all my friends are dead, push me to the edge.

Chill Vibes 2017

All credit goes to artist.
-http://user-999.bandcamp.com/album/intermission-111



Study

LIME-LIGHT (PITCHED-DOWN)

heres a new song i finished today. probably not the best mixed, but im happy about this track

Lyrics

Build a wall and youll discover
How empty the space can get, why did you bother?
She's over there with the others
You taped your lips and now you cant say that you love her
Oh how you love her
Oh yeah you love her
Just say you love her
You know want her
This wall kept you from reaching her 
You wanna feel her
You can see her
You have you done to her?
You have you done to her?
Why did you hurt her?
Why did you hurt her?
Why did you hurt her?

Wall

NOW AVAILABLE ON EVERY PLATFORM (SPOTIFY, ITUNES & APPLE MUSIC ETC)

Hello!
Here's a new beat/track I made. It is heavily sampled from the musican Jakk./Jakkdot, you can find his work here:
https://vine.co/JakkStuart & @jakkdot

The End (ft. Jakk.)

imagination

It's been a weird day, just wanted to get some shit off my chest. Thank you all for the support it really keeps me going some days

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/slominu
cover art by @chriswrightotj
mixed by me

Lyrics:

Most of my friends?
Shit...
They wanna kill themselves 
We only got one life so I'm just tryna live it well
See most of mine so far was spent inside afraid of failure
I've got such few stories to tell I feel like a failure
And that's some real shit, but god damn it's about time
Needed that knock down to realize I ain't even tried to fly yet
Stuck on auto pilot
Flipped the switch and said fuck being comfortable, that's a waste of time
Bro I'll gladly fuck with you as long as you not wasting mine, like some people
I told them fucks see you later
I gotta go I aint waiting
Watch em dry up like raisins
I swear this life is a babe and I keep my bitch wet 
These days aint got time for no games, but I'm spitting game making plays while you on the benches
I wanna be unsure, wanna grab life by the horns and try to hold on
Rapping through the muthafuckin roof until the flow gone
I'm so gone
Been ridin through these city streets
Tryna stay a busy bee
We not thinking bout the cannots just possibilities

and most of my friends
and most of my friends said that's silly b

Most of my friends?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGaWGaAKEFY

bicycles

live on spotify : https://open.spotify.com/album/46NBBPMqrf3OmkBi2I9c14
vocals by @love-sadkid and @typo_17117

listen on spot :)

wait ft. love-sadKiD, Typo (now on spotify!)

It's My 19th Birthday :) so here a lil gift for y'all. This just a throw away though, more on the way.

Like, share, comment all that Jazz.
thank you 4 all the support so far. 
Shoutout Mac // Dilla 4ever.

mixed by @whyandotte

Follow me on all Social Media: curtistootrill

Black Boy Joy (A gift 4 y'all)[prod. J Dilla]

Lyrics!

[Verse:]
Yeah 
We walk the yellow brick road 
But click your heels three times you see we will never get home
I told em Todo ten toes will never anchor your soul
Ankles touching in some red bottoms eventually gets old
And so you fill you tin can thinking you made a ten man
But all you got was hollowed out without a brain to withstand 
All the Stans think you the man and you begin to expand but your lack of courage left you lion (lyin) knee deep in the sand
I mean
Receive what you can
I see uncertainty in your smile 
Better be careful with that shit 
Keeping the peace is not as easy to post an emoji kiss
Nah
Yeah
You been coasting on soberness 
And I see it
You rolling over for no one
I see it 
Yeah 
You been folding over and over 
I see it
Yeah
Poker clover been blowing smoke and your ace in the hole has dug itself six feet deep
And I see it
 
[Bridge:]
And I see it
There’s something about that smile 
You been faking for a while
I just want to know if some of you is open for some time
I can see you cry from that mask hide behind
But stars align and asteroids fly when all you do is smile

[Pre-Chorus:]
Are you running from
Are you running from it 
Are you running from it I just want to know
Will I see the Summer sky 
(Will I see the summer sky)
Been here so long my tears run dry
(Tears run dry)
I realize that there can’t only be me

[Chorus:]
I wanna be
Closer, closer, closer
(Aye, aye)
To you
I wanna be aye
Closer, closer, closer
(Oh woah)
To you
I wanna be
Closer, closer, closer 
(Oh, oh)
To you
I wanna be aye
Closer, closer, closer
To you

Closer (prod. By Aso)

Here's a lofi song about how I feel now that I'm homeschooled, the verse is dated but it's definitely the title track for my album Homeschooled
The art by the lovely @chrosky the mix by the lovely @polearm and the beat too!!!

Homeschooled (prod. Halberd)

new song with https://soundcloud.com/luvbirdbeats featuring  https://soundcloud.com/theeli-noir <3 both of these people are my very talented friends and i am so happy to be releasing this with them :) enjoy!!

lyrics:

Place yourself in my shoes 
I’m so tired
Of this abuse 

I’m always running
Running from every problem that I have
And ain’t it funny
I act so nice but really I’m just fronting 
I don’t want it
All these thoughts attacking me all at once
I feel it coming
Darkness is consuming my happiness 
And I just wanna lie here yeah
It ain’t no use I won’t deny it yeah
I been deafened to what I’m talking bout yeah
I speak the wrong way
My mouth only ever opens to spit the wrong thing

I like to say
Time isn’t timeless
But every rhyme is in common
This Grandfather would sing if big ben gave him a sonnet 
I know
My rhymes are cryptic 
They’re for me and I barely get them
But this pen and pad in my solitude lays clear my thoughts of pensive be
Havioral inconsistencies I constantly battle within 
This paper wet with blood I constantly drain in this pen
Flame to the kin
Of Noir’s claim to the sin
Of having this blessing from God
And then laying waste to a hymn 
He’s bent 

I’m sick and tired of it 
But I know nothing will change about me
I’d risk it 
I’d risk it all
To change

I’m sick and tired of myself 
I’m sick and tired 

And I really hope you feel me
Yeah I really hope you feel me
Ain’t no other place I feel safe 
But here

support!! 💖

tired. w/luvbird ft. Eli Noir

LYRICS: https://genius.com/Budah-romantic-runaway-lyrics

SHOUTOUT @sheffdan FOR THE FEATURE YOU KILLED IT 

PROD BY: @medicatedbeats

MIX BY: @polearm

COVER BY: https://twitter.com/tele_jelly

Most of my friends?

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