some fun dariacore i was sitting on while fragments' release was prepared. feel free to put any of this in ur dj mixes or whatever

maypulcore (album ver)

TEETH CRIME!

GIANTS ROAM THE EARTH!

a song abt getting over one-sided relationships
sponsored by gabumon
STREAM: fanlink.to/polly

LYRICS:

like i didn't give u my everything like
WTF U MEAN :/
showed u every side like geometry tell me
WHAT U HAVEN'T SEEN O_O
and u cappin like u rly down for me 
I WISH I COULD BELIEVE but...
we move at different 
speeds V_V

u made me run till i was FALLING APARTTT
a marathon but we never got farrrr
it's hard enough to warm a heart, when it's freezing
spend my time! just crawling out the deep end

ha, ha, ha
hihihiah
oooooo

i'm better now
let's laugh abt
my silly brain !
let's air it out
i do invite remind, of the happy times
there was an image in my head - but U ARE NOT THAT GUY >:B

(turn this shit right up!)

basically,
my mind was marred by sentimental thoughts
i tried my hardest!
faux-obsessed and for a sec i guessed
you might be flawless!
treat me like polly, keep me in ur pocket
when u get bored of those other fuckin options
makin all these trips i can't afford
11 hour train just to end at ur door

ha, ha, ha
i'm sleepin GOOD tonite!!!!!

i'm better now

my mind was marred by sentimental thoughts
i tried my hardest!
faux-obsessed and for a sec i guessed (epic harmony here)
you might be flawless!
treat me like polly, keep me in ur pocket
when u get bored of those other fuckin options
makin all these trips i can't afford
11 hour train just to end at ur door

polly pocket

i may be bad at business but im REALLY good at being a lizard >:}

produced by AQUASINE
art by VEMRILL
fanlink.tv/unmarketable

they sayin im UNMARKETABLE
even tho i put my heart and soul in!
still stuck, black screen says loading
algorithm, throw a bone so
i can live off my magnum opus
and there's no art in those articles!
but we tasteless, so we chasin a pot of gold
honestly we oughta know better
but the cheddar keeps calling all these rodents home
can't let it go!

and i know how to sell out!
i know how to tell a story, leavin all the Ls out!
looks like all my heroes are fuckin dead now!
rather take it easy, i was chillin in the background
put my heart and soul in
fire tracks, cast spells from the roland,
leave the show stop dropping and rolling,
honestly, who! needs a lotto lever to pull when,
i rather play a different game than any opponent!
chewing on a powerline,
zaps running thru me head to tail, but im plenty fine
suits out the window screaming "think about the bottom line!”
to hell w all the execs tho,
i rather be a gecko
scavenging, lookin like, "are you gonna eat that?"
used to do surveys for the free cash
f-zero when i speed past
lol.. a-sine, bring the beat back

and im too pretty for the process
plus u never see me round like a loch ness
i flee the scene, only newts as accomplice
CCTV caught just an odd glimpse
reptar on my offday, city stomping
make music till im dead, wait, weighing options
they gone always push u out till the day u lock in
catgirls laughing cuz no lizzy in your top ten??
(u aint got no lizzy?)
laughing at stakeholders, burning the profit
leatherface with the samples, i gotta chop it
leatherhead with the turtles, these fuckers toxic
im in the market, all they talk is mnemonics
stock bombing, lizzy eating economics

UNMARKETABLE (prod. AQUASINE)

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Catalog Heaven

GONE GONE

IT TOOK A WHOLE MONTH OF PROCRASTINATION >w<

BROKE AND GAY ASF

WE ARE SO NIGHTCORE

A Very Purple Place

7 Stages is an EP I started by accident. I had another album planned, but this EP formed itself. Earlier this year, a complicated and abusive relationship I was in for a while ended. A month after the relationship ended, I was sexually assaulted by my former closest friend shortly after I confided in them and finally felt comfortable enough to tell someone about the instances of abuse I went through in my relationship. Both these things were absolutely crushing to me. I felt like I lost everything in the span of a month. I began writing songs for myself to cope with the difficult feelings that were coming up and this EP was born accidentally. I did not know if I wanted to post this, or if I would feel safe being so vulnerable, but I feel it is an important part of my personal healing not to suffer alone or in silence any longer.

This EP shows all the emotions of going through and recovering from those events. Messy emotions, having complicated feelings for your abusers, toying with the idea of regressing just to be 'loved' once more, etc. As the EP progresses through the stages of grief, it becomes a reflection of my personal rise into power, self healing, proper boundary setting, reclaiming myself, and coming into an era of self love after not having that for myself my entire life.

If you have been through or are going through similar experiences, know that you are heard and that you are very important and worthy of healthy love, friendships, and relationships. It DOES get better, I promise.


WE ARE SO NIGHTCORE

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