A cover of “I Exist I Exist I Exist”
By Flatsound


Baby please
It's the way you speak
Forming words so easily
And I think of the way you think
It keeps me from falling asleep
In that grave I call a bed
Until you called me up and said

"I haven't stopped crying
My father's been drinking
I need a place to stay
I don't want to be here
He's saying the words that
He promised he would never say
That liquid he consumes
Makes him speak the truth"

And I said "No, it's not that at all
It's that bottle of lies for a troubled heart
It's standing on the edge of a mountain top
Screaming anything he wants
Like, "Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me”
Because I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist”




I wake up in the hallway, I'm looking for sunlight
With rays that will cure me of the pain that keeps my lungs tight
Ignoring the voices and feelings that tell me
To get out of this house
I can't make them stop
I'm just like my mom

And you said, "No, these demons will fall
You're so precious to us all"

And I said, "I, I can't do this alone
I still need you to hold

So don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go”

'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid”

“So don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go”

“Because I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist”

I Exist I Exist I Exist

High

Pretend

Black Phone 2 (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)

Ruinous Dream

Gwen Follows Cal

Who Is This?

Hope

Dead Calm - bleed (instrumental)

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
tags



Loving Machine

Cigarettes Out The Window

Broken Girl

August 10

Cal

Atticus Derrickson