Steven Vellou Horne & AudioBake

Shit I Do With AI. Pretty Cool. Might Be Worth A Fucking Listen

Fuck It!

https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk

LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO THIS CRISIS OF MINE
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I’M GOING THROUGH A DIFFICULT TIME
I THINK THIS IS ANOTHER CRISIS OF MINE
PERIODS OF PEACE ARE ALL TO BRIEF
I THINK I’M GOING OUT OF MY MIND
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WAITING FOR THE LAST ONE TO END
A PAUSE BEFORE THE NEXT BEGINS
WAVES OF APPREHENSION WORTHY OF A MENTION
EVENTUALLY GET UNDER MY SKIN
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GOOD SAMARITANS ARE TELLING ME TO HOLD THE LINE
AS THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN FOR THE THOUSANDTH TIME
NOTHING THEY CAN DO FOR ME, CAN’T CHANGE MY FLAWED DESIGN
ENSLAVED BY MY INSANITY I WATCH MYSELF DECLINE
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DO GOODERS TRY TO TALK ME DOWN
I NEVER QUITE UNWIND
LIVED MY WHOLE LIFE UNDERGROUND
SINCE MY WHOLE EXISTENCE FLATLINED

Crisis of Mine

AUTHOR OF THE ART OF THE MISDEAL
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HE DOUBLES DOWN A THOUSAND TIMES
AND THEN HE DOES A U-TURN
CREATING CHAOS, WHAT A CLOWN
WILL MAGA MORONS EVER LEARN
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BLUFF AND BLUSTER, ALWAYS PISSED
ALL THAT SHIT FOR BRAINS CAN MUSTER
MARTYR TO HIS BUCKET LIST
DEAD AHEAD, ONE MORE DISASTER
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ONE MORE DISASTER
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FAKE IRON FIST HANGS FROM A LIMP WRIST
HE IS THE AUTHOR OF THE ART OF THE MISDEAL
AND SUCH A POOR EXCUSE FOR A FASCIST
YELLOW CUSTARD COWARD KEEPS IT UNREAL
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ORANGE ASS THAT MUST BE KISSED
STRAIGHT FROM THE TAP THEY DRINK HIS PISS
ALTHOUGH HIS FORESKIN STINKS OF FISH
THEY OFFER BLOW JOBS, WRIST OR FIST
IMAGINARY COUNTRIES QUEUING UP TO EAT HIS SHIT
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YOU HEARD THAT RIGHT
THIS PARASITE
THINKS HE RUNS THE WHOLE SHOW
RUNS THE USA
THINKS HE RUNS THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD
BUT THE ONLY THING HE KNOWS IS TO RUN HIS MOUTH
HE’LL RUN AMERICA INTO THE GROUND

Author of the Art of the Misdeal - Gothic Funk & AudioBake

https://soundcloud.com/experiments-in-error

Steven Vellou Horne & AudioBake

WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH THIS PENT UP ENERGY
SHOULD I UNLEASH IT ON SOME UNSUSPECTING WORLD
PERHAPS IF I WERE YOU I’D GO ON A KILLING SPREE
BUT IS THAT REALLY ME, AM I THE SORT TO STRIKE OUT AT HUMANITY
AM I THE SORT
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DO I WANT TO CHANGE THE WORLD
CHANGE THE WAY YOU THINK
MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE
OR BRING IT TO THE BRINK OF MASS EXTINCTION
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MASS EXTINCTION
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DO I WANNA GO ON ANOTHER KILLING SPREE
IS THIS THE ONLY SOLUTION
TO FLUSH AWAY THIS HUMAN POLUTION
SHOULD I SNUFF OUT THE SUN
AND FLUSHI AWAY THIS HUMAN POLUTION
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DO I WANNA GO ON ANOTHER KILLING SPREE
IS THIS THE ONLY SOLUTION
TO FLUSH AWAY THIS HUMAN POLUTION
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KILLING SPREE, KILLING SPREE, KILLING SPREE
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TORN BETWEEN THE URGE TO DECIMATE THE EARTH
OR USE HIS POWER FOR GOOD, REMOVING EVERY CURSE
YOUR GOD IS SO CONFLICTED, HE SEES THINGS GETTING WORSE
THINKS IT'S TIME WE WERE EVICTED, TIME HE PUT THE BIG BANG IN REVERSE
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TIME HE PUT THE BIG BANG IN REVERSE
THE TIME HAS COME, THE TIME FOR YOUR ANNIHILATION
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TIME HE PUT THE BIG BANG IN REVERSE
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FRANKLY HUMANKIND, YOU’RE A PAIN IN THE ASS
I CAN’T WAIT TO WIPE YOU OUT EN MASSE
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TIME HE PUT THE BIG BANG IN REVERSE
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YOU’VE BEEN ON DEATH ROW FOR SIX THOUSAND YEARS
IT’S TIME TO INTRODUCE YOU TO YOUR GREATEST FEAR
THIS ENERGY WILL CONSUME YOU ONE AND ALL
I’M SNUFFING OUT THE SUN
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TIME HE PUT THE BIG BANG IN REVERSE
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I’M SNUFFING OUT THE SUN
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TIME HE PUT THE BIG BANG IN REVERSE

Snuffing Out The Sun

https://soundcloud.com/experiments-in-error

NEXT WE COME FOR THE CHILDREN
BUT FIRST WE SEND THE PARENTS AWAY
THIS WAS NO SNAP DECISION
THIS IS ALL PART OF OUR VISION
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FIRST YOU TOOK AWAY OUR CHILDREN
THEN YOU TRIED TO SWALLOW US WHOLE
SENT THEM ALL AWAY TO A DISTANT COUNTRY
THAT’S WHEN WE THE PEOPLE LOST ALL SELF-CONTROL
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EATING US AWAY EACH AND EVERY DAY
WE WANNA LASH OUT, MAKE YOU PAY
ONCE YOU’VE BROKEN THE LAW, CROSSING EVERY LINE
FIGHTING FOR OUR CHILDREN IS NO LONGER A CRIME
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HERE TO CATCH THE DREAMERS WHO ARE DREAMING THE DREAM
FOR WE HATE HAPPY ENDINGS AND WE’RE MEANER THAN MEAN
ICE BY NAME AND VOCATION, AND ICE IN OUR BLOOD
THREAT TO NATION AND TO YOUR FREEDOM, WE ARE MISUDERSTOOD
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WE ARE NOT HERE FOR THE PEOPLE, WE ARE NOT A FORCE FOR GOOD
WE REPRESENT THE WISHES OF A VISCIOUS REGIME
OUR GOAL TO FLOOD THE COUNTRY WITH PSYCHOTIC BIGOTRY
A RETURN TO SEGRAGATION, SOUTHERN RACIST HOSPITALITY

Next We Come For The Children - Steven Vellou Horne & AudioBake

Toxic Levine

While I Was Away, the World Got Worse

The Great and Dreadful Day

Back for You

AI

Not me on vocals


Shut the fuck up

Do you not know what you say
How you give your ignorance
Away?

Shut the fuck up
Do you not hear
What you speak
Do you realize
I now see you
As weak

Shut the fuck up
Your words dont reach me
And they wreak of
The society that feeds
You lies

Shut the fuck up
Dont try to
Explain
Your voice
Only brings me pain

I don't know how
To make
It more clear
That I do not
Want to hear
You
Not now

Please Shut the fuck up

Somehow





Do Me A Favor

Cursed and Infected

Mood

Relaxation and Meditation

Death of the Literate (Common Sense Lost mix)

AI

Oh,
Whoa whoa whoa whoa
Ohhhhhhhh
Don't you know?

The ones we idolize
The ones we adore
They're just people like us
And They're nothing more
Something about them
No one wants to admit
Yeah, They're just like us
And everybody has to shit

Shit
Shit
Shit
Shit
Shiiiiiiiiiit

There's nothing wrong with it

When we see that hot model
With that perfect ass
Let us not forget
That she too must pass gas
Its not improper
And its not impolite
We all know a good fart 
Will make us feel alright

And the rich ones
they do it too
Shit stains in underwear
It doesn't just happen
To you

It happens
To the privileged
Too

Am I being vile
Do you not want to hear
Even billionaires
Get diarrhea
Even the wealthy
Think they can squeak
Out a simple fart
But when it's something else
Do they fall apart?
Do they leave their messes
For someone else to clean?
Polish up that asshole
Layer it with Vaseline

Do the rich miss
When they piss
Leave a puddle on the floor
Leave it for the cleaning whore
Do they flush
Or let someone else
Do it for them
Yes, I wonder about these things
Mental mayhem

Rich people they Shit too
No matter what they say or do
They sit where the odor lingers
They wipe, and sometimes
Get shit on their fingers
Dont pretend it never
Happened to you
It happens to
Rich people too

When we see them
On awards shows
In the audience
Every body knows
Someone there is fasting
Somebody has gas
But let's ignore
All of that
And kiss their fucking ass
You won't see that behavior from me
Because I can see
What they are
Really.

Every living thing
Shits
Ain't no way of
Escaping it
And I didn't mention it
But it's something that matters
Is that everyone also
Carries with them filling ladders
So don't ever be amiss

The ones we idolize
Shit and piss.

Yes the ones we idolize
Shit

And

Piss



Our Heroes Do It Too

AI


I feel everything but show nothing.
I smile when I want to scream.
I push people away then beg them to stay.
I want closeness but I'm terrified of it.
I blame myself for everything.
I don’t know who I am.
I say I’m fine when I’m not.
I fear being a burden.
I fall apart in silence.
I punish myself for needing love.
I hate being seen but hate being invisible more.
I don’t trust anyone fully.
I expect abandonment even when I’m loved.
I second-guess every word I say.
I isolate to feel safe but feel worse when alone.
I crave connection then feel trapped by it.
I apologize for existing.
I feel guilt for things I didn’t do.
I downplay my pain so no one leaves.
I remember every rejection.
I replay every conversation.
I absorb other people’s moods.
I pretend I don’t care when I care too much.
I want to disappear without being forgotten.
I keep quiet so no one hates me.
I fear being too much and not enough.
I fake stability to stay accepted.
I feel broken but act put together.
I never ask for help but wish someone would notice.
I survive by staying silent.




Quiet

lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/dnag3

God is very much in AudioBake's life. But AudioBake does like angry music, so there's that to consider.


Part:1
Bitch I'm moody 
Bitch I'm fucking Moody/
My suicide is gonna be televised 
Like the enterprise/
Or a wrestling fight 
No God In my Life/
Just porn and some lines 
Why there's gore in my eyes/
Like when al comes on his wife
I need space I need time 
I hate fakes I hate crimes /
But I was a fucking sinner 
No worries, I almost killed a guy/
Relax almost like the skater brand 
When I die I will be caged in hell/
I had an Epiphanie, Life is only Good after a killing spree ridiculous/
Im Hella mad 
Moody fuck the weather man/
Still a psych in my mind 
Call me leather face /
The struggle never ends
down into neather realm/
want this cage to bend 
To much rage and pain in heads/
Feel like Rachel Amber damn 
if I die with the strangest death/
Suffocating with my tail in hand
Iron Maiden fan, torture method 
Let it end strapped with a leather band 
On my neck im aroused from this effing pain/
Want to fuck the nurse in the ambulance 
Radical cum on her severed brain /
Ahh Sometimes I feel like a Fagott Bitch 
Fist fuck Anger fist with my anger fist/

Hook:
My sound is like a skullfuck 
Im insane in the brain/
My music is fucked up 
Scream in your face/
Better keep your guard up 
My sound is like a skullfuck 
Im insane in the brain/
My music is fucked up 
Scream in your face/
Better keep your guard up 

Bridge:
What a lovely day 
I carve out heart's/
And shove them in your face

Hook:
My sound is like a skullfuck 
Im insane in the brain/
My music is fucked up 
Scream in your face/
Better keep your guard up 
My sound is like a skullfuck 
Im insane in the brain/
My music is fucked up 
Scream in your face/
Better keep your guard up

Skullfuck - SVICIXE/DNAG3

AI



You will never be free from pain.
You will never be fully understood.
You will never get the childhood you needed.
No one is coming to save you.
You will be misunderstood and unrecognized.
You will want things you’ll never get.
Your body will keep breaking down.
The world will never be fair.
You will always have to fight for meaning.
You will die with unfinished shit.
You will never be enough for everyone.
You will always get triggered by old wounds.
You will always feel out of place.
You will not get closure.
You will lose people who mattered more to you.
You will never know if you truly mattered.
You won’t get back the stolen years.
You will always be haunted by alternate versions of you.
Happiness will never last.
Most people lie to themselves.
Telling the truth will cost you.
You will always have to explain yourself.
You will question your worth until you die.
Love will not fix you or them.
No one will fully get you.
You won’t ever arrive.
You will always feel like you’re faking it.
Your needs will always feel like a burden.
The world won’t care that you’re tired.
Grief will never go away.
You will not get justice for what was done to you.
Your best qualities came from suffering 



Facts of Life

AI

Oh
Whoa whoa
No no no no

No

I came in
Crying and screaming
Not knowing why
I'm here
And I put in my time
Going through
Year after year

But it's never been clear

They say born bad
Though I try
To be nice
But what I've learned
Is only heard
As bad advice
And it makes me wonder
Makes me think twice

Is something wrong with me
Or just fucking society?

Cuz why is it
When I went to the same
Schools as them
That they can spew hatred
And end it with Amen
Did i miss something
Passed by some omen
That warned me to
Stay away
From anything human

How should I feel
Being I'm one too
But I disagree
With the shit
That others do
And I can't accept
What others call the truth
Make their claims
Without offering
Any proof

Live this fucking life
Playing by their rules
Watching them get dumber
Turning into fools
But they're the ones in power
Who take my hard earned jewels
And they tell me to behave
If not
I'm doomed

People collapse
And make homes on the streets
They're the ones
We look at
As examples of defeat
Yeah, their lives are harder
Struggling just to eat
But they remove themselves
From the system
Because their needs
They system won't treat

Look at your life
And tell me
It's what you desire
I instantly see you
As a filthy liar
And I wouldn't be surprised
If you ended up in fire
Its not my hope for you
But I think it's dire

Maybe if you pray
Forget eternity
Focus on today
And ask for what you need
So you're not consumed by greed
And what you're given
See it as a blessing
It's good enough
To get you through
This world
Its tough

Stop chasing after things
That are out of your control
And don't chase the money
If it costs you your soul
Don't fret about damnation
Focus on today
Focus on the now
When you kneel and pray

Erase your fear

Embrace the love

Thats available

And near

Its a better way to live
For the rest of your years

Integration

Steady Burn

AI

I can
Make you hate me
More than anyone
In the world
In a matter of seconds
With nothing but words
Thoughts about you
That I've prepared in advance
The minute
We started our romance
The worst thing
That ever happened to you
Was when you said
You love me too

I wish
It wasn't like this
But the thoughts
Form in my head
And I know once unleashed
I'll wish that I was dead
Because I love you very much
I do not want this dread
I'd be best living life
If I never got
Out of bed

But life never stops
Things happen
And we met
And its a great joy to me
But also a regret
Because
Love for me
Is not simple
I perceive it
As a threat
Perhaps I was cursed
Or I'm paying
Off some debt

I love you so much
I never want you to leave
But in my mind
You will
Thats what I perceive
Because every body
Always does
I try to stop the bleed
But I always make it worse
Because
I have an endless need

I have a bottomless pit
That nobody can fill
But every time
I meet someone
I think
Maybe this person will
When I realize
It's nothing they can do
I collapse inside
And take it out on you

I bury this monster
Every day
So nobody can see
All the rottenness
Deep inside of me
I wouldn't call it evil
Surely not from up above
It's just something that happens
When you never learn
Love

but it's desperately needed





Love,  Distorted

AI song

I am done being nice.

Maybe i see it
Maybe you don't see
Kinda pathetic
I can make you worship me
Not saying it's easy
But if it was my goal
Many of you would adore me
And offer me your soul

It'd take some money
But back to me It'd flow
And along the way
You'd give me yours
And thats the way it goes
Once I set up the machinery
Life becomes easier for me

You'll read about me in the news
But I'll never know about you
You'll be interested in things I do
And things i like, you’ll like them too
Some of you will hate me
This I know
But part of your life
You'll live through me
And thats the way it goes

I may face some hardships
I may face some shame
Something will condemn me
I will get the blame
You will judge me through words
Without having any proof
My favor will slip away
Until I reestablish truth
You'll see that I am human
But something in me shines
I'll do this with my money
I'll do this with my time
And then the hardship will be gone
And I will move on
But the thing that mostly bothers me
Is all of this costs
My privacy

This is rather gross
Humanity to regret
But people will hate me
People I've never met
Because the way they are fed
I'll exist inside their head
And some will wish
That I was dead
I may get killed
For someone else's thrills
Or because they forgot theirs pills
And perhaps the greatest tragedy and shame 
Will be that my murderer
Gets fame
And once locked away in a jail
This is where we truly fail
My killer gets a letter from someone
Thanking him for all he's done
And maybe in that letter too
That person will say
I love you

Living in this world
Means we're all a target
Fame just puts one on your back 
You give more reason
To provoke 
Being attacked 

Fear of Fame

Sorry, I'm on an AI kick

Well,
I've seen enough
No longer can deny
Though I've tried
And tried and tried
But this world, too many ways
It makes me want to cry
Has made me want to die
By suicide
But somehow

I survived

Somehow
Something changed in me
Blessed or cursed
With clarity
And now I see things
That I cant unsee
I understand
Much too clearly

I can sit
And examine you
See all your filthy ways
See right through you
Your most disturbing thoughts
I know them before you do
Because everyone I've ever met
Has the same problem as you
And
Unfortunately

Also in me

I always tried to understand
But never really could
How i can be
The epitome
Of everything thats good
I wanted to be
A shining star
But then it became quite clear
That my constant longing
Was just to prove that I was here
Something to show someone
That I did exist
I wanted to be someone
Someone who would be missed
Then I realized
Something I believe
That the purity of goodness
Is impossible for me
To achieve

I think you know what I mean
And I think you do it too
You think you live a moral life
But there's something rotten
Inside of you

This isn’t a condemnation
Not me who will judge your fate
But dont ever lie to yourself
And say you've never tasted hate
There's something inside of us
That we can't control
Its part of our survival
And it tarnished our souls

But I can attest
There is a way
To eliminate
The hate
What finally worked for me
Was finding truth through faith
Very difficult,  but very easy
Once I opened up
Sincerely

Since
Life has been much much
Easier
For me

Shine

lyrics/vocals Gothic Funk
https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk


UPPERS BRING ME DOWN

MY CRAVING FOR AMPHETAMINES
AT LONG LAST PASSED ME BY
WAS NEVER ABOUT GETTING HIGH
WAS ALL ABOUT THE RUSH, NOW I DON’T KNOW WHY

WHEN I’M UP I TAKE SOMETHING TO BRING ME DOWN
AND WHEN I’M DOWN I TAKE SOMETHING TO GET ME HIGH
BUT WHEN I’M NEITHER UP OR DOWN
I TAKE A PHENOBARBITONE AND FACE THE WORLD ALONE
FACE THE WORLD ALONE

ANTIPSYCHOTIC….ANTIPSYCHOTIC
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
INTRODUCED ME 
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
TO REALITY
ANTIPSYCHOTIC ANT-IPSYCHOTIC
ANTIPSYCHOTIC  ANTIPSYCHOTIC
WOULD THEY STRAIGHTEN ME OUT
OR FILL ME WITH DOUBT
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
INTRODUCED ME TO REALITY
ANTIPSYCHOTIC

WITHOUT THE UPS AND DOWNS
I’D BE STUCK IN CRUISE CONTROL
EVERY DAY WOULD BE THE SAME
REPETITION TORTURING MY BRAIN

UPPERS BRING ME DOWN
ESCAPING THE NORM SEEKING EITHER EXTREME
UPPERS BRING ME DOWN
I ALWAYS FEEL TORN AND THERE’S NO TIME TO DREAM
UPPERS BRING ME DOWN
I ENJOY THE SENSATION, NOTHING AS IT SEEMS
UPPERS BRING ME DOWN
CHAOTIC EMOTIONS, THINKING I’M A MACHINE

BRING ME DOWN
AM I A YO-YO ON A ROLLERCOASTER
BRING ME DOWN
SOMETIMES I THINK SO, SOMETIMES I DON’T KNOW
BRING ME DOWN
SOMETIMES I’M HIGHER THAN HIGH, SOMETIME I'M LOWER THAN LOW
SOMETIMES I’M HIGH

Instrumental Break

PILL POPPING MACHINE
I CAN NEVER STAY CLEAN
IN BETWEEN BOUTS OF SNIFFING GLUE
MY ADDICTION IS RESIDUE




ANTIPSYCHOTIC
WOULD THEY STRAIGHTEN ME OUT
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
OR FILL ME WITH DOUBT
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
INTRODUCE ME TO REALITY
ANTIPSYCHOTIC ANTIPSYCHOTIC
WOULD THEY STRAIGHTEN ME OUT
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
OR FILL ME WITH DOUBT
ANTIPSYCHOTIC
INTRODUCE ME TO REALITY

Uppers Bring Me Down

lyrics/vocals
Steven Vellou Horne
https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk

Electra Volcana
https://soundcloud.com/user-6008493

So Disposable

AI





Uhhhhhhh

Ughhhjhjj



I think too much
I know its true
I think about death
And what it means
For me and you
I know the stories
I know them well
I know the possibilities
We may end up in Hell
That may not mean
Much to you
But it really does to me
So here is the opportunity
For you to see
What I see

I know about the demons
Monsters made to kill
I've seen them in the movies
And art when I sought thrills
Yeah, that shits disturbing
But I don't really get the chils
Because if I have to deal
With them for eternity
Eventually,  I'll get used to them
Im pretty sure I will
Then they wont really bother me
Just another fucking pest
I see these mother fuckers
In people like you and all the rest
So, fuck these fucking demons
They can kiss my ass
If thats eternal damnation
The suffering won't last

And eternally burning
Would really fucking suck
If you're just engulfed in fire
You're just shit out of luck
There's nothing you can do
But absorb the brutal pain
Maybe cook down to an ash
Then start all over again
Eventually
It seems to me
Another example of monotony
Shit I deal with already
In that situation
They'd have to strip from me
Every thought in my head
Every memory
Because the routine
Of endless suffering
I've already had to endure
If I can still look inward
Then I might have a cure
I might have an escape
From the prison they put me in
If I can stir up a thought
And let the process begin
And if I do this for eternity
Eventually hell won't bother me

If in hell I meet others
Those who share my fate
Is there a potential to party
Will they wonder why I'm late?
Will we swap stories and jokes
Of the horrible lives we had
Will others be shocked
When they find out I'm not bad?
Will others wonder
What is wrong with me
Will my hell then become
Eternal mockery
This, yes, this would bother me
But its just another
Example of life
That I know very well and see

No

No

If you must know

What truly terrifies me

If what I think of sometimes

Too deeply

And I really hope

This doesn't happen to me

And I don't really like others very well

But I hope no one experiences

My Vision of hell

Imagine the blackest pit of space
Reserved just for you
Sit or stand
There's no chair
Nothing to see
Nothing to do
No one
To ever talk to
Just you

Eternal loneliness
No one cares about you
Anymore
Ever again

And you know
You'll never see another light
And the temperatures so cold
Endless blackest night
Eternal starvation
Eternal isolation
Memories of hope
Only way you'll cope
Eternal and final separation
Freeze in your empty damnation

That scares the shit
Out of me
I pray
That's never
My reality

My Vision of Hell

I'm Having One of My Fuck Everything Moments

I Made This While Very High. So Very Very High.

Oh

Oh Whoa

No no no no 

It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection

Never

Never 

Never

Put your pants back on


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection

I'm so disgusted that you thought that

Fucking gross


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection



It was never my intention
To give you an erection

When you grab the tissues
To avoid having to clean your mess
Do you ever wonder
How stupid you look
If you saw yourself on video
Would you be humiliated 

Should you?


It was never my intention
To give you an erection



It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection

Aren't humans gross

And predictable 

I mean

Honestly

Have you not thought of your dick at all
While listening to this?

What about now?

Like I said


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection


It was never my intention
To give you an erection

And if you have one 

What the fuck is wrong with you anyway?

Take a moment 

To stop 

And ask yourself 

Worm

Never My Intention

Not Giving A Fuck Is Really A Beautiful Way To Live

Daddy's Jewel

But We're Not Allowed To Say It Loud - Gothic Funk

AI

My identity
Erodes
One shard
At a time

I forget myself
The routines
The roles
The faces
Who you are
And why I don't care
But there you are
Not going anywhere

I'm starting to get scared
I want to run
Is that a gun
By the table
Is it mine
Or yours

I don't know

No

I don't know

Some days
I remember
I'm your mother
Others
You are strangers
In my house

I'm still grieving
While I'm breathing
Time is fractured
My past memories
Are now
And everybody
Is after me
They say insanity
I remember that word
Sometimes
I don't remember it
Being good
Then I regress
Into childhood

Is it eerie
Watching a grown woman
Someone who raised you
Become someone
So small
A brain
That short circuited

Children

Prepare

You will bathe me
You will feed me
You will clean my waste
Comfort my nightmares
Control my medications
Become accustomed to my tastes
Listen while I try
To explain reality
Every day
Watch me distrust you
And fear you
Every day

My husband
Is a widow
Although i am alive
He sleeps
Next to a ghost
His face
I don't recognize

It crushes him I'm sure
He doesn't talk about it
But somehow
He endures
This is my decline
And there is no cure

If I was a dog
I am sad to say
It would be the time
To put the dog away

Put me anywhere
You don't habe to say
I'm truly oblivious
To everything
Anyway

Where you put me
I will stay
Or maybe
Run away
No longer your problem
On that day

Memories? What Are Those?

AI

Start again

Allow Me To Introduce My Fucking Self

If anyone
Truly knew me
What they'd see isnt very nice
Although I'm very pleasant
And I often give good advice
But often I notice
No matter what i fucking said
Most of my fucking words
Go straight through others heads

Sometimes I wanna say
I'm fucking through
So allow me to introduce
My fucking self to you

I'm the type
Who likes to be adored
And I've had fucking friends
Who literally are whores
Maybe shocking to
But really to me
Entertaining conversation
Delightful company
And I knew all along
We joked,  fucking funny
If I really wanted to fuck them
It was gonna cost me money
And my drug dealers
Were never my fucking friends
I knew this every time
And yet they'd always fucking pretend

If there is
Any point of it
I see too fucking quickly
Through most all forms of bullshit
I've noticed so fucking much
I no longer fucking care
Because I see the fucking bullshit
I see it everywhere

Mostly fucking people
In every thing they do
And if we were to meet
I'd probably see the shit in you
In an instant I'd determine
If I'm through with you
If there was a purpose
See the purpose through

Doesn't matter
If you understand
What I say
The reason
I'm fucking writing this
Today
Is to make it well known
And pretty fucking clear
That If you stick around
What you're gonna fucking hear
Are the sounds
Made from a machine
With my fucking words
To let you know
Exactly
What i fucking mean

And if you
Ever figure out
Who I am
Someday
Do me and you
A favor
And stay
The fuck away

If you like it
Play it loud
That'll make my fucking day

And don't be fucking weak
Think before you speak

Oh,.yeah
I know I use a female voice
But I'm a man,.mother fucker
The lady voice is my choice
Its the one I choose
For all the shit i gotta say
Now you can
Make the choice
On whether to go
Or stay

I don't give a fuck
Anyway

Though itd be nice
If I can get paid
Cuz I just do this shit
Every fucking day

I got a lot of shit to say
It isn't necessarily pretty

But life doesn't work that way

Allow Me To Introduce My Fucking Self

AI

You know what
I think
You don't put
Much thought
Into what
You eat
Or drink

And I think
If I presented to you
A savory dish
I know exactly
What you'd do
If prepared correctly
You'd stop sometime
Once you start
To eat
Look at me
And ask
About the meat

Then what
Would you do
If I told you
It was human
Just like you?

Would you empty
All you consumed
Or would you shrug
Say delicious
Then resume?

I'm simply curious
Its nothing
I would do
But I truly wonder
What to expect
From you

And others too

I'm sure
If it ever happens
It'll first be
The ones with the least
And then just watch
The population
Decrease

I hate to extend this
I really want to know
Would you answer honestly
Can you say so?

Would you eat a stranger?
Would you eat your neighbor?
Do you want to know
Honestly
What would happen
If only you
And me
Trapped together
Without food
What i would do
When starvation
Took over the good

If you haven't yet
Grabbed that knife
If you haven't yet
Taken my life
We don't have fur
Just a little hair
On our skin
I'd preheat the oven
Cut a piece off of you
And then it would begin

Would you
Want to eat yourself
To help you stay alive

Do you want to watch
Yourself brutally die

Once you're gone
I'll cry
Then I'd starve too
Eventually
That's what I'd do

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