https://soundcloud.com/ill-thought

.missing ..…. …. .. 
the missing…
…this feeling there is something…. that eye am missing…
.sow eye go sifting.
digging&lifting 
& looking for The Something eye seem to be missing…
...old notes… she had written 
left in the net drifting... 
eye caught them while fishing
& scratched surfaces… to try & remember…
…what lay just beneath them……
whispers of birds she had eaten…. 
……but had .Refused. to sing songs 
just for singing
… something of the unattended darkness 
that lies in between things
..the mystic weavings 
of a rambling agreement
.made in lieu of moonlight and proper upbringing.
the long journey…. 
from ( here…………..to.........the window )
only to find that the window was deceiving…. 
.
.as fire breaks out across a memory she was keeping 
parts of me die in those fires … …. …. still beating
cages eye am contained in by the illusion of believing there is a difference between me and she in this grievance…
..she has faded into indistinctness but still reminds me of the amnesia eye am repeating … 
...eye can’t bypass the dialectic nature of seeking.. 
...by wishing and wanting and longing and reaching…

(i of the be. WHOLED .her)

b3.h3ld (produced by illthought)

sound : https://soundcloud.com/one-tone

it is easier for man to destroy the light inside himself, than defeat the darkness all around him

and eye have to admit that eye have given myself over to this drowning

confounding
completely off track and downwind of the mountain
eye been climbing uphill for such longtime
theres no use shouting 
SOS smoke signals been sounding for 2 decades now
it all becomes a part of the clouds 
only the thunder claps when the reign comes down…  
no other applause is necessary 
and eye imagine the bonds must be strong that carry 
the weight of those tenuous drops 
that come in such  a furious flurry 
holding it all back till certain heights must be attained.. 
white squall on an open ocean
or downpours over a volcanic range 
either way, she ain’t afraid to let it rip… 
tear a new one right thru the whole of it… 
and eye found my respect in a garden 
long ago forgotten 
under the leaf of a bush that was set to blazing 
eye spent the better part of my life thinking eye was crazy 
for feeling everything so strangely
intense and heavy and full of empathy and nonseparation 
its not my fault . eye would say to them… 
softie . crybaby . they would all laughed at me … 
so eye grew to be an even stranger tree… 
with owls in my hair 
and a scaredy cat stare and electrical sensations running through me everywhere 
maybe its a shift in the making 
maybe it would change things
if they all woke up flaming 
maybe eye have seen things but eyem not saying 
some might call it waiting
eye like to think of it as watching 
without offering up my opinions 
about what it is and what it isn’t 
cause honestly who am eye to make decisions 
bout any divinity thats been given 
eye just don’t think its my place
and thats ok on the outskirts
eye stay in my inner feminine
mother wisdom in the blood flow listening
theres an ecological intelligence 
running through every system 
thats delivering life into the universe 
a sweet symphony of harmonious wave like rushings 
that vary between featherweight and downright crushing
all rolling out across the grand scheme and fuck if that aint overwhelming 
yah gno what eye mean

eye know eye got this light to guard 
and eye’m supposed to be the perfect dwelling
but what happens when the shine shines so hard 
that all the walls are melting
and the mirrors keep breaking
and the inside is coming outside
and everything’s evaporating?

. the day before tomorrow . (produced by one tone)

equanimity's.anonymous (produced by Sp.ACe)

riddim : https://soundcloud.com/bagh_eera

.:god affliction:. (produced by bagheera)

)))phoenexus((( feat. tante meli))) produced by Sp.Ace

you must go.... your own way...


the internal compass rose blossoms as your guide...seek with in....


(((return me to the path)))

(((compassedabout)))

... the only thing that can stand in your way, is you ...

.sELFsABOTAGE.

(((wanderawe.in.the.darknesss)))

... had to figure out an entire scaffold of things to create this... not to mention the hurdles leapt just to get samples into the program... there probably should be some bass... and eye am hearing something else..? bells maybe? or tamborine?  hahah but its late and the moon has kept me up long enough!! peace and bless to u in 2018...

∆˚.no(w)here.˚∆

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