produced by lil soda boi

lyrics:
the hours go by
the hours go by by by

i'm out of my mind
i'm back on my grind
grind grind
whoa
try not to let the light burn out
it flickers at night
right? yikes
hot wire
jailbroke the soul so it's mine slyly
might say it's fine but it's not fine
i don't want to die but we all die here
it's an archive of my thoughts and desires
and the things i hear
can't yell fire in a crowded theater
and if nobody is, i'm proud of you

i don't want to die but we all die here
(X2)
we all die here
(X2)

lil soda boi - we all die (here)

Moist.

It's not what it should be
Don't know what you think of me
To put me in this position
Again, I

I've walked so I can run
Been burned by everything under the sun
When do I find an out
Let me find a way to count

All the loss I've taken
Everything I've gained, well
Is it enough
Will it ever enough for me

I know I'm

Wanna know who wrote this book
And decided what it should look like
Decided I shouldn't feel right
I chose this path I walk
Where I sing before I talk
About it all
And I

Keep it all inside
Only outlet when I write
Well what if sometimes I can't
Find the words or find myself at all
Crushed by weight of it all
Discovered I can't stand
The way I bend for what they think of who I am

It's not what it should be
Don't know what you think of me
To put me in this position
Again

lost and found (prod. PARiAH)

DRIVIN FUKD UP OFF DA COAST 

GIVE IT ALL DAT I GOT OR NO

DIGITAL DISSOCIATION 
THA M0ST 
WE BE FUCKED UP OFF DA COAST FUCKIN ALL THESE BITCHES AND ALL

DDA FULL RELEASE...COUPLE DAYS LMAO

PROD. AUTTI
MIX: AUTTI X MXZAIK
MASTER: MXZAIK
LYRICS: AUTTI
DIRECTED: SADBOISLAYER
EDITED: AUTTI
ART AND PHOTOGRAPHY: AUTTI X SADBOISLAYER

LYRICS:

Drivin fucked up off the coast 
Don’t need no map no the most 
Saw a face caught up in the road 
Revalations off tha dope 
Living fucked up all I know 
My vices now make it hard to cope 
Savin face gotta make it flow 
and living fucked up all I know 


Drivin fucked up off the coast 
Give it all that I got or no 
Press down gotta make the most 
What power does your speech invoke 


Id give it all just to let them know 
That im haunted and i got no hope 
7 nations speak when im my zone 
But i hit that dro and it lets me know 
That I could never make it out alone 


Drivin fucked up off the coast 
Don’t need no map no the most 
Saw a face caught up in the road 
Revalations off tha dope 
Living fucked up all I know 
My vices now make it hard to cope 
Savin face gotta make it flow 
and living fucked up all I know 

Tha m0st (prod. autti)

Everybody got opinions
Oh yes I know
Didn't ask for what you giving
So maybe don't
Everybody got opinions
Oh yes I know
Didn't ask for what you giving
So maybe don't

I feel like Soulja Boy back in '07
I been working hard one day they'll finally get it
I been building animosity, please don't talk to me
I been focused on the goals that I wanna reach
They peeped im getting motion, now they wanna preach
Saying that you got advice, don't give that to me

I think it's funny
Suddenly you got them big ideas
Where were you when I was down
Well you wasn't shedding tears about it
Say what all you like
And I will do the same without it
I did all the work
And now you wanna give me options
I did it all myself
And now you wanna share the wealth
I doubt it

Your mouth is
Cashing checks your strongest stretch
Could never even reach
Saying what you'd do in my position
I'm thanking God that you'll never be
Oh me, Oh my
I don't have desire or the time
To give my mind to all these fucking haters
That tuned into to the climb
Right before the climax
Don't push me to the edge about this
Got my back to the wall
Don't blame me if I start swinging
The world dealt me this hand
And then I started singing
Don't come here and expect to be in it when I win
I don't need any new friends
(Don't make me) Say that shit again

2007 (prod. Johnny Liquor)

prod slayr, doxx & wa

You know im on
Im fighting for your love but that dont seem like what you want
Tell me what is bothering you if you want
Tell me what is bothering you if you want
Im eyeing you up and down
Down and up
My first love was so classy yea she never gave a fuck
I only told her one thing fuck your man yeah
Im tryna be her only man thats the plan yeah
All i do is work, dont gotta say a word to me
Yes i can do anything like its magic constantine
Im racing for my dream, hope you racing for your dream
I wanna let go im tired of you holding me
tired of you holding me
I wanna let go im tired of you holding me
tired of you holding me
I wanna let go im tired of you holding me

I got a friend for your friend yea lets do it to it
baby your man aint no man he really just stupid and clueless
No im not newer to this
Pockets so strong they juicing juicing
Niggas got no excuses
One wrong move then i gotta say deuces
In a rental, money stand tall
You cant take a loss, win everything
And i still evolve, yall cant keep up no more cause i still evolve
All this shit so easy peasy
Lollipop like weezy weezy
Get ‘em rocked so easy easy
Hella G’s not talm’ bout eazy
Stunt with ease yeah shout out ez
Bitch said that she wanna leave me
Told her im not going for it
You look better then the stars i see
You dont got no time no

All i do is work, dont gotta say a word to me
Yes i can do anything like its magic constantine
Im racing for my dream, hope you racing for your dream
I wanna let go im tired of you holding me
tired of you holding me
I wanna let go im tired of you holding me
tired of you holding me
I wanna let go im tired of you holding me

Holding

im tryna think what it was all for
before these greedy fers started barking at my front door
everyone wants something I know
and I adore the attention but uh
can I mention why I started
the floor really looking like it was lava
hot coals in my apartment
I want more, not just more for myself
I know too many people living life like its hell

and sure
I want an iced out wrist watch 
enough shine on it that id leave the og's shocked
tired of walking to a laundromat
where a kid was shot
I thought id get rich and buy a land plot
I was planning how to save my fam
got too focused on it
forgot to spend time with my grandmother
and when she passed I thought that I should step back
and now they asking where im at 

im tryna make it out the struggle
this lack of motivation atrophy to my muscles
forgot to have the time to call more
ask myself what it was all for
if I still had a therapist she'd prolly ask me  what's new
how bout a couple labels making promises that they can't do
waiting around no follow up becomes a fck you
if I got so much potential, why tf do I need u
everyone talks a big game but they fall short
tired of wearing a fake smile and being such a good sport
barely have the time to record

what it was all for (PROD. ROOSEVELT)

Why can't I catch a break
Shit really makes me mad
Why can't I catch a break
Everyone needs something so bad
I feel like I can't breathe
I feel like I got my back to the wall
And they still tryna push me
Been doing this so long
Why you still talking to me like a rookie
Don't send the fuckin' message
If you don't have the money right to book me
Dependents and opinions you must have mistook me
For someone who has the patience or the time
I'm just tryna get my mind right
I give you my all, tell me if you see the limelight
Focused on the climb they don't even understand
How easy it'd be to just give in and then to not give a damn
I know they only care if you give em what they wanting when they call
I have no capacity at all
So much on my back, it's like they wanna see me fall
Can I win
I wanna win

So much on my plate that I can't stand straight
Every move I'm tryna make keep turning into stalemates
Everyone's a stranger when they acting like they friendly
At this point im not just losing faith I'm losing sleep
All these fucking standards, I can't stand 'em, tryna meet
With so much in the way of who I am and who I'm tryna be
Watered the wrong promises and now I watch the pot rust
Don't talk to me about trust
I'm tired wasting time
With too much on my mind
I've got so many questions
Phone is ringing
Only me is on the line
Only me is on the line
Questions end in dollar sign
So I need it if it's time
And I want it if its mine
Lately I been at my limit
I might just push the limit
So show me upper limits
I don't believe in ceilings
I'm tired fighting feelings
I tell the world my business

upper limit (prod. c0der)

I thought it be better
I thought it be better
I thought it be better than this
I thought it be better

I thought it be better
I thought it feel better
I thought it feel better
I thought I thought it I thought it

Think I forgot why I started
Chasing a check lost the plot
But with the money come problems
Maybe with some help I can solve 

But put my faith in someone
That feels like breaking some rule
I don't like hands in my food
Don't know what new hands'll do

Admitting my fear comes so easy
Ignoring it gets hard
Staying at home feels safer than
Playing the house with my cards

Then there is so much to see
But honestly, I don't know my pace
Only so much face you save
Everyday staying in same place

What goes away at sundown
When no one else is around
There's a coming in wind'll blow the place down
Same wind gon' turn the page
And I been counting calendar days
Patient I stay and wait
One day I think I'll find a way
Just thought yesterday today it's all the same
I thought I'd be further than this by now
Thought it feel better by now
I thought I'd be better by now
But hey, who's counting

the wheel (prod. Johnny Liquor)

I try to take some time out for myself
Doint what's right from the wrong side
Think that I might need some help
I'm scared of change
But I'm more scared that things might just stay the same
Knowing that time keep going
My pain keep growing and I might go insane
I'm pessimistic, or realistic
Still somehow the only bitch you know who gets it
Burn myself down, feeling too hedonistic
I'll admit it, self indulgence
Need my potion
Need that magic
That turn light from dark
Need my spark
Well, sometimes I can't find my way
Can't hear myself think
All these things that people say when I create
Words that you say
Know that I'm not impressed
I get to feeling more jaded, I guess
Tired of feeling this weight on my chest
Relief when it come get divided by stress, yes
Can't tell you the last time I really felt joy
I guess I find too many things that are more important

Man, okay, now fuck a vacation
That just feel like avoidance
I know I feel too many things and then I call that noise
Lately I ain't been working
And I ain't been doing much
I'm on the precipice of things
And thoughts I can't afford
Okay, okay
Well, what it look like when I get what I've been seeking
I know success has caveats
Are caveats more demons
I've gone to deep to give it up
I guess let me meet them
And then we'll see

No Vacations (prod. Ekonoir)

Lately I been
Caught up in doing the right thing
Why do I waste my time
I wanna be your everything
Anything less just don't feel right
Searching for myself
Seeking reason
Why do feelings change
Come and go just like the seasons

Man, I swear I hate that feeling
In ways I can't relay
I hate the selfish and disloyal
Though I can relate
Chasing past mistakes
Then we call it fate
Saying you the realest
Whole time knowing that you fake

I can't blame you, no, I know
It's hard to be here
This world we living in a game
The rest do not play fair
I'm just taking all what's mine
Residual dust from the grind
Life move a mile a minute
Never know what's it's worth
'Til its all behind you
What do I do

I try
And I try
And I try

Caught up in doing the right thing
Why do I waste my time
I wanna be your everything
Anything less just don't feel right
Searching for my meaning
Seeking reason
Motivations change
Come and go just like the seasons

And when nothing is the same
Sometimes I hate that feeling
And if I had a time machine
I would rewrite my demons

Man, I swear I hate that feeling
In ways I can't relay
I hate the selfish and disloyal
Though I can relate
Chasing past mistakes
Then we call it fate
Saying you the realest
Whole time knowing that you fake

I can't blame you, no, I know
It's hard to be here
This world we living in a game
The rest do not play fair
I'm just taking all what's mine
Residuals from the grind
Life move a mile a minute
Never know what's it's worth
'Til its all behind you

Tha m0st (prod. autti)

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