im left with no body
sick of dreaming someone
i lost my shape and my eyelids
i cant reach for the-
oh the air is so foggy
and i'm so overdone
i lost myself and my patience
just hand over the gun

https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/leash3/s-VXp1tckNU8c?si=e52ecd85336445bcae7302e235089a9d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Hand it over

it's been about three months since we last talked
i thought i'd leave a lasting mark
but you moved on faster than i thought
and sometimes i think i'm him
i still think i'm him
then i wonder where you've been
and then all my memories come tumbling down

when all is said and done
you pulled the trigger of that gun
those were my skull fragments that scattered all over your lawn
when everyone's dead and gone
i hope you'll remember this song
won't you close your sweet eyes
remember, you still hold me by the lungs

i still miss you

i feel so guilty
i tore your heart out
and i bet you miss me
but i got swapped out
well what can i say after i treated you that way

heavy tropes&ryo influence

Hold me by the lungs

Seven months was a long time ago
And I know you know that he's just for show
Seven months since I let you go
And I hope you know times been going slow

Everytime I think about it
I'll get teary eyed and I'll start to cry

So instead, I'll put my head on your shoulder
I don't have that much time
You’ve given no closure, now I’m without a spine
I feel like I serve no purpose, but I’ve been given this life
And I'll take it away using a kitchen knife

Soundcloud version -
https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/seven-months-kitchen-knife-soundcloud-version/s-L5sraSyLlVS?si=09d74e5a5e014402aece645ffe15cf3c&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Seven months kitchen knife

Kissing hand

took a trip straight down to hell
i hope u know i meant well
(and i promise im okay
its just it just its for one day)
i took a shot then and it missed u
i kinda wish i kinda wish that bullet hit u
it ricocheted and it made a hole that i can see thru
and now u mention i can see it in the rearview

my lungs stopped working
i keep lurking
can u stop video recording
ur obession is so disconcerting
i dont understand whats so important

dont tell me that im bleeding
im on my knees im pleading
i know where this is leading
just give me one day
i dont understand this feeling
this feeling is so freeing
even though i dont know the meaning
it keeps me at bay

My faustian bargain

Scissor rabbit

you scream so loud that you cough it all up
unnatural red as you throw it all up
i told you that cigarettes make your tongue shrivel up
dont know how much longer ill go i feel my legs giving up

dont downplay me
dont you feel any remorse?
youre crying on your bedroom floor
ever been vulnerable before?
think im crazy
didnt you break your closet door?
woodchips sink in through your pores
splinters eating at your core

but just for you ill stay up til my eyes go red
ill hold on hanging by your thread
ill skip my train to stay with you instead
ill leave my brain and then ill look half dead
ill stay up til my eyes go red
ill hold on hanging by your thread
ill skip my train to stay with you instead
ill leave my brain to lay with you in bed
dont downplay me
dont you feel any remorse?
youre crying on your bedroom floor
ever been vulnerable before?
think im crazy
didnt you break your closet door?
woodchips sink in through your pores
splinters eating at your core

Your hamartia

+ @lyrestill

but rest assured, ill take whats urs
theres something more
i seek support and ur falling short
want me to take u to the airport?

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
just slow down, just look around

protect my sins, i wrote a note
you took a hit, we still can't cope
you seek support, i'm on the low
but everything will never be the same again
and you're still here?
you see me leer back as im running
i dont wanna run into you
you're gonna show up again
but i dont want it
i dont want it
i dont want it because

it makes me throw up
makes my head spin
just look around
i dont wanna grow, ill scratch my dead skin off
crying in the room that u had sex in
slow down, just look around
u make me throw up, make my blood thin
look at u up and down
push me around, burn ur cigarettes into my arms
and when u show up in your mustang
oh i melt and i melt cuz i know how it felt

Bloodthinners, Pushing

from the skin of my teeth
from the skin in my cheek
the way u look makes my knees weak

ill wake up the next day in a pool of androgyny
can u explain how on ur worst days u can cry so prettily like a girl in the wind
twirl while ur skirt spins
whenever i lie, kick me in the chin
when did i become so thin

from the skin of my teeth
from the skin in my cheek
the way u look makes my knees weak
all the blood on my sheets
need to let myself breathe
he makes me seethe with jealousy

im sure youre fine, whats urs is mine
please preserve my spine, let it soak in brine
paint my nails, stab me with pins
bruise up all my limbs
play me like a game
shirts vs. skins
dont ever let me win

from the skin of my teeth
from the skin in my cheek
the way u look makes my knees weak
all the blood on my sheets
need to let myself breathe
he makes me seethe with jealousy

Sucker by proxy

Take a pill and go to sleep
Turn around and show your teeth
I don't care what the others see
Watch me hanging from your tree outside
Pocket of bliss under your sheets
Don't cry now
I found out why your so scared

Did I put you to sleep?
The better half of a week
I wont stare when you gently weep
I know you know I'm tongue tied
Ill catch you'll throw me aside
That's when I found out you never cared

I didn't plan it this way
Now I'm watching you decay
I promised that I'd keep you safe
Your guts are all over the place

Put me down
Turn around
I'm seeing sounds now I'm too scared
Put me down
Turn around
I'm seeing sounds now I'm too scared

Dozer

New mixx ++ @pianochop

Your words come right out my mouth, I said 
Look twice then give me the go ahead
Head ... ahead ... head
The madder you get, the lighter I tread
Stab through like a dagger right into my head
Well isn't it nice to take my advice

You make me feel like a boy, you make me feel like your toy
Was all of this just a ploy, was all this to make a point
No I don't mean to annoy, I always try to avoid
So hard to talk through the noise, you're always muting my voice

Old mix
https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/headache-for-the-record-books-soundcloud-version/s-ExurL6pkEkG?si=003074820bf24c9c975b3a2c9a9d9c44&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Headache for the record books

Today it is the way it is
My skin feels like silk that's about to rip
Replay your kiss all against my wish
U display and dismiss while I cant resist

If I lash out nothings personal, you don't need to know
If I come off too emotional, u can always say so

The bruise left on my neck, the scratch left on my chest
Open the door and check, no ones home

Abandoned my mirror, I'm 2 weeks in
And I cant be near her, I'm getting too thin
And I've been so bitter since that kick in my chin
U cant find a place that your always safe in
Ill cough up my lung while I feel it cave in
I'm not gonna do this again

If I lash out nothings personal, you don't need to know
If I come off too emotional, you can always say so
Ever since I got a taste of that ethanol, I've been stuck in a lull
And I got so used to following your protocol and now I'm too dull

Pivot

One my favorite songs ever
https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/cage-girl

i bite down and bite hard
wake up at the crack of dawn
don't notice, must've beat it over your head

chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
i peel my eyes open
everyone knows and nobody cares
i know it's you, cause i know how it feels
when your hands' in my hair
i peel my eyes open
everyone knows and nobody cares

i'm all dolled up for you, i'm not stupid
if you're not the hawk like you said
say it again just for me
and it always ends the same, i'm in your mouth again
i'll ride your coattails if i can't reach the rest of you

i know it's you, cause i know how it feels
when your hands' in my hair
i peel my eyes open
everyone knows and nobody cares
chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow

i peel my eyes open
everyone knows and nobody cares
i peel my eyes open
everyone knows and nobody cares
i peel my eyes open
everyone knows and nobody cares

https://on.soundcloud.com/HPjcQJLZnft57LQ5A

Cage Girl (Cover)

with any given thought, youre prone to a lot
if i must confess ur someone im not
when i try too hard to be something u want sometimes i forget that i wanna be gone

everything i told u was the same lie
every time i hold u i get the same high
everybody else wont say my name right
trust me its just me myself and my alibi

did i do something wrong were u right all along
wrap my arms with ur arms just so i can hold on
its so hard to not regret when u try to move on
put myself back together after a false alarm

everything i told u was the same lie
every time i hold u i get the same high
everybody else wont say my name right
trust me its just me myself and my alibi

Me myself and my alibi

Mixing help +@pianochop

put on an honest face, if you dont wanna stay
if you could have it would u have it any other way
laying wide awake, play dead in my mistakes
craving the crash but slamming on the breaks

every time u say that name my ego quakes, my stomach aches
try to picture it in a different frame, but only think of how its not the same

Egofest

Visualizer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO3C-tERKxM

Always passing the blame
You wanted to play that game where you act like theres nothing to talk about
Right as you called out my name, was clear all over your face
Your lovebombs are something i can live without

Looking down, I threw up
Theres a hole in my gut holding me by the neck
Looking down, I looked up
Why was I bleeding so much
You ruined my favorite shirt 
It costs like $53

Fall apart at the seams as you ruin me
Throwing rocks at your knees just to see if you feel anything

I close my eyes, you show up
Sometimes I wish Id grow up but other times it feels like its all too fast
Getting burns in the grass, just trying to make it last
It hurts but at least it lingers

https://soundcloud.com/audiachain/its-all-pale-demo/s-iWO1ajUjw8K?si=dbb984a150d64d9cb8518296547c515a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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