lyrics⭐️

auxina:
its fucked up
I thought I could make you happy
my worlds crashing
you're all laughing
and I
thought trust was just a given
you just cut my heart in half like ribbons
labeled me the villain well you made one
I could see right through all your moves since day one
so sad
how does it feel to make a enemy?
this the killshot right to the kidneys!


peroxide
try to heal tonight
the scars run deep 
when trying to mark a side
don't wanna feed the fight 
a demon in the night
things were difficult before 
I wanna simplify
you wanna get me high
but I told you, you are not my type
I guess you want me to sympathize
but im done with the preamble
ima make you a example

@eserine :
You caught my attention
All these feelings got no retention
My soul has got no redemption
The way that you are "high tension"
No regression
As I thought I 
Didn't do it
Of course I couldn't do it
And you tried to kill me
So I had to kill you
It's a 2 kill shot

auxina:
its fucked up
I thought I could make you happy
my worlds crashing
you're all laughing
and I
thought trust was just a given
you just cut my heart in half like ribbons
labeled me the villain well you made one
I could see right through all your moves since day one
so sad
how does it feel to make a enemy?
this the killshot right to the kidneys!

2K_LLSHOT! + eserine (XTASANE)

prod @hurtwinds x takuori
sfx @junk_king

tell me wat2do so dat ion have2 b like u /.
ina cut smokin dope dats my only truth [
run away from ur lies fuck is wrong witchu ?.
i have2fight2survive ion live like u. /

hear me, ion evn want u near me
waited4ur love so dearly
u aint even want me clearly
clearly

i cant eem play witchu i wana fuckin stay witchu ..
if i made u love me ,, would it b an issue ? /
cryin while i roll up ,, tears ona tissue .
i think ima pop1 ,. i think ima sip2 // .

b like u (hurtwinds x takuori)

it's easy to lose who you are in the expectations of your loved ones
i hope you can pick up the pieces and reevaluate yourself

art by @nadirwhy <3
prod me

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@squidymoji

I'm sorry my priorities are messed up
I'm sorry my mentality is fucked up
I'm sorry my regrets will never reach you
I'm sorry healing leaves some damaged tissue

You did what you had to
To protect your fragility
Pinned down by everyone around you
How's it feel to finally be free

To step into the light

And realize your life is more than this
You've splintered into parts, it's time to recollect
Pick out the debris then sift and redissect
Don't forget to pause a second just to catch your breath

@luhvstory

I know I'm so pathetic
But you're so unapologetic
I think it's our genetics
I still love your aesthetic

Your tattoos and cosmetics
I hope you understand it
My heart's still damaged
I don't think that I'll manage

I took our love for granted
Now I feel so distracted
I don't blame you at all
Girl now my back's against the wall

fragility w/ luhv story

lyrics: 

How could you make it about me 
Was it really that hard to see
You never really missed me
I don’t think its a mystery
Im in the fog  by the lake
My tears fall my hands shake
Going numb like novocaine 
I can’t ever forgive this mistake
Your waiting to see if I will break
My wings torn but I still pray 
You never asked if im ok
Holy blood smeared on the blade
My wrists seen better days     
In my room in a cave

I just want to forget 
Refund on time spent  
Wishing that we never kissed
Heart inside a deeper pit
Fresh to death in a crypt
I hope you always think of this
Glock a bey I let it rip 
Warm blood falling down my lip

If you really want me you would come for me!
Always come off so haunting you won't comfort me...
comfort me... you won't comfort me! 

How could you make it about me 
Was it really that hard to see
You never really missed me
I don’t think its a mystery
Im in the fog  by the lake
My tears fall my hands shake
Going numb like novocaine 
I can’t ever forgive this mistake
Your waiting to see if I will break
My wings torn but I still pray 
You never asked if im ok
Holy blood smeared on the blade
My wrists seen better days     
In my room in a cave

✨patience🪽 (RAV3N)

@1anesthesia @prodaugury

@1anesthesia
look like you seen a ghost
demons live from the host
lost soul i roam with no home
and keep a heart on my sleeve
cry on the shoulder you need
it don’t mean nothing to me
it don’t mean nothing at all

dopamine chaser
l-l-link up w my x 2 fk n then erase her
loving hard is not my nature
i wake up at night and know that im in danger
baby i can b your savior
if you gave me a chance to be there for you
id be just the thing you need

i’d do anything to make this pain go away
im praying maybe someday
i’ll see the error in my ways
and somehow make it all change

@sif666
i take these drugs just to numb the pain
i cant take another lie
ur so fucking fake
i would rather die alone than show u my face
i pour my heart into the mic when i hit the stage
i cant forget how u saved me when i strayed
these marks still remind me how youve changed
if i died in ur arms then id be ok
it gets worse
it gets harder every fucking day
leave me alone 
let me bleed out on the pavement 
u dont know how long i waited for u to take me back and say that u still cared about me
i wish that i could just leave without a trace behind me
just let me disappear please

dopamine chaser + anesthesia (augury)

w/ @neohnq
prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn

@s0lemn
im worried its over ,'/. ., im worried its done .. 
pretend dat im nothin ,,. wat have u become ?? ..
carve out tha pieces tht u didnt want. . ;[{ //.\
realize im dumb wen ik dat u won ,,. .

can i get up out of dis .. ?? , ion wana start it now. . ;
if it waz a problem then ,|| \ bet u issa prollem now .. 
ik tht im out of it. . i think i can c da sound :p/ / /
ik u aint feelin me, ..:'/ 
i should prolly turn around .. 

i called it ,,  i called it bad. . 
i saw it, , i knew we wouldnt last ..
i know u couldnt grasp ,. }} i cant 2. / 
i cant,,2 . im gone soon .

@neohnq
baby took my soul
and i cannot get it back
im so afraid ya
but i cant hate ya
i gotta get out the way
but u got a hold of me
until the day i decay
i wont do it silently
i fucked up i know
gotta keep on my toes
off like six pills im on the floor
i cant fix it, i gave it my all
now im not so sure
i cant stop thinkin how it was
when u were next to me
baby ur my ecstasy

carve out the pieces w/ neohn [neohn]

lyrics~*

You hitting me up out of the blue 
I can’t remember why I left you
They stare at us and how we move
Don’t really care it’s how we do 
You say your sorry
I hate to see you cry 
Everything is all alright 
Looking for the starlight 

It was so long ago we don’t even know
We thought none come between us 
But I felt a smaller change 
A shift in blame 
I become familiar with this game 
It was lethal 
Those teeth sunk 
I needed you to keep me though
But you turned out to be evil 
But I love you 
I want you 

You hitting me up out of the blue 
I can’t remember why I left you
They stare at us and how we move
Don’t really care it’s how we do 
You say your sorry
I hate to see you cry 
Everything is all alright 
Looking for the starlight

out of the blue🐞 (BURNTOUT)

ft @bloodonmybalmains
prod @9wren + @fucktwintails + @nightigerxo
art by instagram.com/sph3rq

(@sif666)
im hollow
this sorrow
i’ll hold onto
if u want 2
i got drugs 2
i could die for u
if u want 2
i can’t talk
i can't talk to u
im hurting 
this burden 
gets worse and worse
my cuts don’t hurt anymore

i stay out of sight
only come out at night
no bitch im not ur slime
i am a different kind
u cannot sit by my side
i keep a blade on my thigh
x’d out im way too high

(@bloodonmybalmains)
yea i go crazy yea i eat the brain
needles in my arm yea i feel like bane 
been tweaking out havent eaten for days 
starving away i got a stomach pain

i said i dont mind
i stay out at night
bitch ur not on my side 
im a different guy

i said im sorry
i got blood on my thigh
im just barred out 
im way to high

spotify

hollow + bloodonmybalmains (9wren + twintails + nightiger)

lyrics~

auxina:
You can't even think about me
Long lost secret behind lock and key
I wanna drown in your sea
These thoughts deeper than you could see
I was so young and scared
The winds stripped me bare
Soul shredded in this mare
The sobering truth was unfair
My tears weren't there
I could see you didn't care

@korrinsgone:

think of me
still tryna play for keeps
wont let my soul fade away
im holdin on to sanity
by the way
I thought u said u hated me?
now we talkin late
and the tears fall unto the screen
it feels all contradictory 
I cant forget us watching the dark sky
I didnt know i was wastin ur time
I hope 1 day i can get this shit right....

auxina:

You can't even think about me
Long lost secret behind lock and key
I wanna drown in your sea
These thoughts deeper than you could see
I was so young and scared
The winds stripped me bare
Soul shredded in this mare
The sobering truth was unfair
My tears weren't there
I could see you didn't care

fleeting♡hearts + @korrinsgone (TOYEMA)

i had a lot of fun with this one :'3
ty to my friends for their feedback

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watch my form disintegrate
watch my mind disintegrate

something you forgot to throw away

like litter soaking in the rain

watch me

cut & paste like paper
rearrange make different pictures
lines only flow one way
that's ok i'll black my eyes

life like waste like litter
melt away into the gutter
one day i'll float away
that's ok i'll steel my heart

irl theres no undo
maybe i can just delete
can i just be honest please
if i was would you save me

~~

prod me
art by my beloved

cut & paste

raptorgf + gus (REVIVAL)

ig: @auxina_2077
🌐@blackwingacademy🌐
#1 DROPOUT!!!

out of the blue🐞 (BURNTOUT)

auxina

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