Who the fuck made this beat?? This shit making me tiiiiiiyuuuuuud

@sunrisess
@yureiclub

lyrics:

i hit bro up 
on tele
took a pill
i can feel it
in my belly
im in new york
hit the deli
caught another body
yea im startin to feel like melly
tryna copy me
but they cant
ion wanna talk
not my friend
u a fan
u fell off 
was that part of the plan?
6 deep at the mall
pop a xan

i pull off yea i race
fuked up off drugs i take
fuk ppl they all fake
fuk u n whatchu make

i hit bro up 
on tele
took a pill
i can feel it
in my belly
im in new york
hit the deli
caught another body
yea im startin to feel like melly
tryna copy me
but they cant
ion wanna talk
not my friend
u a fan
u fell off 
was that part of the plan?
6 deep at the mall
pop a xan

casualties (sunrisess)

lyrics <33

auxina:
Letting burdens get the best of things
(not your fault!) x2
Feels like love is falling out of reach 
(not your fault!) x2 
Its getting harder to trust
Don’t wanna call any bluffs
We’ve been through it enough
Doesn’t seem we’ve hit any luck
But I don’t wanna close any doors  
Leaving a crack so the light can pour 
Let it come from the source... 
Don’t know how much I can endure 

Taking pictures at the theater
Perfect cinema 
Its not good enough
If we are in love
What’s in the underbrush?
Youre irregular
These secrets piling up 
locket box covered in dust
I should’ve known this was the end!
You said you hated all my friends
But I thought you were special 
Gassed up like its petrol 
Damage to my mental 
Cut things off you said that’s overkill
Monster like this clover field
Let my demons to go make a deal
I'm at peace in Elysium fields 

(Diego verse coming soon)

our memories are stored below + diegointhedark (TOYEMA)

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

poison_2 prod. rubbish

prod fumiko! + shigitori
art by instagram.com/yumikotamori

lyrics:

ive got to stop w all these drugs its not working
feel it run thru my veins but its still hurting
wish i knew when i was younger it worsens
why am i such a burden
told her the high’s not worth it

i cant lie its not worth it
dont know why i keep searching
i cant count all of these pieces that im broke in
i feel hopeless
geeked up hope they dont notice
line up that coca and blow it

i just hope they dont notice
im losing control bitch
im feeling so sick

talking to u feels like choking 
close my door im alone 
but bitch u know i been rolling

off this molly im rolling
im all alone blowing smoke rings
it feels like time moving slowly

i just hope they dont notice
i been geeked on my own
i got this coke up my nose bitch

spotify

sick (fumiko! + shigitori)

https://soundcloud.com/ilyexotic
https://soundcloud.com/sparkl3xo
https://soundcloud.com/prodlati

april2k25 set

in the room
plagued by distress
salt in the wound
can’t be saved from this mess
bullet proof vest
bullet case its a mess
scraping off the flesh
push the blade inside his neck
take another step
its like fate is being sealed
feel the cold steel
ima make you know its real
hold still
hear the echos from the field
you know the whole deal
i got time to kill
so you know its time to kill

victim of machination
its too late 
too late to change it
encrusted with detritus
rusted from the cries
pull up and you can try it
you wont come out alive

surveilled
automated paranoia
surveilled
cybernetically destroyed 
surveilled
dilapidated resource
surveilled 
im nothing but a mechanoid

within the labyrinth of junk
no hopes of binding hearts
the promise of tomorrow
erodes till the final spark
stare it down
its oblivion personified
no ones around
that can tell you why its wrong or right

surveilled

prod @jolst @taylor

@stellathepixie
when ur alone 
put ur hands up for me 
tell me what you know
say it with ur body
it’s all about u
it’s all about us
i don’t blame u 
ur just crying in the club

love me a little 
love me a lot 
i’d never take away something you love
so many miles
that’s between us 
but you get prettier with every one
hate other people
don’t give a fuck 
testing my limits on feeling your touch 
i’d smile but it’s so bad
you can have fun i like that 

@creepybuggirl
ur long sleeves
wrapped around me
i can’t help it but to get this feeling
softly
hold me
i can’t take it anymore
don’t know what to say now
i look at the floor
avoid ur face and think how i want more
but what’s the reason
does there always have to be one

crying in the club ft. creepybuggirl & emorave (jolst taylor)

lyrics: 

auxina

Baby youre killing me 
But I think that I like it
I think I like it
Up late night seeing things like a psychic
SMS an SOS like Im on a sidekick
Passenger to my anxieties 
So I don’t know whose driving
I don’t know whose driving  
Cut my heart open like a titan
I won’t be frightened 
Cause baby Im still smiling   
 
Never again
Never again
I took your hand
You planned my death
Step by step.. 
I walked into your web
Your crimson eyes
I lost my breath again!  

@korrindotnet
i let u open up these wounds for good
i let u peer in my tomb for fools 
beckoning me ur spiral arms 
eye of ur storm where i found my calm 
my friends? i don have any friends
my family? concerned with this 
ill be honest on how this ends
pouring my soul till my last was spent
on the edge of the bridge, suspended by grief
i could take a leap and fall away to the deep 
feeling blood bound beyond what i can see
wondering how that sounds as i drift into sleep

Baby youre killing me 
But I think that I like it
I think I like it
Up late night seeing things like a psychic
SMS an SOS like Im on a sidekick
Passenger to my anxieties 
So I don’t know whose driving
I don’t know whose driving  
Cut my heart open like a titan
I won’t be frightened 
Cause baby Im still smiling!

our memories are stored below + diegointhedark (TOYEMA)

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