Me and my friend Ryan put together a silly little rap for our physics teacher Mrs. Fay to show her how much we love her. This is that song! I hope yall enjoy it!
Thanks, from your everyday silly head, James.





edit 5/25/16 
n ah we was just real high

I Am Above (For Mrs. Fay)

Sleep Instrumental

[inconsolable
on my way to hell
wasted all my life
on this pain unfelt

inconsolable 
ive wasted all my breath
and everything i know
is pouring from my chest

everything is fine

inconsolable
taking what i find
smoking cigarettes
to try and ease my mind

uncontrollable 
stupid greed of mine
wishing for the stars
to grant me all their light

everythings fine
everythings fine
im crawling out my mind
are we running from time
time we live and time we die
im stretching out girl
im bursting at the seems

inconsolable
on my way to hell
wasted all my life
honest pain unfelt

inconsolable 
ive wasted all my breath
and everything i know
is pouring from my chest

smoking cigarettes
to try and ease my mind
im inconsolable

wasted all my breath
everything i know
is pouring from my chest

im inconsolable
on my way to hell
ive wasted all my life
pain unfelt

im inconsolable
ive wasted all my breath
everything i know is pouring from my chest]

Not going to lie, I got really fucking high while I was upset and wrote this.

Inconsolable

Fine

[coffee grows on white oaks, surrounding
while your breath stains the glass, astounding 
tied up tongues buried deep six feet below my knees
as your crutch I stand here shaking

Sleeping
Teething
Stealing
Meaning

falling back to the past, allowing
locking palms, falling leaves, counting
on one hand what I have, on the other what I need
empty space in my head pounding

Leaving
Keeping
Freezing
Weeping

don’t make a sound
I can’t feel this anymore
snared in my hands
bleeding

Healing
Fearing
Being
Breathing]

White Oak

(Thank you to all who have listened to this song over all this time, it means the world to me.)

Took a lot of courage to upload this. No edits, all improv. Sorry.

[i was visited by an angel
she walked past me as i was playing bass in the stairway
i swear i could feel her
as she clenched her fists and thought 
its been way to long since ive touched those lips 
so she came back my way
she had nothing but a frown to face
she gave me a grin and i swear 
my entire world erased

she said ive been thinking a lot about you 
and i couldnt muster any words out of my 
stupid fucking mouth but
i nodded my head okay
and she turned away
she went the other way

since that day ive been having these dreams 
these nightmares that i only know as nightmares 
because i see your face 
and were together again 
and youre holding my hand 
and youre caressing my face 
and i cant stop dreaming about these 
heavenly places that you brought me to 
one day is just to much for me to face]

Angel

[i want to be weightless
suspended in air
everythings clear now
and im in fear

if were being honest
here
im just a bit tired
of having to feel

it takes time to heal

i want to be holy
i want to be pure
abandon this body
though the sky might drop me

stretch out my muscles
pull me apart
look whats inside
i'm scared of whats behind these eyes

i think im crazy
maybe]

Weightless

Because the version I wanted to upload got deleted.

[do you still think of me
when youre dreaming
is a buzzing
under your feet

when you grow tired
and are lying in bed alone
is there a longing
you feel for my soul

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake

do you still think of me
when youre trying to fall asleep
without me

do you long for my body
or teardrops on car seats
while talking
do you miss my coughing

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake
did you love me 
were you afraid
of what would happen if you stayed

and are you ashamed
are you more or less okay
were you sick of my hands shaking
every time that you were speaking
do you miss me
with wide open teeth
the sky trickled in flames
as tears stream down my face

did you love me in the same way
that you promised to stay awake]

11-8-15

[fiending smiles collapsed under feet
my closed eyes swallow me

little child do you hear me
ive been smiling so lonely

and ive died
blurry eyed

with blurry eyes ill smile
take these lies and make them mine
ive been lost for so damn long
that i cant help but take
a good long pause
id went and id talked
and youd took all my love
now im lost

these blurry eyes still smile]

11-17-15

3-13-15

[ive been sitting around 
lonelier than ever before
nothing can calm me down
so i smoke too much and lie my face down

snow reflects my chin
i cant let the sun in
can you feel my pulse
i cant feel anything at all]

10-7-15

[how could you be so unhappy
after leaving someone like me

how could i feel so happy
being me and not using

this feeling of feeling 
isnt leaving
because im not leaving

when you smile and hold your breath
are you secretly upset

when it rains and youre scared
do you wish i was there

needless to say i have something to say
about how ive changed and why im sorry

but im still me 
and im not leaving 
for anything

when you walk away is it a mistake

when you breathe do you feel me]

10-17-15

[i like the way you hiss my name between your teeth
i like the way you steal all the covers when we sleep
i like the way you breathe out of one nostril at a time
and i like the way you are mine

i love the way we make each other feel sublime
i love the way we make each other feel alright
no matter where we go or we fear
no matter how we feel or fear a feeling

i like the way you hold my name between your teeth
i like the way we keep each other safe
i like the way we hold each other's hands
and keep each other from falling to far into the deep]

10-19-15

[did you know that i would stand here 
waiting with my arms way wide open
for longer than we both know that i should
you were a tree and i hugged you 
but you outgrew me
and now my arms cant reach around thee

i dont want to have to miss you anymore. i dont want to have to spend every single day searching inside my brain for memories that i never thought i would have to leave the first place. things turned around so quick, now im an abandoned house and my heart is an empty room. the cotton... that stayed warm for hours... and smelled of the lavender lotion you would always put on before bed. i would always fall asleep to that smell. i guess i flooded my own home.

the cotton stayed warm for hours
smelled of purple flowers
your words lead my heart to its grave

im afraid of leaving my home again
because every time i move
my bones crunch like snow

the cotton stayed warm for hours
smelled of purple flowers
your body lead my spirit away

i loved you and all your fucking stupid pride 
because it was the same as mine, but fuck it all 
its not worth the fucking trouble of being fucking alone]

11-29-15

[ill take what i have to show and leave it in the freezing snow
do you breathe in ice for your sheets so you can let it go underneath
how hard do you hold

i need a need or something
dont take me

overtake me

would you love me
with my outstretched teeth

is a chewing fiend
more than what you need

ill take away your holy 
if you let me off

ill breathe in deep]

10-1-17

i literally record made-up, improvd bullshit on my phone.

8-19-98

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