling up a blunt
bipolar waves hittin i aint feel myself in months
still depressed off the bars think ill finally give it up
in my head off one 
i took 3 im throwing up
but its all gon get better
once im finally out this slump
poppin 5 o 5s got some oxy chop it up
i cant deal with my anxiety got xanax on the toungue
and ima keep it going till my body giving up
aye ima keep on going till my body throwing up aye
aye ima keep on going till my body giving up aye

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues

bipolar waves.

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lyrics:
yeah
taking all this alchohol ima sip it all out 
i aint wanna leave u but i wanna leave this town
i been feeling down but im tryna go up
i aint care about u only care about the drugs
wanna be alone can anybody take me home
suicidal thoughts so im cutting to the bone
therapist dont know that im cutting every day
girl you broke my heart why the fuck i wanna stay
henny got me faded i been thinkin bout you
memories of happiness and what u fucking put me through
i been feeling high every time i snort lines
sitting in my room yeah ill be alright
i be feeling worthless every time a girl leaves
always smoking on a blunt oxygen i never breathe
i been tryna cope alone but im getting tired of this
every time i think about you i just sit here reminisce

aint nobody fucking with me i been doing it myself
saying that im fine but im really needing help
always feel low but this weed got me high
life aint shit but im here floating by
always tryna talk but u don't wanna converse
why you being shady got me trapped inside a hearse
i just wanna chill yeah i just wanna vibe
waiting for your message ima wait all night
i don't wanna leave you but you wanna leave me
tell me why the fuck i love u but u never loved me
thought u were the one i been lied to again
please take me home i just want it all to end
i aint want the drama i just want my peace
talkin on my name boy yeah i got the beam
mind kinda crazy put this gun to my head
walk into my room and you'll see me there dead

(yeah i aint do nothing wrong tell me why i still got feelings)

take me home.

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lyrics:
Late night calls 
With a pretty girl i like 
She lies awake 
In silence 
While I'm sitting by the mic 
I see her in my dreams 
Tbh i don't mind 
A girl like her 
Is truly really hard to find 
I've been searching for a love 
Truly one who replicate
I've been searching all my life 
If I'm dead she resuscitated
Drowning in my problems 
But i don't plan to solve em 
Learned to suffocate 
So I'm chillin at the bottom
I tend to sit alone
In my head 
Thinking bout the past 
And people who are dead 
Late night tripping 
Bout something that i said 
I want her by my side 
Deep asleep inside my bed 
One call away 
If your overthinking bae 
I won't do much 
But I'll listen watchu say 
I'll be waiting for that text 
Saying that you need my help 
I promise ima stay 
If that's truly how you felt

Yuh, I been down a dark path i just wanna cope alone
I been calling every night Ur never picking up the phone
I don't got no friends so im smoking up here on my own
Why the fuck you mad at me baby please watch Ur tone
Always tryna call back
You just wanna leave me here
Never felt loved 
But it happens every fucking year
Tell me that you love me can you say it in my fucking ear
Crying every night can you ever not see my tears
Crack of dawn im still up making all these fucking songs
Left me here alone but you were in the fucking wrong
Coping by myself i been rocking at the fucking bottom
Suicidal thoughts so im sipping out the henny bottle
I'm still waiting for you don't know why the fuck i got still patience
Medication wit addiction feeling like a fucking patient
Pouring up my cup but i think somebody must've laced it
Shawty why you tripping why u being so fucking complacent

Late Nights. (ft. EyeBagz)

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lyrics:
yeah in my mind i dont understand
why did you leave i still cant comprehend
every single memory is in the past tense
i still need you every day in my fucking hands dam
i still need u here
i still love u babe dont i ever make it clear
i still want u by my side but u dont seem to listen
why the fuck am i so down im so pessimistic yeah
in my head again
no one really cares bout you in the fucking end
no one really cares about you till ur dead and gone
so i guess ill find out when my heartbeats stops
i still want u close
but why the fuck i am so ugly everybody knows
venting all my thoughts down but u dont seem to care
seeing u with him i still cant bare it

Lost In Time

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lyrics:
its getting hard to breathe 
its getting hard to sleep
i still cant believe that ur not next to me
its getting hard to cope cuz im losing all my hope 
im rapping kinda slow cuz im tying up this rope
i think u already know where im about to go
thinkin suicide wit this gun to my dome
what the fuck is wrong with me im no one im alone
im walkin by myself with no one on this empty road
this song goes to my family and friends and for my bro
people tell me why im sad i tell them i don't know
pain inside my chest that i cant keep inside or show
broken hearted deep inside im on my fucking own
pullin out my razor and im cutting out my throat
but i gotta resist the urge imma have a smoke 
smoke a little dope im getting high up off the chrome
i wish u would've stayed with me forever on the low

its getting hard to breathe 
its getting hard to sleep
i still cant believe that ur not next to me
its getting hard to cope cuz im losing all my hope 
im rapping kinda slow cuz im tying up this rope
i think u already know where im about to go
thinkin suicide wit this gun to my dome
what the fuck is wrong with me im no one im alone
im walkin by myself with no one on this empty road
this song goes to my family and friends and for my bro
people tell me why im sad i tell them i don't know
pain inside my chest that i cant keep inside or show
broken hearted deep inside im on my fucking own
pullin out my razor and im cutting out my throat
but i gotta resist the urge imma have a smoke 
smoke a little dope im getting high up off the chrome
i wish u would've stayed with me forever on the low

Lonely Road.

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lyrics:
every day i still wish u were there i still wish u were here and i don't understand
why did you leave me i don't know the reason but ill wait here every night in my bed
yeah i still love you and i still mean it i wanted you here in my arms so close
taking my razor blade onto my wrist cuz i still be feeling depression im low


Look at me now
broken in pieces 
and i cant live without 
you're hand on my heart 
i turned into stone
got left in the dark
got left in the depths of your pain 
now i float to the stars 
it's all your fault 
buried in lies 
and i can't restart 
i look to the sky when i feel i miss you 
i look to the ground 
when i know you don't

Trust is my flaw, You Told Me you loved me
Couldn't believe it, cuz you didn't trust me 
Did everything, even gave you my love, while hiding my pain, but was it really all lust?
you walked out the door but i begged you to stay
arguing in ya bedroom, pleading for change 
told me you loved me, sun and the moon is us
but the ground, is where i will stay

Broken4Ever (ft. EyeBagz & B4ake)

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap
lyrics:
how can you love me i dont get the point
wanna get high so im smoking a joint
empty thoughts cuz im just a void
just move on i know im annoying
i aint need no one im healing alone
think about you when im hitting the blow
my bedroom is where i call home
we dating but u aint been callin my phone
im always smilling but im always sad
said that im leaving and you were glad
abusive household i hate my dad
member when u left me it was bad
remember when u said that u were leaving
stuck in a time lapse feel like im dreaming
if i was holy then why i see demons
xans in my hand i wont be breathing
dont feel alright
i just wanna vibe
hop in a benz well go for a ride
cuz u told me i was ur ride or die
please dont lie i wanna feel fine
late midnight wed look at the stars
growing together but falling apart
id do anything for us to restart
that wont ever happen im lookin to far

how can you love me i dont get the point
wanna get high so im smoking a joint
empty thoughts cuz im just a void
just move on i know im annoying
i aint need no one im healing alone
think about you when im hitting the blow
my bedroom is where i call home
we dating but u aint been callin my phone
im always smilling but im always sad
said that im leaving and you were glad
abusive household i hate my dad
member when u left me it was bad
remember when u said that u were leaving
stuck in a time lapse feel like im dreaming
if i was holy then why i see demons
xans in my hand i wont be breathing
dont feel alright
i just wanna vibe
hop in a benz well go for a ride
cuz u told me i was ur ride or die
please dont lie i wanna feel fine
late midnight wed look at the stars
growing together but falling apart
id do anything for us to restart
that wont ever happen im lookin to far

Right Place, Right Time.

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lyrics:
taking a break from the stress 
cause honestly lately been acting a mess
acting a heathen 
you hate when im breathin 
cheat on a bitch two times 
1 more now were even 
hole in my chest 
hole in the ground 
lay my body to rest 
smoke in the night 
tend to end wit a fight 
the smokin been the dimmin the light 
says its not you, its me 
then moves on to the next guy 
i wanna say hi 
goodbye 
you love me for me 
but eventually 
your gonna fall out
pull away
then your sparks gonna die 
gonna do my shit right 
ima real mf 
just being myself 
I'm alone till i die 
tired asf 
your the main fuckin reason i wanted to die bitch

girl why did you lie
saying im fine but im never alright
why you still up in my mind
aint got a purpose so ima just die
why do i still wanna try
leaving me here while im dying inside
knew that you hate me the look in your eyes
i thought you told me that you were my wife
just wanna be here alone
i aint got no one that call up my phone
wanna call someone my home
always get left here on my own
when your alive they don't give a fuck
but once you are dead they start showing love
crazy when you die they give a fuck
but don't wanna care when Ur alive that's tough

Myself. (ft. EyeBagz)

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap
lyrics:
Ever since the age of 10 i been so depressed
You can let my body rot and just leave me here to rest
I just wanna die cuz im just a waste of space
LSD in my room cuz i wanna be erased, yeah
Let my wrist seep until im in a bloodbath 
And I'm tying up this rope cuz i wanna die fast
Do this shit myself i don't need no one by my side
But this skin is not for me is this life really mine
You aint need a bitch u can do that shit urself
Diagnosed with depression that's the cards that i been dealt
You don't need a bitch to make u happy give her wealth
Find the things that make u happy like I've fucking done myself
You can do it on Ur own just listen to what i say
You can still make money and stay in Ur own lane
Cuz it took me so long i was tryna find my place
With this girl that i loved she was stuck inside my brain yeah

Talkin to the devil, sleep paralysis uh
Always got in trouble you can smell the cannabis
I fortify my walls started tally's on my wrist
Counting days until i drop till i leave and go anonymous
Lay there in a coffin
Black rose opt in
See you in my prereferral haunted house knockin
All these insecurities pile in my attic
Overflow my cup self control is all i got bitch
Step up from the mist and i make my Prescence known
Keep on countin all my sins bitches know i cant adobe
But i don't feel a thing cuz she turned my heart to stone
I'm done with all your games, people know that we are grown

Skin. (ft. EyeBagz)

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap

HellBoy (ft. EyeBagz)

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Somebody Else

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prod. Siah
lyrics:
i been talking to the clouds i been flying outer space
tryna make us work but i needa find the time of day
wanna find love but i have to find another way
friends with the moonman suddenly im okay
wanna find the perfect girl and hope that she works
i dont wanna leave again i dont wanna hurt
anybody in my life im done ive done the work
tryna find a girl every day i never learn
i just want sum peace lay in bed and think of u
think about surviving in the future if i do
seeing stars off the xannys ill be seeing space
memories of u i always hold i cant erase
everyday i sit alone think and remincise
think about our future think about the shit we missed
everything we coudlve done together we aint it
talking to the walls until i see the orbit

love will be the death of me.

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap #antipop
prod. Mist3r
lyrics:
I got some problems stuck in my brain
Watching my life just go down the drain
Ice on my wrist and im cutting my vein
Watching u leave but i want you to stay
Talking to people but im still alone
Nobody's hitting me up on my phone
Abusive parents inside of my home
A lonely road im stuck on my own
Got people i talk to but we not friends
Missing your voice and the touch of your hands
Wanna go back to the time back then
Tell me bout your day and tell me how you been
Say that im good i say that I'm fine
But in reality I'm not alright
I been so down like every night
I'm just a burden to everyone right
You never cared cuz you want me to go
I guess I'll dip but i still want you though
Seeing me drown im watching u glow
Love is pain so imma die slow
Days go by and i still think of you
I'm never enough but im still here boo
See you from heaven ill talk to you soon
Don't think ill live so ill come to my doom

I got some problems stuck in my brain
Watching my life just go down the drain
Ice on my wrist and im cutting my vein
Watching u leave but i want you to stay
Talking to people but im still alone
Nobody's hitting me up on my phone
Abusive parents inside of my home
A lonely road im stuck on my own
Got people i talk to but we not friends
Missing your voice and the touch of your hands
Wanna go back to the time back then
Tell me bout your day and tell me how you been
Say that im good i say that I'm fine
But in reality I'm not alright
I been so down like every night
I'm just a burden to everyone right
You never cared cuz you want me to go
I guess I'll dip but i still want you though
Seeing me drown im watching u glow
Love is pain so imma die slow
Days go by and i still think of you
I'm never enough but im still here boo
See you from heaven ill talk to you soon
Don't think ill live so ill come to my doom

love is pain.

#sadrap #hiphop #hiphop&lofi #electronic #trap #jazz&blues #blues&rap #lofirap #lofi #cloudrap #hiphop&rap #blues #r&bsoul #lofi #lofi&hiphop #lofirap #antipop
prod. SADDIEBOI
lyrics:
Buried in the ground steady taking all these xans
Wanna hang on the rope until my last breathe
I'm going through pain but i don't wanna let it 
Get to me but its hard solve it all with my death
Buried in my coffin down 6 feet
Alone on my own you aint ever hear me weep
I'm up every night you aint never see me sleep
OD on the pills and my heart stop beatin
Cuttin up my wrist and the blood start seepin
Edge of a bridge and I'm boutta leapin
9mm and my brains start leakin
Midnight thoughts wit the demons im seein
You aint gotta go why you gotta keep leavin
A waste of space, not a human being
Don't wanna be here but i don't wanna die
Cuz im up every night all i do is just cry
Left me alone girl why you gotta go
Don't got shit left i be down on my own
You aint seeing me lie you a lying ass hoe
Don't have anyone no friends that i know
Hide my scars i aint never let em show
Fuck everyone and fuck all my bros
Cuz no one was there when i was at my low
And fuck you too, you took everything i owned

walk away. (slowed+reverb)

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prod. R.L.BEATS
lyrics:
please dont call my number i dont want u on my phone
im unloved and abused i still do it on my own
i knew that you never luh me i remember you i know
i been taking different paths i still dont know where to go
in life im a mess in my head i feel so low
i been trying cope alone so im sniffin on the coke
if u didnt want me you coudlve told me then id go
cuz everyone is fake i dont trust no one ur a joke
stayin up till dawn i be vibing in my zone
depression is a sickness guess i caught it im alone yeah

please dont call me.

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prod. Mist3r
lyrics:
thought that i would get another chance but i blew it
saying that your sorry all the pain i been through it
time to go our seperate ways but its really tough
holding both your hands while we look up at the sun
now were both apart and we forgot about each other
i still got nobody but you have one another
im a lost cause but i hope your pulling through
everyday i cherish all the memories of you

every time you told me that you loved me i belived it
it was all for show you never cared you didnt mean it
but ill always love you until the end of time
watching all the stars while you kiss me say your mine
i know that theres others that i could be dating
but we had a strong connection everyday ill be waiting
your gone but im here your forever in my heart
all the times you ghosted me i knew wed grow apart
i dont got much to work with i only got this music
and a couple other friends but maybe im just lucid
sit up in my bed bumpin powfu and unwind
im really not okay but i always say im fine

your gone but im still here.

Pain Never Ends. 17
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