Produced by - EPIK THE DAWN

Lyrics:
Life can be so difficult
I'm at my highest when I'm low
I'm dead inside, but you already know
Based off my sad songs and all my poems
I wish I wasn't complex and compromisable
The subject at matter isn't understandable
I put my message out in hope it's relatable

I don't want to struggle and lie
I wanna be happy; I wanna be loved
I want everything that money can't buy
I don't want pity; I don't wanna feel shitty
For once, I just wanna feel alive
I'm grateful for who I have, but I can't bank on the promise asking if I'm fine

No, I'm not, but I won't let those true feelings ever show their side
I Instead, reply, “Yeah, don't worry,” and “Thanks for the check-up,” then cry
I want out of my misery, but even that won't give me company; I contemplate suicide
I don't have the balls to do it, man, what kind of failure am I?
Maybe it's because I haven't found my balls or tried hard enough this whole time

It's like life is one big testament
Will I learn from my lessons?
Or will I do it again and become less then?
I'm tired of always second-guessing

Life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Life can be so difficult; it's difficult
Life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Man, life can be so difficult
It's difficult; it's difficult
Life can be so difficult
(It's so difficult) It's so difficult
Man, life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Yeah, life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Life can be so difficult; it's difficult

Yeah, money's important, but like fame, it could turn you to a monster
Tell me what's harder?
Wanting it all, or having no one to spend time with, your feelings begin to harbor
It would be nice to think someday I can have a son and daughter
I don't even get along with my own father
As time goes on, we only grow farther
I hate how I am as a person; I feel like a martyr

I need help; I'm too weak to get it myself
I struggle with what's in my head, bad mental health
The hardest thing to learn is to love yourself before someone else
I'm not depressed because my money is less
Truth is, I'm low-key, but my heart is in debt
I just can't be happy living off of possessions
I'm not materialistic, only possessive
'Cause I grew up not having shit
I only know about abandonment
I'm sorry if I've ever sounded selfish or desperate
I have problems, well I'm trying to fix it
If I mind my own, will someone listen?
Deep down, I want the recognition

This is way more than depressing
I only seem to get the negative attention
I feel like even God's against me with my resentment
I'm having difficulties with this assessment
Mixed between cursed and blessings

Life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Life can be so difficult; it's difficult
Life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Man, life can be so difficult
It's difficult; it's difficult
Life can be so difficult
(It's so difficult) It's so difficult
Man, life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Yeah, life can be so difficult; it's so difficult
Life can be so difficult; it's difficult

Feeling like a letdown is more than difficult
Always acting out on impulse
Change honestly sounds pretty wishful
It feels like I traded a quarter for a nickel
I feel the disappointment as my body's being pulled
Which direction do you want me to go?
As I get catapulted, it's hard to be speechless coming from a poet
Life sometimes got me soft-spoken
I struggle with emitting my emotions
Unless if it's in these notes, I'm hopeless
I'm not what anyone wants knowing

I keep writing out my main focus
What's writer's block? I seem closed off, but I'm always open
Divulge, I'm tenfold more than grown
Since the last time I touched a microphone
Indulge yourself, but don't let it show
It's like trying to steal a dog's bone
Hogging it? Get your own

Rap is mine; culture vultures better let it go
Industry plants, it must be difficult when it's cold
Ghostwriters got nothing to me; I'm bold
I out write myself every time, put that in quotes

NO SPACE

Light In Darkness

Difficult

Por Toda Mi Gente-Zimple

- Artist 🎵🎤✍️
Whyte Nicotyne, hailing from Cresco, United States, is a rising music artist/philosopher with a unique versatile style and blend of influences from his high school friendship with JayThaRose. Drawing inspiration from artists like Eminem, Kendrick Lamar, J. Cole, Nas, 2Pac, The Notorious B.I.G., Logic, Outkast, NF, Mac Miller, and many other artists. Whyte Nicotyne's sound resonates with a deep and relatable quality that sets him apart in the music scene. With his original debut single, "A Better Day," released on March 29th, 2024, Whyte Nicotyne showcases his talent and passion for creating music that speaks to the heart and soul of his listeners.

Born in Coon Rapids, Minnesota quickly moved to Cresco, Iowa. A small rural town where Austin Buls grew up and discovered his artistry and outlet with music, more specifically hip-hop and rap. At the age of 16, he created his alter ego, "Whyte Nicotyne," "Whyte," obviously white but spelled with a "Y," instead of an "I," as he always felt different. "Nicotyne," because music is his addiction, a drug constantly wanting more and more like a fiend needing fixing. As witty as he is, he had to be the one to go against the grain with salt. After years of practice, writing rhymes, free-styling, and making demos. He created debut album "Light In Darkness," EP "Summer Paradise," album 2 "Days Of Future Past," album 3 in the works "Children Of The Corn," along with some singles. Embodying the idea of being the light in a dark place.

Difficult

Whyte Nicotyne

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