thank you for all the mothers that inspired me to write this song.

cougar

All my friends yelling at me to join,
And I'm like, "No, I'm busy (I'm busy, I'm busy)."

I cannot lie, I just wanna sleep,
Forgot I got LSD'd (Yeah, yeah, yeah).

Broke so many promises,
Don't forgive me (Forgiving, forgiving).

Happy birthday to me, oh my God, I'm so happy! (Not happy, not happy).

I'm gonna die so soon,
I just know it.

Can I learn from you?
Can you show me?

And I get frisky all the time,
I got no mind to find.
Oh God, I keep losing track of time,
Notifications on my phone are just too much for my eyes.

I turn on DND and go to sleep,
I wake up bad and then repeat.
My body cannot take this heat,
It's just too much, I admit.
My ego's fucked, but you can fix,
I laugh too much, you make me sick.
We dance like birds and then we sing,
They don't like us 'cause we exist.

Been changing personalities,
Like I have MPD.

All these strangers asking me,
"Is your voice always like that?"

notifications on my phone

poison

so why are you so

even dark knights have dark nights

post ovulation clarity

i like shit films

male moaning

she my heaven on earth my h.o.e

this song does not sound like you

2g4y

pussy from a girl that drives a miata

manresa castle

on that cokit shit

lyrics:
can you kiss me through the night?
whats the point of talking if your not changing your mind

could we lie in bed and talk?
kissing after dinner oh
i cannot do it without you

this music reminds of
our story when we were soft
suddenly every page was about you

i don't really care (i cried to god)
i still blame myself its all my fault
for you i am fragile
break me and live for a while

i know it'll pass but its heavy

i don't really care (i cried to god)

shoegays

lyrics:
"with this ring, I ask you to be mine."
take me 
will you?
save me
can you?
i yearn for you

i watched you changed into your bloody gown
you sound so pretty saying our vows

i'm obssessed with your look right now
voices telling me to calm down

i cant breathe
i cant see
i feel the pain
when i hear your name
i feel the pain

(scream lmao)


idk what i was yapping about in the beginning

heartworm

lyrics

stop playing with me
i said stop playing with me
i said stop

my bitch trynna start a fight, yah
you'd think it’s a videogame
you know we're getting much older
this ain’t no videogame
these fights are never over
why am i the one to blame?
don't play with me
i'll show ya
this ain’t no videogame

fuck you
i got all my dogs out and they barkin' at you
put a fence up, but you always try to jump thru
got ptsd trynna fix you
i can't fix you, baby

so fuck you
spent a lot of money just to get to know you
i know you're trash, but i found ways to love you
i dumped your ass when the lies came through
are you bulletproof? pewpewpew

can you walk away?
i can walk away
so i'll just walk away
so i walked away

got these feelings in mind
i just washed away
got these thoughts in my heart
i just kept at bay

UGH!, cannot go outside, i see you creepin'
can you get outta my business
hitting up my line asking who my girl is
didn't i block you five or more times? you've got an illness

my bitch trynna start a fight, yah
you'd think it’s a videogame
you know we're getting much older
this ain’t no videogame

fuck you
i got all my dogs out and they barkin' at you
put a fence up, but you always try to jump thru
got ptsd trynna fix you
i can't fix you, baby

cannot feel the love
i don't understand why you fuel the fire
why do you always start the fight
no one wins everyime
it’s game over



lyrics:

last december
you were layin on my chest
i still remember
i was scared to take a breath

didn't want you to move your head
we were both hanging by a thread

how can we go back to being friends
when we just shared a bed?
how can you look at me and pretend
i'm someone you've never met?

this is casual
and i know it's my fault
i made it personal
and now i'm at a loss

i'm holding it too tight
while you let it go

i knew from the get-go
we wouldn't work at all

how can we go back to being friends
when we just shared a bed?
how can you look at me and pretend
i'm someone you've never met?

i see the devil in your eyes

last december

lyrics:

these people be talking a lot and i just wanna know
are you my friend do you love me or i'm just a fool?
i wanna celebrate new years with you
do you wanna fall in love so soon?

you saw my flaws
you didn't judge me at all
i'm losing my thoughts
i can't help writing these songs

i yearn for you
i'd cry for you

selene
i would point this gun at who's trynna hurt you
and wake up each morning next to you
i open up my heart it's all for you
you can take or leave me anyway you choose

selene
i yearn for you
selene
i wanna celebrate new years with you

selene

lyrics:
You were gone before we knew it,
Left me with these scars that I’m still getting used to.
I was tryna make you stay, but you were moving past,
Now I’m here alone, left with all the aftermath.
You were gone before we knew it,
Now I’m stuck here tryna find where I fit.
I was tryna prove we could work, but you didn’t see the risk,
Now it’s just me and this.

You never said goodbye, you just let it fade,
Like all the time we spent was just a game we played.
I tried to fix it, but you shut the door on me,
Now I’m outside looking in, just wanting more.

You didn't care for the love we built,
You didn’t fight at all.
I’m stuck wondering where I went wrong,
But I can’t change the past — the silence feels so long.

I gave you everything, but you walked away,
Now I’m standing here, with nothing left to say.

You were gone before we knew it...
Yeah, you were gone before we knew it.

You were gone before we knew it,
Left me with these scars that I’m still getting used to.
I was tryna make you stay, but you were moving past,
Now I’m here alone, left with all the aftermath.
You were gone before we knew it,
Knew it.

gone before we knew it

lyrics:

Woke up late, still made the day mine
You were the weight I dropped in real time
I used to chase ya like rent on the first
But I swear now your name just don’t hurt

Told my friends you were different — dumb
I was high on delusion, numb
Now I dance in my room with the blinds all shut
Screaming, “Damn, I dodged a bullet, what the fuck”*

You were smoke in my lungs,
Pretty but poison
I was stuck in your run
Now im fine without it    

You did me a favor, I ain’t even mad
I found peace in the wreckage, and a brand new bag
Got a new cut, new jeans, new feelin’
Can’t lie, heartbreak’s got me real appealing
You did me a favor, girl, you really did

I stopped trying to figure you out
Some people love you better when you're full of doubt
I gave space, gave time, gave grace
You gave half-truths and a poker face

I made excuses just to make it fit
Shrunk myself just to deal with it
And I kept calling that love for a while
Even when it hurt more than it made me smile

But I’m not angry, I’ve just outgrown
The version of me who felt alone
Thank you for the silence, now I fill it loud
Every step away from you, I feel proud

You were smoke in my lungs,
Pretty but poison
I was stuck in your run
Now I’m fine without it

You did me a favor, I ain’t even mad
I found peace in the wreckage, and a brand new bag
Got a new cut, new jeans, new feelin’
Can’t lie, heartbreak’s got me real appealing
You did me a favor, girl, you really did

I can’t deny I loved you
But I won’t lose me again
Gave too much to prove it
Now I don’t need to pretend


atticussy

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