@angelsflight
@haroldsboxers
@okmurrrr
@v2nthan
@mysticbummer
@ilovelongdays

facebook cypher w/ my mom + venthan + mysticbummer + angelsflight + erl + murrrr + longdays

it's easy to lose who you are in the expectations of your loved ones
i hope you can pick up the pieces and reevaluate yourself

art by @nadirwhy <3
prod me

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@squidymoji

I'm sorry my priorities are messed up
I'm sorry my mentality is fucked up
I'm sorry my regrets will never reach you
I'm sorry healing leaves some damaged tissue

You did what you had to
To protect your fragility
Pinned down by everyone around you
How's it feel to finally be free

To step into the light

And realize your life is more than this
You've splintered into parts, it's time to recollect
Pick out the debris then sift and redissect
Don't forget to pause a second just to catch your breath

@luhvstory

I know I'm so pathetic
But you're so unapologetic
I think it's our genetics
I still love your aesthetic

Your tattoos and cosmetics
I hope you understand it
My heart's still damaged
I don't think that I'll manage

I took our love for granted
Now I feel so distracted
I don't blame you at all
Girl now my back's against the wall

fragility w/ luhv story

prod @flojy x @rainn_god
sfx @bloodcryy 
amv @bitekivibes https://youtu.be/OM_Py3wKrkM?si=unYk3w6u8Qbl8sAD

ion wana get attatched ,, can u tell me dats coo .. ,?
if i needa sit back ,, . ; i can try dat2 ,,. ]:
all i do is smoke pack ,|\ i cant even lie2u .. 
i cant even relax, ,its all i wana try2do .. /

u aint even gota front , . u can say thats tht //.
u b lyin thru ur teeth ,.  do u think im sad ? :[[
u been tearin thru a seam dat u cant sow back . / /.,]
put my heart ona string can u take it back :[[[;;'

im off 3different drugs i cant eem c u .. 
bitch i h8 wat i am ,./ think i needa redo ./.
if youd stop n youd think ,,.}| would u still lie 2 ? ?.,
ima stop ima pour n i hope i die2 ,, . =]

am i rly trippin > ? >, yea i hope u feel bad ,. .
y u stay in my dreamz ??  can u get out my head , . /
blood stains ona sheetz ima cut in my bed, , .;/////
evryday been da same ya i only feel dread, . : [

only feel dread [flojy + rainngod]

seeze +dgtl (souls1)

lyrics✨❤️‍🩹

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed


I thought I was different 
I said it wouldn’t be this time
Calculating every loss
Just to see when you’d be mine
Overestimated my odds 
Didn’t know they were slim to none 
In a ocean of better ones 
I thought I was one of one
Said you hated my laugh 
You hated when would I have fun
It was too late to go and run
My heart weighed a whole ton 
Inside of a hotel 
Sheets soaked in red rum 
This is one sided love 
Can’t believe this cruel stunt
One day you’ll get what you deserve!
No it’s not a handout…
I promise it was earned 
Evil incarnate 
But your revenge was incomplete 
I’ll see you in hell 
Or maybe you won’t see me

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed

scars last forever🩹 (NEONMAID w/ NOTLILTHOMAS)

lyrics~

auxina:
You can't even think about me
Long lost secret behind lock and key
I wanna drown in your sea
These thoughts deeper than you could see
I was so young and scared
The winds stripped me bare
Soul shredded in this mare
The sobering truth was unfair
My tears weren't there
I could see you didn't care

@korrinsgone:

think of me
still tryna play for keeps
wont let my soul fade away
im holdin on to sanity
by the way
I thought u said u hated me?
now we talkin late
and the tears fall unto the screen
it feels all contradictory 
I cant forget us watching the dark sky
I didnt know i was wastin ur time
I hope 1 day i can get this shit right....

auxina:

You can't even think about me
Long lost secret behind lock and key
I wanna drown in your sea
These thoughts deeper than you could see
I was so young and scared
The winds stripped me bare
Soul shredded in this mare
The sobering truth was unfair
My tears weren't there
I could see you didn't care

fleeting♡hearts + @korrinsgone (TOYEMA)

it was always better to hear ur voice (NIGHTIGER)

that memory gone
hands on the glass
another daydream u look incredible
along w me on that cable
i dont go a single of my life without remembering u
i should have told u a while
well i didnt know that would be last time i would see u smile

dreams i cant restore 
broken memories
never thought u could leave so suddenly
well i need u more...more
sharped blades 
hate it when it harms
bloodstains all over my arms
cant contain myself
its my turn to call u one more time

where did i go wrong?
was it my fault?
u were the reason for my downfall
dont wanna blame u...
but maybe its true :)
truth hurts i cant move on
accept ur gone
wake me up from this bad dream
realize its over
but ill always think abt us

dreams (wintertears)

i had a lot of fun with this one :'3
ty to my friends for their feedback

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watch my form disintegrate
watch my mind disintegrate

something you forgot to throw away

like litter soaking in the rain

watch me

cut & paste like paper
rearrange make different pictures
lines only flow one way
that's ok i'll black my eyes

life like waste like litter
melt away into the gutter
one day i'll float away
that's ok i'll steel my heart

irl theres no undo
maybe i can just delete
can i just be honest please
if i was would you save me

~~

prod me
art by my beloved

cut & paste

raptorgf + gus (REVIVAL)

CAUGHT

ig: @auxina_2077
🌐@blackwingacademy🌐
#1 DROPOUT!!!

scars last forever🩹 (NEONMAID w/ NOTLILTHOMAS)

auxina

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