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DISASTER

COVER ART BY KAIZEN


LYRICS
you see you scarred me
when i was still so young
you didn't harm me
just taught me to man up
don't say you're sorry
you never did that once
how you still look me in the eye
after everything i’ve done
is so disarming

i kick and scream
you swing and yell
you say those things
(yeah, but i get over them)
when i'm smokin' tree
and your lip is filled
for our football team
i know we’re not the same
i’m just your son

here’s to the father of the year
everyone raise 'em up
for the father of the year

you see you saved me
you’re always there to bail
like i'm a baby
i never fail to fail
so you berate me
my depression makes me ill
i know i'm not the man you are
but i have harnessed special skills
i swear i'm changing
and i’ll be a better man
but i'm too crazy
and you’d never understand
some things are hazy
and it really makes me sad
that you support me through it all
'cause i was born into your hands
and now i

inherit genes
that overwhelm
you’re sick of me
(if you think i couldn’t tell)
you’re always there
and it’s why i’m here
i put you through hell
i know we’re not the same, I’m just your son

here’s to the father of the year
everyone raise 'em up
for the father of the year
i thank god that you’re here
you made me tough

friend or faux

Father of the Year (prod. Young Taylor)

WHEN THE FLAME LEADS

Track ten from Make It Through Fall.

Guitar/lyrics/vox - Lil Xtra

Additional production by Kado

Open my eyes 
Roll out of bed 
We're all out of drugs to keep the thoughts from our heads 
You say you’re fine 
I know that you’re not 
Put it inside and let our veins rot

But I’m moving forward 
And you’re moving on 
Hesitate to separate, but this is all wrong 
And I know you think 
I fucking hate you 
But really I just don’t know what else to do

Cause lately 
It feels like there’s no one to save me 
I’m all alone in the life
I'll never do anything thing right 
I never do anything right

(Forecast: Well here we are in Atlanta, moving through our early week, Monday's forecast calling for a lovely day all across north Georgia. Lower 80's, low humidity. It feels really nice... Really nice... The good news is, that won't last too long.)

I’m In too much pain 
To get out of bed 
If it’s all the same then I’d rather be dead

If I eat at all
I’m gonna get fat 
Throw it back up, there’s nothing wrong with that 
Don’t you know?

And I miss you 
But not half as much 
As I know you miss them when you’re out of drugs 
But I am no saint 
A sinner as well
I’ll see you again maybe, one day in hell

It’s all in my head 
I know it’s not fair 
I said I would call and then
I wasn’t there 
I fucked up again, still what I do best 
I Can’t feel the fucked up heart beating
In my fucked up chest

Because lately 
It feels like there’s no one to save me 
I’m all alone in the life I’ll 
Never do anything thing right 
I never do anything right

I never do anything right

Make It Through Fall

Siphon

@namesnotandy x @iloveyouronen
💜 (prod. second hand) 💜

Soul Food

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SOUL FOOD w/ RONEN

Artist:
@ripkais

Producer:
@8rokeboy

Lyrics:
im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you

im happy that u found yourself,
i hope i do the same myself.
im lost in the motions of boredom; im hopeless,
i know that you'll hear this.

its focused on you (x 4)

feelings come in waves, i saw the smile on your face as i
slept up on your waist, it was a perfect escape from the 
voices in my head, it's you that closed the gates.
so late in the night that i feel like im fighting for you.
i'm fighting for you (x 3)

kais - you

Lovely

BONErr [prod. vvspipes + kimj]

@ericdoa (@neilaworld)
art by bryan lee o' malley
#DG3

Lyrics:

Yeah, yeah, yeah
This that Neila shit

[Hook]
Ay, She said that she need me, I forgot
Its gon' be tough if you coming for my spot
I know exactly where you at, I got the drop
If we talkin' money go clock in at your job

[Verse]
Wait, move- ay, I thought that they knew
Take food off my plate, gotta make sure my brothers ate too
Wait, damn make a bitch take two
Big ol' glick make, this shit gon make em buss a move
Okay wow, one in me with the Westwood, clean
I got a planet on my pants, and some vivi on my jeans
I find it funny how they mad, wanna fight me thru a screen
Ay, I cannot hold no grudges, bitch I'm smiling with my team 
Girl I'll teach ya, hit me for a feature
I'm smokin poison, this shit straight up out a beaker
Make- a call
Ay I build- he fall
Bitch I'm a flower on a wall, bitch I do not care at all
You got a problem, get it solved
He talkin crazy, spin his jaw
Play games like its SAW
Its triple seven (777) fuck the law
Okay woah, bitch I'm super cold
This gate got a code, and a rose
Got a bad lil cuban bitch she from the O
I'm in my mode
Silver movin slow, shoutout to my bros
Okay lets go!
Shoot, don't have reload
Gun shoot like free-throw
Throw to throw
One-three-seven-one-zero inside my coat
And if they throw me in the deep-end
Guaranteed imma throw up

(hook x2)

ericdoa - tough (wallflower) [prod. dazegxd]

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

kaixan - idwlug  (prod. sayuh x lj x coral)

flipphone (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ (prod. marvy ayy)

guitar by nate thomas

lyrics:

im afraid of being everything you thought id be and
when you look back at me i wish i knew the things youd see
and all i remember
out of december i came drinking more than i ever had
reason being you took me there

and i,
i dont feel
like i used to
i could use you
but it all come down when it ain't no reason left

and i know that im not perfect
but id argue who deserves it
i wasnt trying
i wasnt trying to fuck us up
and what do i say
to you

id rather not fight today
drinking my life away
staying up way too late
im telling you that you cant stay
but you dont wanna listen to the person that i was last week
im tryna show you how it end but you aint tryna see
cause we both 'gon burn

and i dont mind
cause i dont see you anymore
im killing time behind my door
i know i hurt myself in the worst way
hurt myself in the worst way
again

moshi moshi 2 ♪☆＼(^０^＼) ♪(／^-^)／☆♪ (prod. cwm and polearm)

please don't try to call me when you hear this

THNX

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flipphone (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ (prod. marvy ayy)

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