"No Songs for Mary" track #13 from “Silver Ships” the new live album by Parousia. A dark and intensely moody alt-rock song recorded live at UCLA’s Cooperage Hall, Los Angeles, CA. (1988). In the mid to late 80’s, the band performed “No Songs For Mary” at many a’ rock club, but ‘No Songs for Mary” was not officially recorded (in-studio) until 2019, when the band reunited to record the two-track single titled “Moon Dogs”.

13. No Songs For Mary (UCLA Cooperage Hall, Los Angeles, CA)

Produced by - Lucid Soundz

Lyrics:
I'm losing my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I lost the light in darkness
This must be the darkest, when will it get?
I'm losing my mind
I'm not feeling fine
I lost the light in darkness
This must be the darkest, when will it get?

How will I survive?
Light in darkness timid and dies
Sight goes blind
I've counted countless times, and it feels
I'm curled up and died
Something inside drains my life
I lost the light in darkness
God, I hope it gets (Amen)

I never listened to a teacher as a kid
I knew deep down the school never gave a shit
Why'd they put me on a spectrum a list?
And treated me like I'm a sped
Till one day, I stood up and said
Fuck you, fuck this, and this shit
Kindergarten, I never had recess (why?)
1st grade, I started conflict with kids

In retaliation, retribution
It's fucking messed up what they did
Embarrassed me, making me the target
Like Mr. Blythe said, I'd be nothing
How'd I change the rules getting stomped in?
By the 4th graders, when I'm in 2nd
After being put on medication (go cry)
They think I need counseling

My whole life I'm told I'm sick
I've been told I ain't shit
From the doctors, to therapists, teachers, adults, and all the kids
Doctors labelled me autistic
Asperger's, they meant artistic
I get laughed at, and made fun of the instant
No one saw my visions

Yeah, I got dreams, but you'll tell me it's not realistic
When your life is fiction
Judging those who try like (bitch)
You should mind your business
I chose this, and I'm glad I'm different
I work for everything I get, what's privileged?
I'm the opposition of our difference

I got bullied, and learned to be self efficient
With the time I'm given
I don't quit, I bet you thought I did
Truth is, I didn't
I work in silence, and I like to stay hidden
You people don't get it
I stay true to myself, with truest commitment
My appetites more than tremendous

When I say I want my revenge
I'm looking for vengeance
I'm far beyond going out to get it
Sleeping on me isn't in your best interest
I'll wake you up like you slept on your neck wrong
All of my doubters I'll break you like Vecna
Nothing will be left here to protect ya

I'm snapping your limbs, and I'm popping your eyes out
Watching your body rise high, just to let it fall
I represent the light in darkness through fog
You represent the dark doubt before dawn
I promise there's nothing darker than my thoughts
I could die today and not give two fucks

I out write myself with will
I ain't giving up till the day I'm killed (blaow!)
They say it's pointless to say how you feel
Well how I feel is emotionally unstable
When these cocksuckers say your dreams a fable
They say what you can be, which is not to be able to achieve
What you thought as a kid, a dream, sought for opportunities
You worked on it for weeks, months, now years, and they called you weak
It's no wonder what it's like for me
I zone out plug in, awkward socially
ADHD, I'm sporadic
As a motherfucking drug addict
I can't stop rap not yet it's a habit, God dammit
I can't back down from something, as long, as I'm standing (ahhhh!)

Whyte Nicotine, sounds like he's had it
Wouldn't you know? You're the reason this happened
Backing me to a wall, till I can't step it
Thinking I'ma break, you're a stick I just snapped it
I was born into chaos, now a pandemic
I don't need COVID-19 to be the illest
I've been infected with this rap-like virus
That kills shit that's out of alignment

You don't believe me, how ironic
How the fuck do you think this all started?
That's what I mean this generation is retarded (we eat Tide Pods)
No offense, unless it's you then walk it
One thing needed common sense, you don't got it
Go on your phone with your fake life posting
YOLOs, for all these anonymous comments
Till one hurts you then no responses (ouch)

I think it's funny you live life less
I say something you expect kindness
What did you really think all life is?
Clear skies, with a sun shining?
Rainbows don't got a pot of gold

NO SPACE

Light In Darkness

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03) Jefrey Blake – Staring Into the Light ‘ Hexagonal Music ‘
04) Version Bizar – L_improbable ‘ Zenon ‘
05) Ruben Karapetyan – State of Progression ‘ UV ‘
06) Sebastien Leger – Koi Fish ‘ Early Morning ‘
07) Hot Tuneik – Life Is a Journey ‘ Guateque ‘
08) Cevin Fisher – Love You Some More ( Harry Romero Extended Remix ) ‘ Faith ‘
09) Mr. V , Cammora – Psychedelic Love ( Extended Edit ) ‘ Collective Mob ‘
10) Tali Muss , Vakabular – Uniqueness ( D-Nox & Ed Steele Remix ) ‘ Hollystone ‘
11) Solis [US] – Lumina ( Redspace Extended Remix ) ‘ Univack Promo ‘
12) Jou Nielsen , Paul Ikky – Outhere ‘ Stripped ‘
13) Morttagua – The Orange Theme ( Remake 2022 ) ‘ Timeless Moment ‘
14) Starsailor – Four to the Floor ( Thin White Duke Short Version ) ‘ Wagram / Balagan ‘


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03. Budakid - Freedom (Patrice Bäumel Remix)
04. Frankey & Sandrino ft. Charlotte Riby - Memories (Original Mix)
05. Adriatique & Son of Son - Style & Fashion 
06. Martin Waslewski - Switch 
07. Son Of Son - Lost Control (Original Mix)
08. George Morel - Father Speech
09. Oscar L - Primewire 
10. Guy Gerber - Timing (Original)
11. James Holden - Nothing (Who Else & Zagitar Remix) 
12.RÜFÜS DU SOL - In the Moment (Adriatique Extended Remix)
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Whyte Nicotyne, hailing from Cresco, United States, is a rising music artist/philosopher with a unique versatile style and blend of influences from his high school friendship with JayThaRose. Drawing inspiration from artists like Eminem, Kendrick Lamar, J. Cole, Nas, 2Pac, The Notorious B.I.G., Logic, Outkast, NF, Mac Miller, and many other artists. Whyte Nicotyne's sound resonates with a deep and relatable quality that sets him apart in the music scene. With his original debut single, "A Better Day," released on March 29th, 2024, Whyte Nicotyne showcases his talent and passion for creating music that speaks to the heart and soul of his listeners.

Born in Coon Rapids, Minnesota quickly moved to Cresco, Iowa. A small rural town where Austin Buls grew up and discovered his artistry and outlet with music, more specifically hip-hop and rap. At the age of 16, he created his alter ego, "Whyte Nicotyne," "Whyte," obviously white but spelled with a "Y," instead of an "I," as he always felt different. "Nicotyne," because music is his addiction, a drug constantly wanting more and more like a fiend needing fixing. As witty as he is, he had to be the one to go against the grain with salt. After years of practice, writing rhymes, free-styling, and making demos. He created debut album "Light In Darkness," EP "Summer Paradise," album 2 "Days Of Future Past," album 3 in the works "Children Of The Corn," along with some singles. Embodying the idea of being the light in a dark place.

Light In Darkness

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