i fucking hate my life and I'm drunk     grreat song tho, helped me trhu alot of shit, luv u bessarion, keeping me alive as always :)

stake my head into the ground
stake my heart without a sound
sent from God to kill us now
sent from God, kill us now

got me a woman got me a nail
trapped in my mind like a prison cell
extolled above all shall be jael
for making my life a living hell

and i love her
and i love her

i trusted you to treat me right
drinking away till the end of night
head on your lap everything was alright
now i wish i was never alive

Stake My Head Into The Ground (old mix)

Buy: https://wirdmusic.bandcamp.com/track/room

Spent your days
Ill-equipped to care
For yourself
In a room
There is so much to do
On your own
On your own

Folks outside
Cannot have a clue
What there is to do
In moments like these
I'm lying in my bed
I got stuck this way
And waiting for your call

And there's nothing to say
Just try and act like normal
Directness in my ways
Is not what we need
When we don't know how

But she tells me it's just fine
She tells me it's just fine
She tells me it's just fine
She tells me it's just fine

Room

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https://soundcloud.com/user-470248955/lay-down-and-die

i dont want to try
fuck the world and fuck my life
i cant take this shit anymore
so sick of this lifes a chore

i wanna lay down and die
i know i cant go onnn
dark thoughts poisoning my mind
where did it all go wrong

all alone
and i did it all on my own
nobody likes u when yr sad
so either die or learn to act

i wanna lay down and die
i know i cant go on
dark thoughts poisoning my mind
where did it all go wrong

lay down and die (fried by fluoride cover)

idk


im gettin really tired of goin to bed
at 10 o clock
im gettin really fed up i think ive 
had enough

but you wont reply
i wanna see the sky
well go as fast as we can
i cant walk or sit or stand
but you wont reply
wanna see the sky
meaningless divide
youre lost but youre divine

my room is really messy
theres clothes all on the floor
you can find me among them
with one foot out the door

i dont wanna get up
do you have the time
i just dont wanna get up
do you have the time
cus my life is crazy but im too damn lazy everything just happens i dont get a saying
cus my life is shitty oh shes so damn pretty i dont deserve any of this at all
ill put these things to rest now
theyve lost their humanity
im demoted to low down
ill never see the true me
but you wont reply
i wanna see you die
your meaningless divine
but ill forget in time

im gettin really tired
sittin round and growin mold
im gettin really old now 
i cant be an adult

Womp Womp

call your parents
on the phone
and warn them
you stay for long

cause i wont let you goo
just want you to know

i get what i want
and you wont let you leave
 i need you 
very close to me

cause i wont let you goo
just want you to know

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know



you will stay
as longest you need
active shooting 
with the police

cause i wont let you goo
just want you to know

dont wanna cut
 your perfect skin
wanna love you
just to live a dream

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

stockholm girl
ill kidnap your heart
and make damn sure
that you will be mine

i dont wanna hurt
dont wanna make you cry
but if you leave that door
we both fucking die

just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know
just want you to know
just need you to know

stockholm girl

They Cannot Touch Her

GHILLIE SUIT (acoustic demo)

lyrics:
made a potion in my room late past light
brewing sinister alchemy is my birth right
sip it slow cause the spirits in the bottle bite
and ive never seen those fuckers lose a single fight


I'm in tune with the magic
never sober anymore
I unravel the fabric
while you shut and lock the door 

im a wizard
and I love casting spells


and my robe's getting wet
wading through this mist
and the ghouls getting mad
cuz they cant get nona this
if the opps fly on me they gon get the magic stick
fairy dust in their nose
got their head in a twist 

drawing sigils on the backs of my eyelids
got my toungue melting on some chemical
test strips
coming up orange sunshine what a nice trip
mix n match with all these spells and im losing grip

wizard

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

im tired of everything
please let me end my life
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

everything fucking sucks
every day everything hurts
I need to turn off my brain
I don't wanna feel this pain

i dont wanna be around
i dont wanna be around
just wanna forget everyone
wanna be under the ground

Don't Wanna Be Around

some songs by the band i was in before we broke up. we never made official recordings.

caught in your own inexistence
set up a snare and catch yourself
is this the cause of your resistance?
isn't this everything you want?

i hate going to parties because of this....

you woke up ashamed of being pretty
so you cut off all your hair
harvest the fruit of indecision
an outward sign of your despair

i hate going to parties because of this

fall into the arms of God...

trophy girls - pineapple jam

bessarion

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amelia lock

silly

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GET FUCKED RETARD

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