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hold on (feat. closet)

@diegointhedark

diegointhedark - victim (neverquest)

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

i knew you wasn’t sorry 
just another broken soul
tryna harm me 
since you got what you wanted
discard me 
this what happens when my demons
don’t guard me

better off alone 
tears fall in the snow 
fragile yeah I know 
ive been here once before
another cataclysm 
and my condition is critical 
had a ego death
to reach my pinnacle
i been to hell and back 
and my soul freezing cold
wish that I never 
gave you the green light to go 
severed all connections
cut my wrists to seal the note
my demise is destined... 
but it’s nice to leave with hope!

Hook:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

spiralforever :

i think i lost my grip 
i wake up feeling sick
i get burnt out quick 
i cant stand that shit 
this life this world through these eyes, 
it’s never real enough in this life, 
this world i’m a ghost in the shell 
ghost of myself 
somebody else 
somebody else 
i’m somebody else 
(someone someone someone someone) 
do you even know what it feels like baby 
to lose who you are, 
lose who you were 
to forget why you’re here striving for nothing

auxina:

want me to be your dirty little secret 
can’t believe it 
i can’t keep it 
tear me to pieces 
this was a mistake 
i don’t need a heart to break 
bleeding out on a stake 
cut the real from the fake 
said you’d stay 
i knew you’d flake 
no more friends only foes
im counting benjys on the floor
record highs no more lows 
pack of woods from the store 
posted like the crow 
begging give me some more!

hellheart! + spiralforever (CLOAK)

diegointhedark - gtg

Lyrics<3

auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]


dethkitty:

can u hear me? can u feel me?
call ur name but i know ull never reach me
ive tried to change but im scared that this is all ill be
stuck in chains, and i might need u 2 set me free

hold me down
get me out of this town
i can breathe whenever ur around
cuz with u, i feel so safe and sound
i can feel, and this is so confound [x2]


auxina: 

I just can’t get over you
Like what am I scared of?
All alone inside my room 
All these voices in my head (ummm) 
Your sweater on my dresser
Still smell like your perfume 
I just hope you’re hurting too
If your crying Ima need the proof [x2]

crying perfume (CLOAK)

lyrics! 

spiral🌀 

i get too invested
saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it
i’m in too deep and i can’t leave i guess i’ll just accept it
sometimes i only think about myself
sometimes it feels like i don’t have nobody else
living in a dream
nothing is real and nothing is what it seems
u took a part of me and i don’t want it back 
the way u look at me u know i can’t stay mad
(i can’t stay mad)
treating me like a lesson
treating like i’m less than
you
(saying things i didn’t mean you know i never meant it)
sorry to bother you
i’m just another you, we got too much in common
back to you, i tried subtracting u 
if we’re being honest
(if we’re being honest)

liliya 🥀

ive been moving forward im not going back
drugs in my system the room turn black
went too far and there’s no turning back
i don’t wanna talk just give me a rack 
i don’t wanna hang with none of y’all y’all wack
used to quit on myself but ima come right back 
he talking crazy and he finna get slapped
my life so shit but you know I’m fucking back

gleam✨

i get obssessive in the night time
blood drawn fangs out like its fright night
behind my back i didnt know u were a rat now
shooting bullets thru ur brain it make a splat sound
im in too deep baby girl in in the background
im sinking deeper baby girl please dont let me drown
please dont let me drown im in the deep end
wake up from this dream like it was pretend
i remember we was kissing on the weekends
all the armor on my heart i couldnt defend
i couldnt defend im filled with defects
u shut me out of ur life like im a reject

auxina🌐

About a bag 
Only things I build is stacks
Friendships fall between the cracks
I’m not trying to break my back
hate my old memories 
Hallways no one would speak to me  
shake demons off of me
my heart up as a offering 
I wonder what you meant 
When you said
That I couldn’t ever be the one
So sad
I’m just a girl inside your crazy world
No pity 
I could kill your heart 
You should fear me

mariana freestyle 24’ - spiral forever + liliya + gleam (SHINJU + APRIL 21)

lyrics🌐💫

auxina:

I…
I don’t wanna try
I don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just know this all a lie
And you know I’m not alive 
Not alive 
Try and try 
To set aside 
All the things that
Put that put us down
All the things we can’t 
Surmount 
I don’t know 
This ain’t all of me 
But I know this ain’t a dream
Hold my hand and breathe 
I can’t really promise where we both will be

cloudii:

i really did try 
numb to my feelings
yeah is this real life? 
u ruined every wednesday for me can’t even lie 
u said i was special then just pushed me aside
no reasoning 
my literal nightmare 
i know i didn’t deserve it 
yeah i know it was not fair 
when things got too hard
all of a sudden you’re not there
i would wish u the best
but it’s hard when u don’t care 
well..
most of the artists that i like are dead anyway 
what would it matter to u if i met an early grave? 
maybe things really could’ve been better
yeah
maybe in another life..

auxina:

I…
I don’t wanna try
I don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just know this all a lie
And you know I’m not alive 
Not alive 
Try and try 
To set aside 
All the things that
Put that put us down
All the things we can’t 
Surmount 
I don’t know 
This ain’t all of me 
But I know this ain’t a dream
Hold my hand and breathe 
I can’t really promise where we both will be…

ଘｎｏｔ ａｌｉｖｅ✶ + cloudii ☁️(VIEN OPAL)

lyrics🌐💫

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

bey: 

can you leave me alone
i just wanna go home
and that home was you
but now i feel like
i'm on my own

did you even notice
all my cuts and bruises
would you even care
if i jump off a 50 foot cliff?

and i know its different
and ur wasting my breath
but i can't help it
i'm still waiting for you to text

call that wishful thinking
but my faith is sinking
down to the ocean floor
oh i guess it's now over for 
me
for me

auxina:

Little star drops 
Falling around my feet
Avoiding sharp rocks
From cutting into me 

Things aren’t the way
They used to be 
Seasons behaving 
Like I was split into three

💫 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓻𝓸𝓹𝓼💧 + beybladegirl🦄 (FLESH)

rit - dark knight (zuuloh)

https://open.spotify.com/track/482YTwU4spv2BMA8W3oWOp?si=3cf33f09b56a4057

lyrics:

please, just listen
something in my body's missing...

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

cuz it true, i knew tht u were mine
everything tht u left behind
i just wanna make sure ur fine
look in my eyes
i wouldnt go and lie
nd leave this all behind
id rather die...

just take my hand nd lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

would u be right here next 2 me, 
if the stars aligned?
(i wanna keep u here, hold u tight, ill hold u near)
would u be right here 2 hold my hand at night?
(ill keep u here, ill keep u safe plz do not fear)

this song was meant for u
but we're too far distant now...
i can feel my body bleeding out, im rotting underground,
those songs i wrote for two,
makes it hard 2 listen now
u can scar me and harm me tht'll last a lifetime from now-

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

look in my eyes
i wouldnt go nd lie
nd leave this all behind 
id rather die...

just take my hand and lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

prod. @kingtheta

Missing

hld me close evn when im not near u
i see ded people up in my rear view 
bl00d on my skin yeah
cuz im see through 
yeah you hurt me 
didn’t even mean 2 
tears falling off the leaves 
all turns blu
lied 2 my face 
now it’s screw u
when you keep saying u didn’t mean 
2
please don’t run away 
i need u like everyday 
i know that I need to change 
promise tht I’ll be 0k
ye 
i see your face all the time 
down memory lane 
ye what you trn 2

green light 
   left his whip in park 
   nobody can open up my heart 
   off a bean n im counting every star

   leave me to die 
   corpse under the roses 
   chase the night sky 
   split a bar in half like moses
   head blown like C4
   made him take a detour
   2nd life shawty 
   bitch i’ve seen this place before

   i dnt the answers 
   i pretend 
   i dnt fuck with no one 
   ima reject
   just a mound of flesh 
   u are nothingness 
   how could i b sad 
   life is meaningless
ditd

kys…


hld me close evn when im not near u
i see ded people up in my rear view 
bl00d on my skin yeah
cuz im see through 
yeah you hurt me 
didn’t even mean 2 
tears falling off the leaves 
all turns blu

produced by (nightiger) <3

turns blue feat. diegointhedark

lyrics :3 

Auxina:
Let’s get it cracking 
You know we out here packing
Not talking overseas 
I hope that you think that im acting 
Still posted up w all my day ones 
That saw the whole vision
Fused together no divison 
They gone crash out like collision 
I’m still coming down  
My gums numb im still rolling loud 
My phone been like a shinobi I can’t hear a fucking sound
I try to keep the peace and privacy  
they wanna see me smile  
Got Margielas on my toes I got another band to count 
So don't confuse me w another dumb bitch 
I’m one of one 
Run up on me and you one and done 
We send it like a punt
Got some wok inside my gut
I been lit up since the last hunt 
Feel like Kim like what’s the stitch 
You talkin shit? I up the switch... <3 

Injurie: 
i done came up too damn fast now i cant double back
they was hating on me, now my stats r up they shut their trap
n i done outstat their whole clique, now tell me.. how u feel bout that?
cuz i cant focus up on that, had to do this for myself
n what the fuck am i supposed to prove? the stats speak for themself
instead of focusing on talking shit focus on urself
cant give a fuck about these snails cuz they never catching up
and my DB doubled wit slugs, how u gon talk without a jaw?
i think u youngins need to find some manners before u sawed off
publicly talking bout problems like u isnt the problem
could squash u soundcloud leeches easily before u caught up
like that would even happen, they happy making bad tracks

Remilia: (coming soon)

kimera + injurie & remilia bandxz (OTM)

way off w/eczotic (fozo)

травма (sunrisess)

Offline

Skijuxen - WAR Lyrics 
“They wanna get in my lane let’s have war about it”
“Popping all these pills got me feeling outta body”
“I’m only tryna get the vvs’s damn shining”
“Left my ex bitch alone, she knows she really nothing”
“223 in the scope I make’em overdose”
“Popping all them xannies and I’m rocking all that v lone”
“Tryna get bag I’m the money anti hero”
“Tryna pull my trigger and I got the fucking beam on”
“Dumb bitch in the corner tryna give me a double cup”
“I don’t really give a fuck I’m just tryna run it up”
“She tell me that she love me, but then she love another one”
“But I’m just making bangers like Dj khaled, I need another one”
“Yeah yeah”
“My pockets facetious, she tell me that she love me again, bitch you know I don’t need it”
“Uh huh, Michael Jackson, beat it”
“She tell me that she off lsd and that she dreaming”
“They wanna get in my lane let’s have war about it”
“Popping all these pills got me feeling outta body”
“I’m only tryna get the vvs’s damn shining”
“Left my ex bitch alone, she knows she really nothing”

ig: @auxinavstheworld
🌐@blackwingacademy🌐
#1 DROPOUT!!!

kimera + injurie & remilia bandxz (OTM)

auxina

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