i am loving how raw this is, great work!!

It's both beautiful and heartbreakingly sad. I'll just say this: I'm really glad you wrote it, and I'm grateful I got to hear it.

What more can I do? What’s left to say </3. I felt that , beautiful work

A very touching and beautiful song!!! You sang your truth with so much intensity and vulnerability <3

The lyrics are a tough read. An acoustic guitar begins to do its work, setting the scene. Singer begins his journey through this forest of words. The vocals stretch out from phrase to phrase and line to line. The song shifts from a sorrowful refrain to a more descriptive and active segment. I like the contrast between the stretched words and the more closely cut words. A hard wind is blowing right here and now.

My old man
I feel no resentment anymore
You look smaller than I remember
I no longer feel anger
My old man
I feel pity and
I feel sorrow
You lived a life of tomorrow

And I don't know what ya do to make it through
Cuz I'd have died long ago if I were you
Seems like all ya got is work and solitude
Isolations all that you ever knew

And when I finally veiw you in your open casket
It'll be the only chance that I get to say what I wanna say
And when I finally veiw you in your open casket
It'll be the only chance that I get to say what I wanna say
To say what you mean to me

I reached out my hand
You pulled away
What more can I do 
What's left to say
When I reach out my hand
You pull away
What more can I do
What's left to say

At times I'd use our strained relationship 
As fuel to burn my addiction 
I remember the first time that I quit
I tried somewhat to confide in you
But you refused to see eye to eye
Though you were the first addict I knew
Cuz for me it was drugs, for you it's booze
Can't you see were both addicts it's all self abuse
But I forgive you
Oh but I forgive you 

Now I forgive you

Old Man (phone recording)

We are all spirit beings having a physical experience. We are not physical beings trying to be spiritual.

On this journey, music is one of my greatest passions, second only to being a father. 

Music has the profound power to heal the spirit.

I hope you find something here that you enjoy, or even something that may assist with your healing.

All music and vocals by me. Not limited to or defined by one genre. No AI.

Please don't hesitate to comment or message me to share thoughts or discuss related topics.

Thank you for every moment of your time.

-Mark Schulze of Auditory Hallucination

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