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though i run from it gets closer
Invoking waters
Where you come from
To the other side
I loved you in the darkness
Tell me your wish ill make it
Walking through the snow so blind
I wouldn’t wish your demise
Walking through the snow so blind
Wait till the other side

dark garden

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

I could throw it all away, if I really want it.
I really want it. It’s like I told them too many times… I told them how I feel. It was ignored then.
Now that I’m on the floor bleeding.. you can’t. 
Now I want it cause it all feels the same when you want to escape.
Let the blade feel like drugs cause it all feels the same…
When you want to escape
When you want to escape 
Yeah I know I want it 
Come a little closer and watch me bleed
Yeah it’s all in my head.
You said it’s all in my head. 
With a bullet in my fucking skull
It’s all in my head 
You can’t take it back 
I’ll let you stand there and watch me bleed
Yeah I’ll let you stand there, you watch me bleed.

Stand There (p. takizava)

[lyrics below]

music composed by @ayechris
lyrics written by me

stream on other platforms:
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lyrics:

Darkness overtakes my soul and brain as I lay in bed
Now I can feel myself drifting to the world that is far below, that no one knows about
Up behind me lurking is a force of evil
Creeping unto me with purpose of harm, intending to make me do its evil deeds
I feel my senses fading, I'm blacking out once again
I pray that God save me from myself, especially when I am alone
I got a lotta bad habits and dark vices that I live with
In addition to demonic entities surrounding me as I am sleeping
Got me tossing, turning in my bed
Wake up in the night, my body covered in cold sweat

The room is cold as if wind is blowing from inside of it
Even though the glass is shut, still I can hear its haunting whistles
Whispers could be heard from within the darkness
Sit up and I curl from the fear I feel, and so then I pray to God that

I am delivered to salvation protected from all forces of evil
Holding tight my bed stand, grip of death I can't believe it
Close my eyes and squirm until the hallucinations fade away
I have seen a lot of tall shadow men surrounding me
And heard noises that from I couldn't breath
Last night I thought I was bound to meet my death
And that I would eternally suffer
My whole life flashed in front of my eyes
And boy I could see everything that was wrong with me
But it was too late to self reflect
To late to repent for the sins I've commit

Jolted from the shock
Sitting up in my bed awake
Thinking about what I just saw
As cold wind brush against my face
I ruined my life with my own hands I believe
Stuck in a recurring cycle of self destructive behavior
Praying to God for help, as he is indeed my only savior
I lost my way, and all that I'm surrounded by is darkness
Wish I could roll up all of my problems in a blunt and smoke it till it's all burnt
And next it won't even exist in real life

Departing

Departing w/ Ayechris

produced by mary mortem
mixed by colton jean and cassidy mandel

lyrics: Say it’s too hard to breathe
Just wait a little longer
It’s promised the pain will cease 
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?
Now can you?
(Save those puppy eyes for another time
Now I come to you, with knifes in my back that’s what you’ve done.)
Save those puppy eyes 
That’s what you do
And Ill waste this all on you
Now that you’ve got a gun
You feel so cool
Swallow the pills 
And watch as the sky turns…
Weight of the world an it’s all on you.
I hope you overdose, it’s cool for you.
We love to watch you fall again
And again and again you bitch.
Reach for salvation 
sick of the waiting 
In passion and pain they’ll be. 
Lovers lose patience 
We turn to the traitors an eat
An now can you breathe?

Reach For Salvation

[lyrics below]

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track 1 off "Lord Of The Flies"
prod by @5starcrys

lyrics:

Living in hell for years
Just might I turn
On ways that they live on by

Nails in my head, don't have much left
Hornagraphic nightmares haunting my head, I sleep with the wish of death
I'm suicidal might just wake up with my neck filled with blades
This unorthodox realm sucks me dry from hope kills it
Burnt copse on highway they gathered up and filled up every hole in it
Horde of deformed creatures roaming the earth, raping everything in their path
Fucking everything up, even the children get ripped up right off the bat
If you live in this horror flick, tomorrow might fall and slip
Into a hell that no one could find you in

Death is in my mind homicidal
Thoughts flowing inside the headlight
Two dark crows ruined both lives
Him and I stepped into the vortex of them
Deeper inside goes in the knife
Blood on your lips and of your mouth
Fuck yourself ripped out all the guts
Plagued wrist shadow took over mine
Abnormal condition, see me not living
And you blow it all on top of me
Months of hell that I've hung
Wander down the left alley
I'll show you the creep
My pills are sharpened and filled with blood
Reminisce in my cage, my roaches drenched with rum
So you're better to run

Sigil keeper of my darkened past
Is the seeker that lights my path
Gave you blood, have you cursed me now
You're the heathen that broke on us
I will die like the most of us
In the end it will not be fun
What have I done to myself
I have broken my retina
Cross my eyes, red marks on my pupils
Now I'm able to see demons
Haunted frame of mental
Summon years of hell to come
Burn, keeps getting closer to the sun
Burn, till nothing's left with no one
Burn, till it's all over and no one is able to breathe, forming dark black lungs

Lord Of The Flies

Third World Hellhole

Third World Hellhole [prod. Ayechris]

Latest single by Mary Mortem featuring Mercy Necromancy.
Album coming soon.
STREAM - linktr.ee/m4rymortem

LYRICS:
Into the darkness you will
Always see
After all this
You will only see
Phantoms of fall
Higher again
I want the walls to come in
Crush me
Phantoms of the fall
I want the walls to come in
An crush me an crush
Phantoms of the fall
I want the walls to come in
You will never hurt me again
You will never hurt me again
Hunting you
Hunting you
I can’t breathe
it swallows me
Things unseen are haunting me
phantoms of fall
Higher again
I want the walls to come in and crush me
phantoms of fall
Higher again
I want the walls to come in and crush me
You will never hurt me again
You will never hurt me again
Hunting you hunting you
Can you even find me
Between the trees
Can you even hear me
When i scream

Phantoms of the Fall (Ft. Mercy Necromancy)

Mixed mastered by frdm.wav
Cover art by theo

All i feel is rage all i feel is pain 
Get the fuck out of my game and let me rot inside your brain
Just another useless cunt to fuck back in your place 
Fill her fucking panties up off xannies im deranged 
I been chewing on em i got used to how they taste 
Stuck inside this cage of hate and fragmenting away 
There is no escape
Sleep and love depraved 
Cycle never change 
When theres nothing left to save

I aint someone she can save 
She smiling at the pave
Shes all that i crave 
Imma hurt her push away
Dont know what to play
It gon sound like shit
Dont know what to say 
It gon sound like shit
Work hard every day 
dont amount to zip 
I dont feel okay 
I haven’t found a fix 
I dont feel the same
Ever since the risk 
Round and round i chase
Maybe get a glimpse
I still see the trace 
Never left the trip 
Fuck this fucking place 
im about to dip

Quick Fix [Prod. Frdm.wav]

Cover art by Theo 

Feeling more lighter no flooring
Boring buy sight or for snoring 
Mixing my drugs reassuring 
Fixing to soaring 
Never enough i need more shit 
Pill biter for more hit x4

I dont wanna say nun 
I dont wanna play 
withdrawing today  
feel i might decay 
On my knees and pray 
But dont see no change
Pass me back the tray 
time to feel the same 
Now i feel best and free reading the recipe downers amphetamines what i need imma fein 
sucks to be in this place seeking for rest and peace 
imma sleep maybe weep back up cant freeze my feet 
on the flee imma leave stay and streak squeezing whats left of me maybe gods testing me maybe its just to be maybe its up to me 
i could be clear and clean i could be near to we guess we’ll see

Junkie [Prod. Kill Ebola + Frdm.wav]

Cover art by Theo

Out my body where it sat 
All that talking faking anger i get way too used to that 
Locked in Cages in a lab but come alive in night to map 
crucifying racing rats while satisfying spacing bats 
x2

Out my body where it sat 
All that talking faking anger i get way too used to that 
Cages in a lab come alive in night to map
Sacrifice around the map
Sitting here contorted 
let it rain down pour shit 
Soak in front court shit while they
Poking at the stored shit  
Sentenced life no forced shit
Actor led to do decor shit while he
Dreaming dreams times 4 shit ya
Rulet with revolver guess we’ll see how this day goes 
On god feel i hate you all wanna send his ass the globe 
Then im off the this and that and sleep in golden glow 
Out my body looking down like damn he comatose 
Over working time over working over working
Clover purge the pines under cursing under cursing 
Burning soul and mind bodies hurting bodies hurting 
Turning through the lines sign is lurking sign is lurking

Dead Genius [Prod. Kill Ebola + Frdm.wav]

Bandcamp: marymortem.bandcamp.com
Spotify: https://tinyurl.com/y72wvs6y
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Lyrics: Anti

This is an anti world 
Anti human
Anti life anti being
Anti christ
Oh I need it
Anti sex 
please stop breathing
anti fuck
Forgive screaming 
Burning squealing 
I’m not feeling 
I miss so much feeling
I forgive you
Cut me open, just so I can feel a little more
It’s that Razor deep cut that razor deep intention. 
Attempt to murder me

Departing w/ Ayechris

Aura Abnormal

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