i have a question for you
do you want me to fall for you
i know theres a simple answer
how you'd say or how to tell you

i have a question for you
do you love me the way i love you
you know theres a simple answer
how we met is out the picture

ihaqf u

I kept on keeping beautiful sides
Didn't think of catching all the signs
Was so blinded of how
exceptional it is

I randomly find myself
Deeply sighing sitting by the stairs
Rewinding moments when things
crumbled down the hill

It was so good
I know I should
Pause my time and imagine
if I want this to go on

Forever
For longer
Will I keep on going on
When I know I must move on

Forever
For longer
Would I stay in your misery
When I know it was mystery
I found you
But so long
To You

I dreamt of the quiet nights
Felt like floating, no words vocalized
Utter silence just how
wonderful it is

I look from the other side
As I began to realize
Was so much better just with
me, myself, and I



SO LONG 2 U

this is for you. yes, you.


all that was said and done
running and running in my mind
all that was good and bad
keeping me close to making my mind

for sure, i know
we were the best from all them too
for sure, u know
we were ideal but we're 

too perfect
for each other
too good to be true
it's hurtin'
too perfect
to each other
but aint the puzzle piece
ure lookin for

trying to figure out
where did we go wrong all these time
holding the door just fine
opened my senses that one night

for sure, i know
we were surreal from start to now
for sure, u know
ure losing the only best cos we're

Puzzle Piece

i didnt understand why you stood out from the rest
you know i never wanted for things between us change
the problem is i never healed, i just kept going
now i feel so silly, losing it again

but isnt it hard to heal when you get reminded of me everyday
it’s alright to not answer

it’s a pain cos everytime i want to let go
i start to realize how inlove i was yet i didnt know
and i dont think im ready to forget 
forget and let go 
let go of the feeling of being in love
being in love, being in love with you

04062022

times are tough
the water’s rough
you dont need my empathy
im not all youve got

go out of town
i dont wear the crown
make me confused, im not gonna choose
so clear us out

hold my hand
brush my hair
take my shoulder
and hug me best

i just wanna let u know
i dont want something more
no mistakes can count
what u are looking for

i just wanna let u know
someone’s tied u up so long
i can be of help but that’s just one time
i dont wanna make u all mine

05312022

22 weeks since ive heard you say we’re done
pain in my eyes were just kissing on my throat
picked up your call knowing it’s the end of it all
fully aware i wouldnt hear your voice for long

fell for the ecstacy of chasing dreams and hopes
eyes wide open to how great the future holds
oh how bright u are, how bright we couldve been
if we didnt end it

still remember that long text i couldnt send
words were sure sincere and proofread by a friend
took me two weeks for hesitation to subside
fully aware it wouldnt work like the movies show

fell for the ecstacy of chasing dreams and hopes
eyes wide open to how great the future holds
oh how bright u are, how bright we couldve been
if we didnt end it

fell for the ecstacy of chasing dreams and hopes
eyes wide open to how great the future holds
oh how bright u are, how bright we couldve been
if we didnt end it


unsober nights lol

07122022

i pretend it didnt hurt me
but now i realize it really did
i pretend i didnt see you at fault
when u were cowardly and didnt meet me

i know it was the end of it all
we were good but youre not strong
i didnt want to end it at all
but youre so cruel im not that strong

i could say it doesnt faze me
i lived in ur mind like i was her
i could say im too busy
to let your stupid reason fuck up all me

i know it was the end of it all
we were good but youre not strong
i didnt want to end it at all
but youre so cruel im not that strong

now babe look at me
i see all these high streets
looking right up above
now babe look at me
i see you from high streets
youre there on the ground

oh god it feels alright
im free from all ur misery
oh baby i feel light
im on my own again, yeah

now babe look at me
i see all these high streets
looking right up above
now babe look at me
i see you from high streets
youre there on the ground

oh god it feels alright
im free from all ur misery
oh baby i feel light
im on my own again, yeah

i could say it doesnt faze me
i lived in ur mind like i was her
i pretend i didnt love you at all
cos u were cowardly and didnt see me

04162023

he puts my name on a sunshine
he calls me no hesitation
he wants a tattoo
a couple hearts on our wrists
bet you no one ever says the right words but him

he gets me like no one else do
he wants my dreams to become true
he gets me on the phone
share the tea he’s been in
bet you no one ever made me feel what i feel

it’s like impossible
right now i know i’m sure
he is everything i need
it’s like i’d do it all
for the man i’ve been looking for
babe, you’re everything to me
babe, you’re everything to me

06022023 (A)

Theory of Love OST (พระเอกจำลอง English Version) cover

Instrumental: https://youtu.be/7wzTXpQslkE
Original: https://youtu.be/sJwCwbk3YVw


Oh i know
That i am not the main in your show
No matter how much that i have tried
I could never change your mind

Im aware
That i could never even compare
With someone that you have in your heart
Just a friend who cares from a far
In the dark

Coz i can't replace the space you save for someone
Can't replace the place that i wasn’t given

But can i pretend to fake that part
The light in the dark when you couldn't see
I’ll write up the stars the night you’re lonely
I can be right there
And shortly i’ll disappear
Tell me I’m always here
Just to love you


Hope you know
When everything is falling apart
And everyone has left you behind
Im still here with you by your side
All the time

Coz i can't replace the space you save for someone
Can't replace the place that i wasn’t given

Chorus2:
But can i pretend to fake that part
The light in the dark when you couldn't see
I’ll write up the stars the night you’re lonely
I can be right there
And shortly i’ll disappear
Tell me I’m always here
Just to love you

Fake Protagonist (พระเอกจำลอง English Version) Cover

hidden chest of songs i wrote cos i got no idea where else to put them )

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