"Season Of Blue"

When I was 17 years old, I've suffered with depression and anxiety most a year and a half. I didn't know how to survive it, and everyday I thought I wouldn't. (But here I am). I got to the point where I loved writing poetry.. after that I started making songs. (I really loved music since I was a kid, didn't know that it would be a huge part of my life.) Song-writing has been therepeautic to me. 

And it became a dream. 

I wrote and produced this at 2019. This song really expressed what I couldn't speak out loud. I hope this reminds you that you're not alone. 

Share this to someone you love! Remind them that you’re always there for them, even in their hardest season.

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When I almost gave up. God spoke to me and said, "Your suffering does not compare to the joy that is coming"
(Romans 8:18). "You have a purpose"  

“Season Of Blue”
Written, Composed and Produced by: AUDREI
Arranged and Mixed by: AUDREI
Mastered by: DMM RECORDS
Banana Rising Recording Studio

In this heavy heart
you can find me at night, looking at the stars
Searching for something might could never find
Getting away from all, Til i can hide 

In this random wave of sadness Covered tears with sheets in pieces 
Thinking that I’m not enough
But these rough roads makes me tough

How many tears will I see in the mirror again
How many restless nights to hold myself from cryin’
So no one will wake up as I keep quiet 
Is there any clue
To pass up this season of blue
Lalalala
Is there any clue
To pass up this season of blue
Lalalala

Wishin for this to end
Too many in my mind, left unsaid
Wakin up with the same feelin
Don’t even know how i make it

What’s goin on in my head
Cant fall asleep not even in a minute 
Barely feelin, feelin nothing
Crashin up inside this often

How many tears will I see in the mirror again
How many restless nights to hold myself from cryin’
So no one will wake up as I keep quiet
Is there any clue?
To pass up this season of blue
Lalalalala
Is there any clue?
To pass up this season of blue

Which I can feel like a warrior too

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