Call w/ 4 haku (Takko + northeast lights)

I wanna be ur life i wanna be ur doll
Your eyes are glossing over me u never cared at all
Hiding in the walls, analyzing ever flaw
I rlly wanna try but its difficult

I wake up and im covered in cuts
You told me that theyre pretty i shld never give it up
My heart is weak, shldve never opened up
My head is spinning think ive lost too much blood

I think im addicted to the blade
And i feel so ashamed and these scars dont wanna fade
I know im a discrace but you cant seem to look away
I get so afraid when you thru my charade
Im infected, i cant escape depression
Stuck inside a cycle of violence and misdirection
Looking in the mirror god i wish that i was feminine
Taking all these drugs, all i rlly want is estrogen

I got a job but im still fucking useless
You broke my heart and i still cant undo it
Im at the club i have poison in my guts
Am i still your girlfriend if i dont have a pulse
Cut me into pieces, in the name of love
You use me like a toy, now ur filling with disgust
Does it make you happy to know im feeling crushed
I wanna disappear now, i think ive had enough
I think ive had enough

i've had enough [augury]

two guns w/eczotic (neather)

lyrics! 

spiral🌀 

i get too invested
saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it
i’m in too deep and i can’t leave i guess i’ll just accept it
sometimes i only think about myself
sometimes it feels like i don’t have nobody else
living in a dream
nothing is real and nothing is what it seems
u took a part of me and i don’t want it back 
the way u look at me u know i can’t stay mad
(i can’t stay mad)
treating me like a lesson
treating like i’m less than
you
(saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it)
sorry to bother you
i’m just another you, we got too much in common
back to you, i tried subtracting u 
if we’re being honest
(if we’re being honest)

liliya 🥀

ive been moving forward im not going back
drugs in my system the room turn black
went too far and there’s no turning back
i don’t wanna talk just give me a rack 
i don’t wanna hang with none of y’all y’all wack
used to quit on myself but ima come right back 
he talking crazy and he finna get slapped
my life so shit but you know I’m fucking back

gleam✨

i get obssessive in the night time
blood drawn fangs out like its fright night
behind my back i didnt know u were a rat now
shooting bullets thru ur brain it make a splat sound
im in too deep baby girl in in the background
im sinking deeper baby girl please dont let me drown
please dont let me drown im in the deep end
wake up from this dream like it was pretend
i remember we was kissing on the weekends
all the armor on my heart i couldnt defend
i couldnt defend im filled with defects
u shut me out of ur life like im a reject

auxina🌐

About a bag 
Only things I build is stacks
Friendships fall between the cracks
I’m not trying to break my back
hate my old memories 
Hallways no one would speak to me  
shake demons off of me
my heart up as a offering 
I wonder what you meant 
When you said
That I couldn’t ever be the one
So sad
I’m just a girl inside your crazy world
No pity 
I could kill your heart 
You should fear me

mariana freestyle 24’ - spiral forever + liliya + gleam (SHINJU + APRIL 21)

silver halo (333)

prod @hurtwinds x takuori
sfx @junk_king

tell me wat2do so dat ion have2 b like u /.
ina cut smokin dope dats my only truth [
run away from ur lies fuck is wrong witchu ?.
i have2fight2survive ion live like u. /

hear me, ion evn want u near me
waited4ur love so dearly
u aint even want me clearly
clearly

i cant eem play witchu i wana fuckin stay witchu ..
if i made u love me ,, would it b an issue ? /
cryin while i roll up ,, tears ona tissue .
i think ima pop1 ,. i think ima sip2 // .

b like u (hurtwinds x takuori)

lyrics:

Im so very broken why would you even try?
Its a million sleepless nights against a dark blue sky
I can tell the truth, but you only wanted lies..
I know you think I am undead that’s why I didn’t reply! (x2)


Purest like the snow fall
I thirst for revenge 
Pulled up in the graveyard in a all black Benz
Fuck a trend
I chalk it up it is what it is
The gates guarding my heart
You can’t come hurt me again   
Saying you forgive me
Then you hate me again
The spray of blood so pretty 
You wanna paint me again 
I don’t need your pity
Wanna tie lose ends
Death is inconvenient 
I hope it ruined your plans
You were always the type
That couldn’t break bread
Your final resting place
Was a lake bed 
Darling you thought you got the best of me!
Now you drown forever in hell 
In a all black sea!!

Im so very broken why would you even try?
Its a million sleepless nights against a dark blue sky
I can tell the truth, but you only wanted lies..
I know you think I am undead that’s why I didn’t reply!

fate (SHINJU + KRAVE)

lyrics: 

How could you make it about me 
Was it really that hard to see
You never really missed me
I don’t think its a mystery
Im in the fog  by the lake
My tears fall my hands shake
Going numb like novocaine 
I can’t ever forgive this mistake
Your waiting to see if I will break
My wings torn but I still pray 
You never asked if im ok
Holy blood smeared on the blade
My wrists seen better days     
In my room in a cave

I just want to forget 
Refund on time spent  
Wishing that we never kissed
Heart inside a deeper pit
Fresh to death in a crypt
I hope you always think of this
Glock a bey I let it rip 
Warm blood falling down my lip

If you really want me you would come for me!
Always come off so haunting you won't comfort me...
comfort me... you won't comfort me! 

How could you make it about me 
Was it really that hard to see
You never really missed me
I don’t think its a mystery
Im in the fog  by the lake
My tears fall my hands shake
Going numb like novocaine 
I can’t ever forgive this mistake
Your waiting to see if I will break
My wings torn but I still pray 
You never asked if im ok
Holy blood smeared on the blade
My wrists seen better days     
In my room in a cave

✨patience🪽 (RAV3N)

@1anesthesia @prodaugury

@1anesthesia
look like you seen a ghost
demons live from the host
lost soul i roam with no home
and keep a heart on my sleeve
cry on the shoulder you need
it don’t mean nothing to me
it don’t mean nothing at all

dopamine chaser
l-l-link up w my x 2 fk n then erase her
loving hard is not my nature
i wake up at night and know that im in danger
baby i can b your savior
if you gave me a chance to be there for you
id be just the thing you need

i’d do anything to make this pain go away
im praying maybe someday
i’ll see the error in my ways
and somehow make it all change

@sif666
i take these drugs just to numb the pain
i cant take another lie
ur so fucking fake
i would rather die alone than show u my face
i pour my heart into the mic when i hit the stage
i cant forget how u saved me when i strayed
these marks still remind me how youve changed
if i died in ur arms then id be ok
it gets worse
it gets harder every fucking day
leave me alone 
let me bleed out on the pavement 
u dont know how long i waited for u to take me back and say that u still cared about me
i wish that i could just leave without a trace behind me
just let me disappear please

dopamine chaser + anesthesia (augury)

ft @bloodonmybalmains
prod @9wren + @fucktwintails + @nightigerxo
art by instagram.com/sph3rq

(@sif666)
im hollow
this sorrow
i’ll hold onto
if u want 2
i got drugs 2
i could die for u
if u want 2
i can’t talk
i can't talk to u
im hurting 
this burden 
gets worse and worse
my cuts don’t hurt anymore

i stay out of sight
only come out at night
no bitch im not ur slime
i am a different kind
u cannot sit by my side
i keep a blade on my thigh
x’d out im way too high

(@bloodonmybalmains)
yea i go crazy yea i eat the brain
needles in my arm yea i feel like bane 
been tweaking out havent eaten for days 
starving away i got a stomach pain

i said i dont mind
i stay out at night
bitch ur not on my side 
im a different guy

i said im sorry
i got blood on my thigh
im just barred out 
im way to high

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hollow + bloodonmybalmains (9wren + twintails + nightiger)

new brain

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silver halo (333)

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