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Autumn Forever - Dirty Sin (Single)

Blind

Messy Love

Hell Without

Hollow

One More Goodbye

there's been plenty of friends, so many ends
i wish that, i could say i knew
i'll say it now, i'll say it loud
that my best was saved for you
just so you know, you were my home
now what am i supposed to do?

there's no more words
you've shown you have no time for me now
and we both know there's nothing left
you have your new life, and i had no say
separate ways somehow make sense

its been so long, let's say, 20 years
my god, how can that be true?
we've seen it all, we both took a fall
now we want to start anew
but then you had to go and leave me alone
now what am i supposed to do?

there's no more words
you've shown you have no time for me now
and we both know there's nothing left
you have your life, never thought i'd say
that separate ways somehow make sense

there's no more words
you've shown you have no time for me now
and we both know there's nothing left
you have your life, and i'm left empty
separate ways, and i'm alone in the end


No More Words

rain is falling, im trying to fight 
 the feelings of this lonely night 
 its over, ohhh its over 
 an empty heart, classic missed chance, 
 some say we grew up to fast 
 its been so long ohhh so long 
 sitting down, trying to write about 
 how it's u i cant live without, 
 it's heavy, ohh its heavy 

 im pretty sure i cant move on, 
 how 18 years has come and gone 
 its to late, yes its to late 

 i woke up from a dream, where i had you 
 one more time, i was tryin to 
 foolishly belive you'd come back 
 to warm my heart, 
 but still your gone 

 in your arms i always felt like i was safe 
 and the rest of the world would just melt away , melt away 
 the happiness, the innocence, the way you smiled 
 all the things i cant forget will not forget 
 how did you manage to move on 
 for me it all seems its all gone wrong 
 i find comfort in this sadness 
 and did you know i still dream about you 
 its safe to say i cant live without you 
 broken, yes im broken 

 i woke up from a dream, where i had you 
 one more time, i was tryin to 
 foolishly belive you'd come back 
 to warm my heart, 
 but still your gone 

 still gone, i'm broken 
 i thought i was 
 oh yes i thought i was 
 being numb to all of this 

 being numb to all of this 

 being numb to all of this

Messy Love ( B side )

forever mine

i'm sorry that it ended up this way. 
 never thought that today would be the day, 
 when my life....oh my life....would fade into darkness.
 im sorry that it came down to this. 
 never thougt i'd be the man anyone would miss, 
 before the drink....before the pills....would take me away forver.

now shadows play, tricks on your, mind and you, can't leave
 the wasted days, sleepless nights you couldn't walk away from
 and i say.....all the shame, all the lies, they could be mine
 all the damage i did is forever mine.
 
i was always...up too late, just one more drink,
 don't take responsibility, don't stop to think.
 how i hurt....how i left....everyone in my life.
 wouldn't see no one, couldn't go no where
 at the bottom of the bottle 'cause I didn't care.
 about my life....well it's too late....but I'm forever sorry.

now shadows play, tricks on your, mind and you, can't leave
 the wasted days, sleepless nights you couldn't walk away from
 and i say.....all the shame, all the lies, they could be mine
 all the damage i did is forever mine.
 
just know that i will forever be in your dreams,
 i'll be watching from above , just call my name.

still i left a seed behind for you to mold, 
 into the man i wasn't able to be. 

now shadows play, tricks on your, mind and you, cant leave
 the wasted days, sleepless nights you couldn't walk away from
 and i say.....all the shame, all the lies, they could be mine
 all the damage i did will be forever mine. 

Forever Mine

why do i tell my self
it wont happen again
why do i convince myself
that this isnt really you, and
why do i allow myself
to carry all this pain
when sorry doesnt mean 
anything to you

why do i tell myself
that you will change
why do i convince myself
that this time around
things will be different
why do i alow myself 
to follow your words
so blindly
when yesterdays appologies
are todays exscuses


why do i lie awake at night
wondering who you're with
when you're not here
why do i shed these tears for you
after all these years
why do i continually 
confuse, sex with love
cuz its not love 
when all you do 
is sleep with my friends.

why do i tell myself
that you will change
why do i convince myself
that this time around
things will be different
why do i alow myself 
to follow your words
so blindly
when yesterdays appologies
are todays exscuses



