نامه‌ی یک قطره

Insecure Attention Seekers

قهر

I can't stop listening to this one. It's like a part of me is having a conversation with another part, and she's asking to be heard, to be cared for. I've been running away from many things, trying to make the pain go away or telling myself I shouldn't be weak and vulnerable, that I shouldn't be sad or broken. But the truth is that, I am! 

How to Touch Her

This is the first Italian song that I've ever written. Living in Iran has been a weird nightmare in so many ways, and in this song I'm expressing the loneliness and helplessness I currently feel. 




The Translation: 



I'm just a woman who's dreaming
With a cup of coffee in her hand
I don't know where to go, or how to love
Not knowing how to wait, I'm waiting


I'm only a grown up girl
That doesn't know how to live, turns out
Save me, from this deep ocean
Save me, please, from the nightmare that they create...


Save me, save me, please
Save me, save me, please


I'm only a lost soul
A lonely leaf that has fallen
I don't know where to go, or how to love
Waiting for a kindness that has never arrived


Save me, save me, please
Save me, save me, please
Save me, save me, please
Save me, save me, please





Salvami, Ti Prego

Wish I could change myself
I worry way too much about my mental health
but everything around is falling apart
I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not

Please, tell me I'll be alright
All these people die
Am I trying hard enough?
I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not

I thought I'm still way too young
to see this side of life
should've known when that guy tried to rape me
I wasn't ready, wasn't ready, was not

My father neglected me
I searched for love in other men
My mother was mentally ill, she abused me
But I shut my mouth in her hell

I was just a child when she forced me to kiss a random guy
Such a disrespect that she put there in my mind
How, could she be so blind, how? 

Please, tell me I'll be alright
All these people die
Am I trying hard enough?
I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not


I'm Not Ready

اگه می‌خوای امید، چشمامو ببین
توی راهِ رشد، دستامو بگیر 
نورِ ما خورشید، تو شهرِ سیاه-سفید
زیبارویی رقصید، لای ماشینا درخشید

نباز خودتو، که این راه ادامه داره
اگه افسرده شدی، دستمو بگیر دوباره
بوس به دلِ نازت، که زنده‌ست و بیداره
اگه ناامید شدی، باهام برقص ستاره

لالاییِ امید

Hearts beating fast, hands sweating
Exploring eachother all night
Present in the room, slowly spreading
We're glowing in the moonlight

I let go of my jealousy
Nakedly and carelessly


Show me what courage actually means
To play with your weaknesses under the sheets
Giggling and melting, both hurt and both alive
Flourishing and flirting, both trying to survive 

I let go of my jealousy
Nakedly and carelessly


I'm scared of the unknown, of the unfolding future
So scared of loneliness, but she never cared
Don't wanna go back, don't wanna go forward
The image of two close sisters always compared

This fear doesn't let me walk I freeze when she's near
My pride doesn't let me talk, but I need you here
Come close and touch me, let out a tear
Embrace me, love me, so my foggy brain gets clear 

Help me with my jealousy
Take my hand so carelessly
Every single long gone dream
Is floating in this fantasy 

Naked

Improvisation No. 1: Don't Give Up Already

Close your eyes and try to see with mine.

Inhale

Are You Happy?

بیخیال

زیباروی دیوانه

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Don't Want You To Change

Indie Singer-songwriter. 

I use language and music to freely express myself here. 

Viora

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