sad feels

A soft intro leading into a tight build releasing into an aggressive mantra decaying into beautiful Harmonics


Water

Vs 1:
Watch
as my mind
Beckons to show me, the desperate and lonley
Thoughts, that we all try to hide.

Vs 2: 
How I'd love to know, what there is beneath
Every single frame, of this dull routine
Fighting urgently, for that one release
Bringing back to us, our own sanity.

Chorus:
Tell me, why you, will not, touch me.
Tell me, why you, will not
Hurt me.

Tell me, why you, cannot feel me,
Tell me, why you, will not,
Help me.


Water

Attis (short)

A new Spin on our sound and the shape of things to come.
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Moving Forward(Demo)

"Reoccurring Dream" by Ethan Gruska. 
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Reoccurring Dream Lyrics : 
Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

And it’s no surprise if you don’t understand
If you’re blindsided I’d have trouble blaming you
I’m good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you’re thinking of me

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help, I want to understand
I don’t know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you’re not running from me
I’m always pushing people away unknowingly

Reading your mind is never going to yield an answer
Why don’t I learn my lesson
Most of the time it’s just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

Heaven help me, I don’t understand
Heaven help, I’m having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don’t want me

Reoccurring Dream

"Total Control, Is All I've Ever Known Till You,
Until You.
Rearrange This Inside Track Just For you.
Yes It's True.

And It's Hard To Recreate A Moment, 
That's Completely, New.
So Unused.
All These Memories, Dedicated Focused And Confused,
Just Like You.

Ripped Apart And Denying What We Feel.
What We Feel.
Follow, Instead, A Path We've Laid Out,
It's Logical. Just So Practical.
Rush Past Our Instinct, Reach Out To Another.
Whose The Other.
Save It For Another Situation Far less Suitable,
So Incredible.

The Tighter I Hold You, The Further You'll Fall From Me.

This Feed Back Loop, Of Memory,
Is Pulling, Dragging Back On Me.
This Feed Back Loop Of Memory, 
Is Always Pulling, Dragging Me."

Intrinsic Beauty

i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but i can never tell
so we can’t do this my way

suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art

i don’t wanna spend time with you
naw you don’t fucking know me bro just tell me what you got
before i claim your spot
still you’re stuck in my favor
it’s all the same
you got my attention but I won’t listen
can’t walk with conviction
been out of state
so how come i’m burning out
tryna make it out of here alive
 
i want more from men and women
if we take it slow then i won’t hesitate
we could do it thirty minutes
and you can ask me any second of the day
i’m gonna miss you but I’ll never hit the brakes
cos i’m fucking or i’m fucked up
and if I ain’t gonna sing that shit you better see me
work a nine to five to fill my plate

so you best watch me pop
when people get the jist they be like oh my god
i got more time off
still tryna figure out who you are
can’t put my thoughts to speech unless i steal your magic and i put you on my sleeve
all i really know is i should punch the snare in when i’m feeling beat

and i’d fuck up my life if you told me to
but i don’t need your help
i do it by myself

maybe a lie is a second truth
but that shit don’t go well
that shit don’t go well

i suck up all my time for the moment
drowning in my fault and I know it isn’t healthy
but can anybody sell me for this art
nah i don’t wanna leave home
i can’t free smoke and it’s all my fault baby
but it’s alright just know i feel you
i feel you

this ain’t all my love
i got way more love

sunder

You're Final Thoughts
They Give Away
The Only Evidence
You're Still Awake

And You'll Never Give The Reasons Why, You're Always Hiding Out Inside.
Never Give The Reason's Why, You're Always Hiding Out Inside
Drowning In The Only World You Know.
Bound Up With No Air or Light
To Separate And Stay Divided
Driven By The Only Fear You Know.

These Hidden Thoughts
Give You Away
To Be So Distant......

But Never Give The Reason's Why, You're Always Hiding Out Inside
Locked Up In The Only World You know
Bound Up With No Air Or Light
You Might Loose Your Final Life Line
Look Into the Fear There is No Fight.


Distant (Demo)

punisher (with phem)

how will i rest in peace if i'm buried by a highway?//

Too True, Too Honest,
Too Fragile To The End.
Too Trusting, Too Innocent,
And Perfectly Discontent.

Chorus 1:
We're Not, Born Broken,
So Why Do We Break Apart.
We're Not Born Hallow.
So Why Do We,
Ring And Echo

Vs 2:
So Clean, So Brittle,
So Pure And Too Pristine.
To Be, This Damaged,
And Utterly Discontent

Chorus 2:
We're Not, Born Broken,
So Why Do We Break Apart.
We're Not, Born Jaded.
So Why Do We,
Give Up So Early.

Outro:
We're Not, Born Broken,
So Why Do We Break Apart.
We're Not, Born Hollow,
Useless, Or Shallow.
We're Not Born Broken, 
So Why Do We Break Apart.
We're Not Born Jaded,

Elliott's End

plastic door//

Vs 1: 
Overexposed To Unspeakable Selfishness,
Fumble And Fuss With Unbreakable Bonds.
Focus Intently On This Moment Unbearable,
Drawing You Close To When You Take Control.

Chorus:
Unwanted Control x2

Vs 2:
Bring A Discussion From A Newly Banked Memory,
Into The Spotlight Of These Fears And Doubts.
Follow The Footprints Of Each Word And Moment,
Softly Spoken To Give You Control.

Chorus 2: 
Unwanted Control x2

Outro:
Focus Intently On This Moment Unbearable,
Drawing You Close To When You Take Control.



Focused Intent

Captivating vocals accompanied by haunting cello leads.  Well thought out structures driven by powerful drums and dynamic guitars.
This band grabs you immediately as it morphs from genre to genre. 
   Fans have described Authentic Imperfection's live show as dramatic, emotional and 100% original.
A unique twist on Alternative Pop with roots in Classical, Metal, Folk and Adult Contemporary 
Authentic Imperfection will take you by surprise and leave you only wanting more.


Moving Forward(Demo)

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